A/N As its easter and im SO close to 100 reviews i thought i would give you a little treat.

Ok so this is major. My laptop is not working properly and might have to go in the shop so i wont be able to update like i normaly would. it also means i cant write as mich as i would but bare with me i will try as hard as i can.

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He was there with a lighter in one hand and his knife in the other. He had a smirk on his face and was completely naked. He put the lighter and knife on the floor and picked up his belt from the pile of cloths.

"Time to play Kitten." He whispered.

"No, please no more." JJ's damaged voice choked out.

But her pleads went un-noticed. His belt buckle whipped across her abdomen.

She bit her lip to stop from crying out in pain and for the next few blows it seemed to work until his next one hit one of the deep gashes on her stomach.

"ARRRRR!" JJ screamed. Somewhere in the back of her mind she could hear voiced she recognised.

His belt hit her again this time across the top of her thighs.

"ARRRR! Stop, please." JJ sobbed threw the pain she could feel.

Then the voice was back again.

"Jayje, its ok your safe now." She recognised the voice; it had comforted her many times in the past year.

"C'mon baby girl wake up." It was a different voice now, another soft and caring one.

He threw the belt to the floor and climbed between her legs.

"No, no no no no please no more." She could only whisper now.

"Jayje its ok. Listen to my voice, concentrate on me now…" The voice was getting louder now "That's it c'mon, I'm right here."

Emily was stood to JJ's right and Morgan to her left. The others were in the room watching JJ wake for the second time but didn't want to crowd her so they all stayed back.

"You're doing really well, keep coming." Emily stroked JJ's hair and Morgan rubbed comforting circles of the back of her hand.

"Help me…" JJ whispered.

"We'll help JJ you just have to open your eyes for us." Morgan sat on the edge of the bed gently, sitting her hand on his lap.

Slowly as her eyes opened she managed to focus on the two figures above and immediately fear overcame her again. JJ pulled her hand away from Morgan and tipped her head from Emily's hand causing pain to rotate her body.

"Leave me alone." JJ whispered not letting her gaze leave the hospital ceiling.

"Jayje sweetheart, it's us." Emily didn't touch JJ; she knew her friend needed time.

"Were all here, the team and Peter and Sophie." Morgan got off the bed and stepped away a little.

"I said go away. Leave me alone!" As hard as she tried JJ's voice wouldn't let her shout.

"Jay…" Garcia walked over to the bed and reached for JJ's hand.

"No!" she pulled her hand away and winced at the fast movement. She saw the hurt on Emily and Garcia's faces but she didn't want their pity she didn't disserve their love anymore "please." Her quite voice begged "Just leave me alone." A single tear slipped down JJ's cheek.

Hotch saw the fear and pain in JJ's eyes and made the choice for everyone in the room.

"Ok, we'll leave JJ but we will be just outside the door if you need us ok?" Hotch looked at JJ waiting for a reply, all he got was a nod from the broken woman "Everyone out." Hotch sighed.

He and Emily were the last to leave the room. They didn't close the door they just pulled it to. Less than a second after they walked out of JJ's room her sobs could be heard.

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"Why did she push us all away?" Garcia asked not being the only profiler or councillor in the group.

"Because she didn't want us to see her break down." Hotch said, he could still hear JJ crying in the room.

"It's ok for her to cry." Garcia stated.

"We know that Pen…" Emily started and Morgan finished her sentience wrapping his arms round Garcia "But she thinks we see her as a dirty, disgusting, broken, slut."

Garcia looked up at him in shock "Bu…b…but we would never see her as that right. Surly she knows we would never see that in her."

"He made her believe it again." Peter whispered with his head rested on top of Sophie's with his arms round her waist "It took us months after she finally admitted what he did to her for her to start to believe that she was none of those things. Honestly though I don't think she ever really believed it and with Walt" Peter could feel Sophie shudder in his arms and saw Emily and Garcia do the same at the mention of the monsters name "getting his hands on her again and doing… It drilled it into her head even more."

"I bet you any money he told JJ we weren't going to come for her." Rossi sighed but his eyes were still filled with anger.

"And when we didn't get there till it was too late she started to believe him." Reid sighed to.

"So what do we do now?" Sophie asked.

"We wait. We stand out side this room or sit in there till she gets it through her head that were not going anywhere." Morgan let go of Garcia and walked back towards JJ's door.

"Morgan what are you doing?"

Out of the corner of her eye JJ watched Hotch pull the door too and she couldn't stop the tears that had been threatening to fall finally slip. She lifted her partly bandaged hands to her face and cried into them.

It took a few seconds for the blonde to stop crying and that was when she heard Morgan's deep voice flow into the room.

"…we see her as a dirty, disgusting, broken, slut."

She could hear his words repeating over in her head 'dirty, disgusting, broken, slut, dirty, disgusting, broken, slut' her heart started pounding her chest tighten and everything seemed to spin. It was like all the air was being sucked out of the room. JJ needed to get out; she needed to get to the window for air.

She was finding it harder to breath and the air was coming in short gasps. She pulled of all the wires sticking to and out of her body and shakily swung her legs of the side of the bed. The cold tile floor was a second of relief to her but wasn't enough. JJ lifted her self of the bed not noticing the pain from her injuries and she took a step but it was too late. Her weak body couldn't hold her up and she collapsed into darkness on the floor with the words 'we see her as a dirty, disgusting, broken, slut' still rotating round in her mind.

