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*******WARNING********* This chapter DOES contain some pretty intense smut, mentions of penis, vagina, sperm that sort of thing so please avoid if you dislike any of these things! And of course, please leave a review if you like me, are in love with some penis/vagina action! Thanks! :)

Chapter Nine

Flashback – Valentine's Day 2001

Shannon's tears wouldn't stop falling, she was tired but no matter how hard she tried to sleep it wasn't happening. Her day had been ruined thanks to her mother. Today was Valentine's Day and her one year anniversary of being with Joshua but instead of going out for a romantic meal and celebrating, her mother had locked her inside her room.

She'd never liked Josh, she hated him with a passion in fact. Her mother wanted her to be with someone more academic, someone with 'better prospects'. But Shannon didn't want anyone else but him, if only her mother could see what she saw in Josh. Okay, he wasn't top of his class and he got into trouble from time to time but with Shannon, he was different.

He was soft, gentle and he had never pushed her into having sex or even doing anything remotely sexual at all. Most sixteen year old guys would be trying to take her panties off at every opportunity but not Josh, they'd been together for a year and they hadn't done anything other than kiss.

She wanted to go further but she was scared, she was a virgin and she hadn't even explored herself, how the hell was she meant to know what she was doing with a guy if she didn't even know her own body? She had tried to explain her feelings to Josh in the past but she always got tongue tied, her mother had brought her up to be terrified of pre-marital sex, it was dirty, nasty and she would be struck down by God if she did anything so evil. Of course, Shannon didn't listen to her, she'd stopped listening a long time ago.

Shannon kept thinking about Josh as she stared at the ceiling, her mother's snores echoed down the hallway and into her room, she was about to reach for her ear plugs when a knock at her window made her sit bolt upright in bed.

She threw off her covers and crept over to the window to open the curtains. A smile immediately appeared on her face when she saw Joshua staring back at her. She opened her window as quietly as possible, the last thing that she needed was for her mother to appear right now, when the window was open wide enough, she grabbed Josh's hands and pulled him into her room, she then turned and shut the window before she helped Josh up from the floor and pulled him into her arms.

'How did you get up here without killing yourself?' She whispered into his ear.

'I've climbed up drainpipes before, don't ask why,' Josh smiled before brushing his thick lips against hers. 'Happy Anniversary baby.'

'Happy Anniversary,' Shannon beamed back at him before she pulled him into a deep kiss.

Their tongues swiped together and Shannon felt the desire running through every inch of her body. She ran her hands down his back and let them rest on his ass cheeks and she immediately felt a hardness against her stomach, Josh must have felt it too as he pulled away from her quickly, flushed with embarrassment.

'Sorry, I can usually er, control the um, you know,' Josh shifted uncomfortably before Shannon held her hands out to him.

'Don't be embarrassed, I don't mind, I like knowing that I can do that,' she smiled as Josh put his hands in hers and she began to pull them back towards her bed.

She could feel herself shaking a little as she lay down on her bed and gently pulled Josh down to lay beside her. She wanted to please him but in all honesty, she had no clue what she was meant to do or how she was meant to do it. She didn't have friends that she could talk to about sex and how to please a man, all her friends were like her, virgins.

'I didn't come here for this Shannon, I came here just to see you, to be with you,' Josh whispered as he took one of his hands and began to stroke her face with his long fingers.

'I know but I want to Josh, I mean, I don't wanna go ALL the way but I want to do something, I just don't know what I'm meant to do,' Shannon could feel her cheeks burning, Josh probably thought that she sounded so fucking stupid. He could be dating someone who put out every single night but instead he was stuck with her, a girl who blushed when she tried to talk about anything sexual.

'How about I do something for you, if you want me to that is?' Josh's eyes burned into hers and she felt a twinge between her legs.

'Okay,' she whispered before Josh pressed his lips to hers again.

He didn't kiss her for long, just long enough to leave her breathless as his warm mouth kissed a trail from her lips down to her neck. She gasped a little as one of his hands began to trace circles against her stomach through the thin, cotton nightie that she was wearing.

Josh eventually pulled his mouth away from her neck and pushed himself up on one elbow to stare down at her as his other hand continued to touch her stomach.

'Can I take this off?' His eyes never left hers as he asked her permission before he removed her nightie, his heart skipped a beat when she nodded her approval and sat up slightly so he could pull it over her head.

When she lay back down on the bed, Josh had to swallow a deep groan. She was stunning, absolutely stunning. He'd seen quite a few naked women, some in 'real' life and some in Playboy and other adult publications but no one looked as good as her, no one ever would.

'Is there something wrong, I know I'm not the smallest..'

'Ssshhh,' Josh leaned down and pressed his lips against her naval, taking her breathe away. 'You're perfect Shannon.'

Shannon sighed happily as Josh flicked his tongue over her naval. Instinctively she ran her hands down to his thick jet black hair and stroked through it as he began to place kisses up her stomach. Her breath quickened as with each kiss he got closer and closer to the two pert globes that stood out proudly on her body.

She was silently begging him to reach them, to let his mouth wander over them and explore the areas of her body that she had never allowed herself to touch before for pleasure.

