Hey people here is chapter 6.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but Jessy Carter and Grace Champion.

Sams P.o.v

"So do you want a snack Sam before we start". Freddie said

"Duh do you know me at all"! I said,

"Yeah I do, my bad for asking that question". Freddie said while chucking and left to go get the snack. While he did that I decided to look around his room. He had all of his techy stuff, but no other geeky stuff I thought he had and he has a a lot of Three Days Grace posters on his wall and a poster of his band Punk Blood. I had listen to his CD all day yesterday. It was so cool I never knew he could play guitar. Then I found it. A Black and Red Electric Guitar next to a Black notebook. Well he is still making that snack so I guess a little peek of whats inside couldn't hurt. But when I opened the notebook I thought it was sheet music, but it wasn't it was filled with all of his secrets. I have to read this. I was about to but I heard

"SAM! your snack is ready"! Benson yelled.

"Coming!". I yelled back and I stuck the notebook in my backpack. I went to the living room and saw he had made me almost a buffet of most of my favorite foods.

"Freddie all I asked for was a snack not a buffet". I said in a very suprized tone.

"Well I know that I went a little overboard but you deserve it, and you want to know why". he said

"Yeah that would be nice". I said still surprized

"Because you are my best friend thats why". Freddie said.

I was kind of disappointed at what he said but he made me a buffet of food so I'm happy.

"I can't believe I'm saying this but thank you Freddie, no one has ever done this for me not even Carly". I said honestly

"Your welcome Sam". he said. And after we ate we started the project.

I got home at 7 because I told Freddie that I had to go home to shave my moms back. Well I lied. I really wanted to read that notebook. I turned to the first page and started reading.

My first friend

Well today I met my first friend with my brother, hi name is Jessy Carter. He is so cool and we like all the same stuff!

Then the next page.

My Brother's first crush

Well this new family moved in across the street and My brother Drake and I with Jessy went to go introduce ourselfs. They have a daughters that are me and my brothers age. The one who is my brothers age her name is Grace Champion. and my brother has a crush on her. I am happy for him. but she has an older sister Macy Champion. and I think she has a crush on me. but I don't like her like that.

I was so happy that he didn't like her that way. Why I don't know so I read the next page.

My first band

Jessy and I want to start our own band. we meet more people to start it with. their names are Duncan, and Matt. there awesome! I play guitar, Jessy plays drums, Matt plays keyboard, and Duncan sings. we call our band Punk Blood.

Then the next page but this page looks bad.

When everything starts going down hill

My Dad doesn't like my mommy anymore and they are spliting up. Our dad took Drake with him and mom kepted me and I don't understandwhy don't they love eachother why did thay spilt me and Drake up.

That is so sad I thought so I keep reading.

I break down

I can't take it Dad and Mom fighting all the time, so I started to cut thats why I wear long shirts. I can't take it anymore!

Ok I can't believe he used to cut. I feel so bad for him.

Today

I had to move away from Jessy because my mom can't take the neighborhood but I ment some cool friends. Carly and Sam even thought she beats me up she is still pretty cool. but I still cut because I know she will never like me as a friend or anyone for that matter. I believe in her insults because their true. I am a nub, loser, dork, and a geek. I still wonder why she is friends with me anyway. maybe because of Carly oh well. my brother is moving back because dad died we went to the funeral last week. but whatever, oh my brother just got here I gotta go.

I didn't want to hurt him like this but he can't know that I have his notebook and he has a busy week with the project, that date with Macy and the band. I'm going to be nice to him all week. Even if it kills me. Then I put the notebook back in my backpack and went to bad.

A/N: Well here is the chapter the next one Sam is going to act OOC so got to get used to it. Thanks for reading. Please review. Tomboy22.