Just as JJ hit the floor the door opened and Morgan walked in.

"Look JJ, we need to…JJ!" Morgan rushed to her side quickly followed by the others "Get the Doctor!" Morgan scooped JJ up off the floor, shocking himself at how light she had become and placed her gently on the bed.

"What happened?" The doctor came in.

"We were outside and came back in and found her on the floor."

"Ok…Agent Jareau can you hear me?" he flashed a light in JJ's eyes earning a grown from the blonde.

She was back in the bunker again. The light shining above her and the chill running through her bones. JJ could feel her body throbbing and the cold rings round her wrists were digging in to her skin. But it was now different than what she remembered; she could just about make out many different figures in the shadows of the room, not their faces but the outline of their body.

"Please help me" She whispered.

"Now, now Kitten. That's not going to help, their not going to help you." Walt walked out of the shadows and over to the bed. He ran his cold rough hands threw her hair and rested a kiss on her blue tinged lips.

"Please what are you going to do?" JJ's voice shook.

It was then that the figures came out of the shadows and into the light where JJ could see their faces.

"No…" She couldn't believe what she was seeing.

Morgan walked into view followed by Emily, then Hotch, Rossi, Peter, Sophie and last Reid and Garcia together.

"Help me, save me…" JJ locked eyes with Emily but she didn't see the comforting brown orbs looking back at her. Emily's eyes were full of hate and disgust

"Their not here to help you kitten…" JJ looked at Walt confused "Their all here to help me…" It was than that she saw what they all had in their hands "Their all here to punish you too…"

Morgan's strong hands were holding the belt Walt had already beaten JJ with; a knife sparkled in Emily's hand. Hotch was holding a wooden baseball bat with Garcia standing next to him holding a cattle prod in her left hand. Rossi healed JJ's gun and Reid had a long metal poll resting over his shoulder and last were Peter and Sophie. Peter was holding a bucket full of water and Sophie was flicking the purple lighter on and off.

"NO! No I didn't do anything, don't hurt me please…"

"Whore's deserved to be punished JJ" Morgan twirled the belt in his hands.

"This is what you deserve Jayje." Emily smirked at JJ.

"Even when you first came to us Shel, we knew we could never fix you." Peter smiled.

"You're too broken JJ" Rossi said.

"No! Were family!" JJ sobbed.

"C'mon now gumdrop, did you ever really believe we were ever family. After everything you did?" Garcia tilted her head to the side.

"You said you didn't care about all of that…"

"Well they lied to you Kitten…" Walt said from the bed beside JJ. He was running something cold up and down her battered body "Everyone always lies."

JJ looked down to see Walt running a large 12inch red vibrator over her abdomen.

"No, pl…please n…not with them here…" Walt pressed his finger to her lips to quieten JJ.

"But they want to watch me destroy you." He whispered. The vibrator was getting closer and closer to JJ core.

"It'll be fun JJ." Hotch took a step forward and the others followed till they were all round the dirty bed.

JJ could feel the vibrator at her core now and waiting at her entrance.

"Time to play…" Walt forced the vibrator to rip through JJ centre.

"NOO ARRRRR" JJ's eyes flung open and she was yelling in pain "NO please stop! Please make it stop." She pushed the hands away that were trying to hold her down.

"Jayje, its ok, your ok it was just a dream. You're safe here." Emily stroked JJ's hair to calm the blonde and it seemed to work until they made eye contact with each other and Emily could see the fear multiply.

"Don't hurt me…" JJ whispered flinching away from her touch.

"Jayje princess, we could never hurt you, ever." Morgan came up beside the doctor and rested his hand on JJ's leg but she pulled them to her chest, started rocking back and forward and looked at everyone in the room like she was petrified of them. It didn't take a profiler to see that their broken friend was petrified of every person in the room.

"Were going to be just outside with the doctors for a few minutes ok?" Hotch didn't take a step towards JJ, he stayed at the end of her bed. JJ didn't look up but flinched as he spoke to her.

Everyone left the room and JJ to her thoughts.

"What was that?" Peter asked worried.

"Agent Jareau collapsed from stress, I'm assuming she tried to get out of bed for some reason and her body couldn't take the strain."

"Ok we get that but what about the way she looked at us, she was scared stiff." Garcia asked the doctor but it was Rossi that answered the question.

"Something in the nightmare she had caused her to become afraid of us"

"Like what?" Sophie asked.

"That is something we're going to have to find out from her but not now. Now she needs to rest." Hotch swung round and looked at JJ through the glass window. She was still sitting on the bed with her knees to her chest but instead of rocking JJ was staring at the wall ahead of her not moving. You couldn't even tell if she was breathing "Someone stays here at all times. We will take it in shifts."

"I'll go first." Emily said, Hotch was about to argue with her but Emily stopped him "No Hotch, I will stay and watch JJ first, please."

"Ok, Morgan comes back in 4 hours and Rossi after that."

Everyone nodded took one last look at JJ and headed for the lifts. Emily walked into JJ's room and closed the door behind her.

A/N... C'mon guys get me upto that 100 review mark! i love you and ill update as soon as i can

AJ xx