I run my finger down her cheek and she looks up at me, feeling her lips on mine again my heart speeds up. I reach for her but find nothing. Jolting awake in bed I realise I was dreaming. That girl, always finding ways to unsettle me.
Throwing the quilt off, I put my feet on the soft carpet and sigh. Running a hand over my face I decide to take a shower, I don't care how early it might be.
Just shaking her from my mind makes everything seem clearer. The water is heaven as it's rushing down my back, I wish every day was still this quiet. Knowing I'll have to get out eventually I switch the water off and get dressed. I think I managed to literally drown her away from my mind.
With my towel in hand I open the door and jump back. Ahh, Oh Ha Ni, giving me a heart attack!
It's a strangling sensation to realise how beautiful she looks this morning. Does she do this on purpose? Stepping to get away from her she walks in front of me. After side stepping and almost walking into her I stop 'Ya, Oh Ha Ni, come on,' I say. She looks up at me and I hate myself for doing it but I walk away. It wouldn't be like a dream, here in reality, she's not right for me. I'm not right for her.
I hear a yelp behind me and I turn to see Ha Ni Yah lying on the floor. 'So thick headed,' I sigh slamming the door. Leaning against it I shake my head. I know I should have gone to help her stand.
'Thick headed?' I hear her small voice through the door, 'Is that the kind of thing you say between people who just kissed?' Eun Jo looks up from his bed and raises an eyebrow at the words we both just heard.
Why does she always sound so sad? I guess I know the answer to that. But it would not improve if what she imagined were to happen.
I've consciously ignored her through breakfast, as my mother chats on about my hair. But when she compliments me I know its time to leave.
'Yar! You should go with Ha Ni Yah!' my mothers voice carries after me. I'm not going to feed another morning of her following and hoping.
Sorry this is a short one guys. It seemed like a natural end to Seung Jo's inner rantings. please :) more reviews more chapters