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Please note this chapter is M rated, and contains descriptions of sexual situations.
Bella uses the correct anatomical terms, being a scientist, until it comes to Jasper, then she loses her rational brain and uses his nick name for his member, ha ha, I hope you like it!
Chapter twenty one.
My blond man held me tight and kissed the back of my neck slowly, his hands had come up to gently touch my aching, sensitive breasts, his thumbs grazing my nipples with each pass. And with each and every pass, he made me ache for him a little more.
I groaned.
I could feel his breath and tongue, hot against my skin and he rolled me onto my back, one of his hands moved to my hip and down to my thigh. He pulled up my knee and set a slow gentle pace, rubbing himself against me.
My groaning became louder.
My clit was so enlarged and sensitive, that it took only a few nudges by his hot length, to send me flying!
My body straightened suddenly, like an electric shock had run right through me.
The clenching spasms continued to grow, I was calling out, and it was almost too much, so much sensation engulfing me.
He rubbed and nudged against my slippery slit and continued to ride it out; creating an overpowering cascading of emotions, sensations, suddenly forcing a huge release...where I felt really, really wet and engorged.
My eyes flew open. I was shocked to find that he was real, and right here with me.
With me!
Tangled in the sheets and playing out our perfect dream together.
He moved once more pushing into my core and then he let go with a deep, loud groan. I squealed, involuntarily. The sensation making me feel like my body was about to shoot through the roof, so sharp and intense was the onslaught of him against me.
OH MY! What the hell?
"Jasper?"
His eyes shot open, "Bella!"
I smiled at him, still coming down, from my wild, sweaty high. My tee-shirt was damp, my undies well they were completely drenched.
I gasped; I hoped that I hadn't suddenly miscarried, or something.
I reached down, and looked at my fingers, it didn't look like blood...but what was it?
I started untangling myself and struggling to get up.
"Bella, are you ok?"
"Umm, I'm not sure; sorry I need to go to the loo."
Jasper reluctantly let me go and groaned aloud again and he looked sheepish himself.
"I'll be going there as soon as you go, actually do you mind if I use your shower?"
"Yeah sure, make yourself at home. I'll be back after I see what has caused all of this moisture."
I hoped Jasper could relax enough, to want to stay with me, and feel like he wanted to stay too. Now that we had sorted out what we wanted from each other, it was important to me to see him as much as I could.
I also wanted honesty between us. I needed to tell what was happening to me, and be clear about my needs as a pregnant woman.
"Oh", he smirked. "I have had a bit of a moisture problem myself."
After checking myself out, and seeing nothing like blood, and feeling no pain. I wondered if I had just had a sensationally, big, physical reaction to being with Jasper, as I dreamed my usual erotic, wake-up dream.
So rather than a being alone and merely moist, I kind of gushed fluid instead when I had that extended orgasm, right there in bed with Jasper. My labia was swollen, and it freaked me out a bit...was this usual?
Maybe Jasper could show me and tell me what was normal? He did have all of this wide experience with women, after all. Instead of being jealous about his past, I should use it to my advantage.
I chuckled as I brazenly took off my tee-shirt and knickers, and snuck into the shower to shower with Jasper.
"Hey, beautiful!"
"Hey yourself, can I wash your back?"
"Ah sure, only if I get to wash you in return." He chuckled.
I relaxed and enjoyed washing and massaging his shoulders, back and sweet tight butt. Man Jasper was so irresistible, so hot. I hadn't ever imagined I would be so lucky to have such great company in the shower.
I turned him around and had great pleasure washing his chest, and down to his delicious looking and fast growing penis.
"Jasper?"
"Yeah babe?"
"Umm, is this a normal reaction for you?"
"What do you mean? Are you talking about my 'slugger'?"
"Is that what you call it? Does it usually spring back so fast?"
"Ha ha! Bella why do you ask so many questions? There's no real normal, and my body is just happily reacting to you and your delicious body. Want to feel how you make me feel? Want to touch it?"
"Is that ok? Like that?"
I tentatively touched his swollen penis, it had enlarged before my eyes, surprising me with its size and width. How the hell was this giant thing supposed to make all the way into me, without splitting me in half?
Jasper chuckled some more and laid his hand over mine and showed me how to stroke his length. He threw back his head and moaned.
"Yeah, that's perfect, just like that Bella."
He reached down and kissed me. He lifted me up and I let go of his peen...err 'slugger', and put my arms around his neck, his enormous peen nudged me, as he moved my legs and placed them around his narrow hips.
"Bella I really, really need you. Let me love you baby."
His peen nudged my slick, swollen labia, I squeaked and gasped.
"Jasper, I've just got to ask... are you sure you are clean? Nothing to declare?"
"No I'm squeaky clean Bella. I would never put you at risk. Can we see how good we feel together?"
"Jasper, can you be patient with me? I'm ...I'm...not sure you're gonna fit, you're so big! I've never had much experience, it was only the once, and I...don't know what to do...can you show me?"
"Bella, could you be anymore perfect? I'll go slow, to make sure I don't hurt you, let's see if you and me fit together?"
"Ok, just go slow, big fella!"
"How about we take this back to bed, I have a feeling the hot water is going to run out?"
"Wait! I need to have a quick wash first."
Jasper groaned like he was in pain.
