God
If there was a God out there, maybe he just wasn't looking the right way at the moment. Some old women clutched crosses around their necks, their knuckles white. But any jewellery worth having in my family had been sold generations ago. Any faith that my family believed in had died out when the games were introduced. There was no time for prayer or repentance in my family, we either worked, or we starved. If God was always listening, then why did he let Prim get chosen for the games? Why didn't he do something? He could have stopped it.
Alone
Hunting alone is good; no one can disturb you or the game. When you're alone you don't have to worry about looking out for someone else, you just have to keep yourself safe. But, in life, you're rarely alone. You're born and you have a mother and father, you grow up with brother and sisters, you make friends, you make more than friends. Only, the one person I wouldn't care being with for the rest of eternity had already met her future husband. They had to be together forever, like it or not. I was a cousin, unnecessary and alone
Losing
If life was a game, I was losing badly. I had been dealt a bad hand in life and now I was paying for it. As the years went by, I slowly slipped down the leader board. Other people had made their situation work; others had been given a new set of cards. My tactics to life weren't working; hunt, work, sleep. It had worked for Katniss, why not me? Had I been disqualified for copying her? That wouldn't be fair; I started hunting long before her. I tried to make it work, there had to be something that worked.
Exit
I wouldn't go quietly, slip into the dark, never to be seen again. I wouldn't whimper and cry like a baby in the face of death. I would exit this world with a bang; I would be courageous and menacing. I would go for a good reason, not because of disease or starvation. I would have defied the Capitol, so much so that it would be impossible for me to be an Avox, they would have to kill me. And in my final moments, I would look up at the sky and smile. I would be with Father soon enough.
A/N: Does anyone know any good words beginning with X? I was thinking of doing an Avox one, but if I have no X then it would only be an Avo, and those aren't in the Hunger Games, or anything else for that matter. Please review :D