A/N this one has some naughty words in it too.

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It was late evening when Hotch and Emily pulled up to the old house they had almost a year before. In that year a lot had changed. They now knew what JJ had kept a secret from them for years and they knew what nightmares the house before them held.

"Let's get this over with." Hotch walked round to the other side of the car where Emily was standing staring up at the house.

"I can't stand this woman." Emily spat glaring at the house "She knew what that bustard was doing to Jayje and Jess and she didn't do a damn thing to stop him. What kind of mother dose that to her children. I know my mother and I were never close when I was a child but I do know she wouldn't have just stood by if someone was hurting me."

"Breath Emily. You're rambling" Hotch sighed. The team including himself hadn't been this worried since they found out about JJ actually being Shelby.

"I'm sorry." Emily turned to look at her boss, their eyes met and Hotch could see the unshed tears in them "I'm scared Hotch, what if we don't find her."

That statement shocked Hotch, both Emily and JJ were they teams rocks and to see this strong and independent woman admit she was scared meant she really was absolutely petrified.

Hotch put a reassuring hand on Emily's shoulder as she wiped away the unshed tears "We will and when we do, were not letting her out of our sights."

"She won't like that much." Emily let out a small laugh.

"I don't care. She can scream, kick and protest all she wants, were not loosing her again." Hotch smiled at Emily and gave her shoulder one last squeeze before walking towards the house with Emily meeting his strides next to him.

Just as they reached the bottom of the steps leading to the house the front door flew open and Alice Blaine glared at both agents.

"What do you want?" She growled in a cold voice.

Emily looked at Hotch shocked and he took the lead.

"I take it you remember us then Mrs Blaine?" Hotch held out his hand for Alice to shake but she crossed her arms over her chest.

"Yes I remember, you and your team intruded on my daughters funeral."

"With all due respect ma'ma we were all there to support your other daughter." They had only been talking for 30 seconds but the woman that didn't share much resemblance to JJ standing before them was truly pissing Hotch off.

"I have no more daughters." Alice went to slam the door closed but Emily's foot was in the way "Excuse me but I think were finished." Alice went to close the door again but Emily refused to move.

"No we have not. Your daughter has been taken by your husband. Myself and Agent Hotchner are not leaving till you have answered our questions and if you don't answer them I will arrest you for interfering in a federal case." Emily growled still holding the door open.

Alice looked at Hotch waiting for him to discipline his agent but Hotch didn't move and if she knew him well enough; which she didn't, she would have noticed the small smile that crossed his face.

"Fine, I'll answer your questions then I want you both to leave and not come back." Mrs Blaine stood in the door way refusing to let the agents into her home.

"Gladly." Emily muttered.

"When was the last time you saw your husband?" Hotch asked.

Alice huffed "A few weeks after I came home from that school. He came to pick up some of his things. He had a nasty bullet wound in his shoulder"

Emily had to take a few deep breaths to stop herself from hitting the woman standing in front of her.

"You knew the FBI was looking for him and you didn't think to let us know?" Hotch asked not looking at all impressed.

"Didn't cross my mind." Alice smirked.

"Where was he staying and who with?" Hotch asked.

"I don't know." Alice rolled her eyes.

"Do you know where he could have taken her?"

"Nope." Alice lent against the door frame. Out the corner of his eye Hotch could see Emily clench and unclench her fists getting ready to punch the woman.

"What about…." Hotch was about to answer another question when Emily interrupted him.

"How could you let him hurt her like that?" Emily spat.

"We all have to do things in life we don't like but we have to deal with it. Its part of growing up."

"She was 10 years old when he first raped her!" Emily yelled. Hotch reached out and grabbed her arm signalling for her to calm down.

"She should have accepted it instead of running away and because she did he want after my baby girl. If the little whore hadn't have run Jess would still be alive."

"JJ was your baby too!"

"Shelby was my little girl until she turned into his nasty whore."

Hotch could see tears of anger fill Emily's eyes and thought it was time to end this.

"Enough." He whispered in Emily's ear, He knew how hard this was for her and he didn't blame her for shouting at the horrid woman in front of them. Emily looked at him as a tear slipped from her eye. Emily just turned and waited for Hotch at the bottom of the steps.

"One last question Mrs Blaine, How did you and Mr Blaine meet?" Hotch asked before walking away to join Emily.

"He moved out here after he left the Marines and got a job at the bar I was working at. Done?" Alice tapped her foot impatiently.

"Yes." Hotch glared at the woman.

"Good" Alice went to close the door but stopped "Oh and that little slut deserve's everything she gets and more." Then she slammed the door in his faces.

Hotch took a frustrated breath and joined Emily at the bottom of the steps.

Emily was stood there staring at the ground. She had tears streaming down her face and her hand was clutching the necklace round her neck that JJ had given her for her birthday a few months before.

Hotch wrapped his arm round Emily's waist and guided her back to the car.

Other than the phone call he gave the team to see if they had any leads they both drove back to the BAU in complete silence.


After many photos, a short video and a few more punches and slaps later. The man who JJ now knew Mitch and Walt were packing away the computer equipment. Walt put the DVD and photos in an envelope and passed it to Mitch's gloved hand. They didn't want to get any of his finger prints on it as they didn't want the risk of being found.