When his mouth reached the underside of her breasts he looked up at her to check that she was okay. He didn't want to do anything more unless she was comfortable, he might be young and dumb but he knew that he loved her and he never wanted to hurt her or rush her into anything.

'Please Joshua, please….' The words fell from her lips before she could stop them, she was begging him, she needed him so much, her yearning for him was driving her crazy and she wanted him to touch her, to make her feel what an orgasm was like.

Josh could feel his length beginning to throb inside his tight pants as he saw the lust in her eyes, he wanted to make this so good for her, he just hoped that he could do a good job and give her what she deserved.

He lifted his head up from her chest and slowly ran the tips of his fingers up and down the sensitive skin in-between her breasts, Shannon arched her back up off the bed as her body shuddered under his touch.

Josh watched intently as Shannon kept her eyes firmly locked on his, his mouth was aching to suck one of her erect nipples and he couldn't wait any longer. He leaned back down and gently wrapped his mouth around the hard flesh, relishing the feeling of her writhing about beneath him in ecstasy.

'Oh God, oh God…'

Whilst his mouth focused attention on one nipple, he let his fingers go to work on the other one, gently tweaking and tickling it as Shannon tried to keep herself from crying out. After a few minutes, he switched nipples and lavished just as much attention on the other one with his mouth.

She was breathing so hard that she was sure her mom would be able to hear her but she couldn't control herself, she didn't even care anymore if her mom did catch them because there was no way that she was going to let him stop. When he suddenly took his mouth away from her nipple, she looked down at him and shot him a disapproving look to which he smiled.

'I wanted to go a little further, if that's okay with you?'

Josh sat up slightly and ran a hand down to her stomach, resting it there for a second before he ran it over her panties. Shannon gasped and he immediately regretted what he'd just done.

'I'm sorry baby, I won't….'

'No, I want you to Josh,' Shannon interrupted him, she didn't want to say that she was absolutely fucking desperate for him to touch her aching mound.

'That mean I can take those off?' Josh tugged lightly at her panties which made Shannon lift her hips up off the bed, giving him her answer without saying anything at all.

He pulled the panties down her legs and threw them somewhere in the room. Gently, he pulled her long legs apart to reveal her glistening pussy and he had to restrain himself from leaning down and just licking it there and then.

'Show me what you like baby, I wanna know how to touch you,' Shannon froze, she wasn't expecting him to ask something like this, how fucking pathetic was she going to sound telling him that she'd never even fucking masturbated before?

'I, I don't know, I haven't ever…' Josh felt like such a fucking idiot for asking her and making her feel so uncomfortable, that hadn't been his intention at all, he just wanted to get things right, to make her happy and now he had fucked things up.

'Don't be embarrassed baby, it's okay,' he smiled up at her as he tried to make things better, 'I'll go slow and you can tell me what feels good hmm?'

Shannon smiled back at him, how had she managed to find someone so understanding and caring? Most guys would have laughed at her and told her how stupid she was but not Josh. She kept looking at him and braced herself as his hand began to come closer to her pussy which was tingling so much she thought that it would explode.

As soon as his fingers made contact with her soft, wet flesh she thrust against his fingers involuntarily and let out a gentle cry of his name. Josh pressed a finger to his lips, warning her that she needed to remain quiet, as much as he wanted to hear her scream there was no way that she could do that with her mother sleeping just a few feet away.

Josh looked down at her pussy and gently pressed the tip of a finger against her clit which stuck out from her pink folds like a small chick-pea.

Shannon's eyes rolled back in her head as Josh started to rub her aching pussy, she could feel herself sinking deeper and deeper into her mattress as he started to cause feelings which she could only describe as earth shattering. With Josh rubbing her, she gained some courage and let her hands wander down to her breasts where she found her nipples and began to gently circle them with her fingers.

'That's right baby, rub them just like that, just like I'm rubbing your little clit,' Josh lost himself in the moment and murmured the words to her before he'd even thought about it but rather than bother her, his words seemed to turn her on even more.

She was dripping wet, so wet that his fingers easily slid across her pussy and he could only imagine how good it would feel to be buried deep inside her but that wasn't gonna happen tonight, he wanted her first time to be somewhere special, somewhere where they could make as much noise as they wanted.

'Joshua, Joshua….I think…I think I might be coming…'

Shannon stuttered as her body felt like it was collapsing around her. It hit her at two hundred million miles per hour, a huge tidal wave of pleasure that sent her reeling into the abyss and she was totally lost. She thrashed wildly on the bed as Josh held onto her, making sure that she didn't bump her head or even fall off the fucking bed as she gasped for air.

Then, everything just went black. The next thing she remembered was opening her eyes and seeing Josh staring right back at her with a concerned look on his face.

'I think I lost you for a second, you okay?'

For a moment, Josh thought he had killed her. He'd watched as her eyes rolled back into her head and suddenly her thrashing stopped, she'd passed out on him but at first he thought she'd had a heart attack or something.

