Someday Soon
Chapter 15
It had been a week since the kiss. Lucas and I hadn't seen or spoken to each other. Tree Hill was a small town there was no avoiding unless you were making a big effort to do so.
I want to say I don't know what came over me. But I know exactly what it was.
Feelings. Real. Romantic. All consuming feelings.
That have to do with now nothing that compares to the past.
Kissing Lucas wasn't a reflex or me being caught in a moment.
I wanted to kiss him. I couldn't deny it any longer.
What I feel for Lucas goes so far beyond friendship.
I love him. I'm in love with him. And that was never supposed to happen
Especially with this arrangement. I set the rules in place.
I don't know what to do now. This situation is complicated enough.
...
I decide to visit Lucas at his office. Lay it out there.
At this point. What do I have to have to lose.
I walk in because the receptionist isn't there.
I feel my heart sink.
I'm no longer in the mood for lunch.
After seeing Lindsey and Lucas kissing in his office.
(I've been wanting to do that for months.) Lindsey confessed.
Brooke quickly left the office entrance before she was seen.