"I'll post it when I leave and they should get it by morning." Mitch gave Walt a dirty grin and walked out of the bunker giving JJ one last creepy, lustful look before he turned into the corridor.

Both Walt and JJ didn't move or say anything till they heard the hatch slam closed.

He took a few steps and stood in front of JJ. She was shaking from the cold and fear that was running threw her body. She was trapped in a room with her nightmare and was being forced back to the hell she endured as a child.

"It's just you and me again kitten." Walt tucked a stray bit of JJ's blonde hair behind her ear.

"Stay away from me." JJ tried again to hide the fear in her voice.

"Now don't be like that, were going to have some fun just like when you were younger. You loved our special time so much."

"No I didn't." JJ was shocked by his statement "I tried to push you away, I fought. I cried and begged you to stop but you didn't."

"Shhhh" Walt put a finger to JJ's lips to get her to stop talking "Hush not Kitten and do as you're told."

"No!" JJ kicked out at him with the little energy she had left but he saw it coming and managed to side step her foot.

"Fine." He wrapped his hand round JJ's throat again and squeezed "Have it your way."

Her throat was burning from the restriction, as where her lungs from the lack of oxygen. Walt fished round in his pocked for his flip knife and in two quick motions he cut JJ down from the wall.

As soon as her hands were free, JJ reached up to her throat, she scratched his arms and pulled at his fingers so she could get some much needed air. But it was in vain, Walt was not letting go. He tightened his grip more which caused JJ's vision to blur. When the lack of oxygen started to affect her whole body and she became weaker he dragged her over to the bed in the centre of the room.

Walt let go as he threw JJ down on the dirty mattress, then took advantage over her gasping for breath and climbed on her bruised and bloodied body.

When JJ felt his weight on her stomach she started squirming and fighting him off but it didn't work. She was in too much pain and exhausted from the beating, it also didn't help the he had the upper hand with his strength.

With great force he managed to cuff both of JJ's wrists above her head, to the metal head board of the bed, leaving her body completely exposed as well as extremely venerable to him.

Walt stared down at the woman he had wanted to hold again after so long admiring his work.

JJ met his gaze. The look of lust and ecstasy in his eyes made her blood run cold. She could feel him shift his body against her as he moved down to sit on her hips. His eyes never left hers. It was like his dull grey ones were trying to delve their way into JJ's soul. She kept telling herself to 'Just hold on JJ. What ever he does what ever he says just hang in there, don't let him break you. They will save you.' But JJ could feel him burning his way threw her.

She felt his cold hands make their way up JJ's sides and slowly but forcefully digging into her skin as they made their way back down to the elastic of her underwear. Her mind didn't register the sting of his nails till he stopped his hands and rested them on the side of her chest.

Walt grinded his groin against JJ's core and licked his lips. She could feel his hard manhood rubbing against her and the tears filled JJ's eyes. She knew what was coming and had no way of fight him of. JJ also knew that it was going to hurt but she wasn't going to give up without a fight.

"NO!" She yelled at him as he went to grab the front of her bra and go to undo the front clasp.

"Hush now kitten, remember what happened last time you tried to fight me." He grabbed the clasp and just as he was about to undo it JJ managed to pull all the power she had left into her hips and she tossed him off and onto the floor.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" She yelled as he fell.

Walt got up of the floor and growled. He climbed back on to JJ's hips and punched her round the face which caused a thick cut to form under her left eye and start to bleed. JJ's head was throbbing and her mind was spinning from all the blows to her head. She squeezed her eyes to stop the stars she was seeing but when she opened them Walt's face was inches away from hers and his hands either side of her head.

"This is how it is going to be. We are going to spend the night having some fun and you are going to except the fact that you aren't going anywhere…"

"You're wrong! My friends will find me and you wont make it out of here alive!" JJ spat hoping that her team were close enough to stop this from happening.

"I haven't finished." Walt growled and smacked his hand over her mouth "You are my daughter and you will do as I say otherwise I will bring Mitch back here and film him raping every single one of your holes and send it to your precious friends. Do I make myself clear?" Walt whispered the last part in her ear as the tears started to slip down her temples at the thought of her team, her family having to watch her being raped.

She knew them all well enough to know the effect it would have on all of them. Garcia would break down into a sobbing mess. Morgan and Rossi would lash out at innumerate objects. Reid would hide within himself. Hotch would keep it together in front of the team but breakdown when he was in the confines of his office and Emily wouldn't be able to store that in one of her boxes she would shut down and break just like JJ would if the situation was to be reversed.

JJ nodded her head; she couldn't do that to her family. Nobody should ever see what was about to happen.

"Good. Once they see it their not going to want to find you. They'll leave you with me; they don't want a slut whore on their team." Walt moved his hand away from JJ's mouth and ran it threw her hair and down her shoulder stroking her soft, pail and bruised skin "I was going to wait until tomorrow to punish you a bit but I've changed my mind. This is going to hurt"

With his hand still tangled in JJ's hair he gripped hold of it tightly and bit down hard on her ear causing a whimper of pain to escape her mouth. JJ refused to scream for him.

"Don't worry Kitten I'll make you scream."


A/N AWWW poor JJ i cant believe im doing this to her AGAIN!

so that was one of my favs please tell me what you think! pretty please! it only takes a few seconds to press the little review button at the bottom xx