Now that she was awake again, Josh moved back up the bed and lay alongside her, pulling her naked body close to his and stroking her sweat soaked face as she continued to recover from her first ever orgasm.

Shannon was more than a little fucking embarrassed, she'd passed out on him! God what the fuck was she going to do when they actually had sex? Have a heart attack or puke all over him? When she finally managed to get her breathe and energy back, she spoke.

'I'm sorry, I should have controlled myself…'

'Shannon, don't say sorry! That was amazing, I'm glad that I was the first person to do that for you, I feel pretty fucking awesome right now!' Josh smirked, his male ego was definitely feeling pretty huge right now.

'Well, I wanna make you feel good too…' Shannon bit her lip, she wanted to return the favour so badly but she needed his guidance, she needed him to show her what to do.

'You don't have to..'

'Will you stop saying that? I WANT to Joshua, I wouldn't be asking if I didn't want to do this but, I DO need you to show me…'

Josh could see how ashamed she was and he hated it, she had nothing to be ashamed about in his eyes. He leaned into her and started to kiss her again, taking one of her hands in his in the process.

He kept kissing her as he took her hand and ran it over his still clothed body, right until the hand reached the bulge in his jeans.

Shannon moaned into his mouth when he placed her hand on his penis, he felt…huge! Not that she really knew much about penises but yeah, she was sure he was big, she thought so anyway which was all that mattered.

Josh pulled back from the kiss and continued to stare at Shannon as he pulled his shirt off to reveal his slim chest. Shannon couldn't resist running a hand over his olive flesh, he really was fucking gorgeous and she was sure that he was some sort of a sex God after what he'd just done to her. At least she could say to her mom that she believed in God now, she didn't HAVE to know that her version of God was a man that had rubbed her clit…

As soon as he felt her hands made contact with his bare skin, Josh let out a low growl, as nice as it was, he needed to feel her hands somewhere else or he was going to explode. He unzipped himself carefully so as not to catch himself, he was so fucking hard that it was a struggle to get out of the tight jeans he'd stupidly decided to wear but somehow he managed to do it.

Shannon kept touching his chest and watched as he pulled both his jeans and pants down in one go. As soon as his erect penis was fully revealed, her jaw nearly hit the floor. How the fuck was her vagina gonna be able to take THAT? She felt her muscles clamp together as she imagined the tremendous pain that she would feel when they did eventually have sex for the first time. She was going to do it, of course she was, but wow, she might need to get stitches afterwards.

Josh smiled at her reaction, he knew that he was pretty well blessed, he was by far the largest guy in the locker room after all and he could also see that poor Shannon was very intimidated but he was going to do everything that he could to make her first time as painless as possible for her. If he had to spend a day touching her, kissing her, licking her to make her ready for him, then he would do it, he would do anything for her, anything at all. But right now, he needed to feel her hands around his cock.

Once again, Josh took one of Shannon's hands in his and slowly brought it down to his erect length, he kept looking in her eyes to make sure that she was okay and the same dark lust that he'd seen there all night was glowing brighter than ever as he slowly wrapped her hand around his shaft.

He placed his hand over hers and slowly began to guide her hand up and down his thick shaft, groaning as she leaned in to place kisses on his neck.

'Just like that baby, hold it a little tighter…there ya go, yeah…'

He moaned out instructions as slowly, he began to loosen his grip on her hand until she was making the movements on her own. She was a fast learner, a very fast learner indeed and as much as he wanted the moment to go on and on forever, he knew that he would be exploding all too soon.

Shannon sat up and watched intently as she stroked her boyfriend's big dick for the first time, she was actually doing this herself and he was loving it, he was groaning, moaning, for her!

As she gained confidence, she began to tighten her grip and move a little faster, pumping him as she watched the tip of his penis ooze with a clear substance which she guessed was pre-cum. He was oozing buckets of the stuff actually so she was confident that this meant that she was doing alright.

Josh's moans started to get deeper and Shannon felt his penis beginning to twitch in her hand as she moved impossibly fast up and down his shaft.

'Shannon…gonna…mmm'

She watched in amazement as he began to spurt out thick, white semen all over his stomach, it all seemed to pool in the same place near his naval and she noticed some beginning to run down the side of his body, if it stained her bed she was in deep shit so without thinking, she leaned over him and began to lick up all the cum that he had shot out.

'Jesus Shannon!'

Her doing this caused him to shoot out even more spunk, he'd had handjobs in the past and he'd cum in the past but no girl had ever, ever swallowed his cum without spitting it out in disgust and here she was, actually enjoying it?

By the time Shannon had finished cleaning him up, she looked up at him to see him staring at her in amazement and she began to panic, maybe she had grossed him out?

'Did I do something wrong?'

'You….you swallowed and, that didn't bother you?'

Shannon shook her head, sure he tasted pretty strong and bitter but she didn't dislike the taste. She wouldn't have it on toast or anything but it was okay.

'I really have met the girl of my fucking dreams, thank you God, she swallows!'

Shannon flicked Josh's ear but laughed as she fell alongside him in bed and curled into him.

'I love you Joshua.' She whispered to him once they'd stopped laughing.

'I love you too Shannon.'