I released myself from his grip and stood up and quickly soaped and rinsed off my sweatiest bits. I wished I hadn't let him hog all of the hot water. And I was starving too! I needed to eat! I hadn't eaten properly since lunch time yesterday. The 11pm snack didn't really count.
My stomach lurched as I started getting out of the shower. Morning sickness took over and I began dry reaching. I doubled over, dripping wet and all out of sorts, suddenly feeling like the least sexy woman in America.
I hadn't left my tea making and crackers by the bed in a while either. I would have to go down and make something in the kitchen.
I needed to eat fast. Sex could wait!
I wrapped the towel tightly around me and went downstairs to the kitchen. Rufus was quite distressed, at having been ignored for the last twelve hours.
I started feeling sick again and focused on something to eat immediately.
I started chewing on a slice of bread, and put the kettle on.
I bent down to give Rufus his food and started heaving again, the smell from the cat food was awful.
I shivered and closed my eyes... I needed to try and keep from throwing up.
"Bella? What's going on, are you ok?"
I shook my head and heaved. Tears ran down my face.
"What do I do? How can I help you? Should I call Carlisle?"
I opened my eyes and shook my head. I couldn't stop shaking and heaving. Holding my middle and tears springing a leak, running down my face.
I pointed to the tea bags, and toaster.
"Tea? And toast? Ok sure! I can do that. Please just sit down Bella. I'll make sure you're fine. Just take some slow breaths, just try and calm down." Jasper held onto me and settled me carefully into a chair.
He set the toast and tea in front of me; I stirred some honey into the tea, and sipped. I chewed my Vegemite toast and sighed.
Jasper made some for himself, but declined to try the Vegemite. Coward!
"Thank you. That's perfect." I finally said.
"I haven't been looking after you very well Bella. I've just been focused on my own selfish needs. I hogged the hot water. I stopped you from eating properly and I wanted to have sex, before you were really ready."
"But I do! I want to, I really do! I couldn't think of anything more amazing, except I've only done it once, with a guy who was tiny in comparison to you. I just hope I'm not a hopeless disappointment to you." I teared up again and started sobbing. I wished I could just stop crying, this was ridiculous!
"Bella please don't cry honey, I'll make sure that it will go fine, we both woke up with such a beautiful dream this morning, and you are such a spectacular woman, I love you, all of you. We'll get through this, how are you feeling now, any better?"
"Can you pass the tissues?" I grabbed the box and wiped my eyes and blew my nose.
"I'm sorry I left you hanging Jasper, I had to eat... like immediately. Morning sickness, it comes on really quickly, and I have to drop everything to stop it. I thought I was over it, but not eating properly, and regularly in small amounts, will obviously set it off."
Rufus leapt up onto my lap and smooched me. Jasper leant down and kissed my head.
"Right! From now on we'll eat however and wherever you like, I promise not to distract you from eating any more. So shall I make you something else baby?"
I went from crying to laughing. Jasper was trying so hard to please me, and looked so worried and concerned for my welfare.
"Oh Jasper come here and hug me. That's what I need from you right now."
I rose up and Rufus meowed, unhappy at being on the floor again. I ignored Rufus, Jasper wrapped my in a tender hug.
I chuckled, "Rufus isn't used to being given the cold shoulder."
"I love your body, you fit me just right." Jasper whispered.
He squeezed me and moved his large hands around my back. I shook my head; I was still in my towel. Jasper... I suddenly realized was also only wearing a towel!
"You look amazing in a towel Jasper! I would love to get you back into bed, but I need to eat something else, I'm completely starving!"
"How about some fried eggs, or French toast? I can cook both!" Jasper volunteered.
"How about we both cook some French toast? Then I can drag you back into my boudoir... to try and introduce your 'slugger' with my various girly bits..." I was such a brazen hussy, but at this moment I didn't give a flying fig.
"I think something happened this morning... that I wasn't expecting and didn't seem normal...would you like to have a look and give me your considered opinion? Seeing as... you have so much experience with the workings of the female anatomy." I asked him cheekily.
Jasper's face was all at once amused, surprised and worried.
"Are you feeling pain or worried about anything? I could easily take you off to the hospital?"
Yeah right! I can just imagine it now..."excuse me doctor, but I'm all swollen and squirting, after having an amazing orgasm"...yeah, like that's ever going to happen!
"No let's cook and eat... and see what happens later? I think its fine, really...if not I'll let you take me to see Dr Naidoo my ob/gyn. I think that what ended up happening this morning, was a mixture of pregnancy hormones, having you in bed and waking up to you moving against me in such a delicious way."
"Oh really!" Jasper wiggled his brows and started looking in cupboards for gear to make the French toast. I sighed and helped him out, quickly finding what we needed.
We seemed to work happily together and I sliced up some fruit and got plates, creamy Greek yogurt and forks ready, as well as some more tea for me and coffee for Jasper.
When the plates were full, Jasper took the tray up the stairs and we sat in bed and ate, happily feeding each other forkfuls of French toast and fruit. Jasper took off our towels, and we lay back on the pillows in the sunshine streaming through the window and admired each other.
It started slow and gentle, Jasper kissing and nibbling me. He spent a long time playing with my boobs, which had been growing bigger with the pregnancy and were exquisitely sensitive to his touch. I was making whimpering sounds and he kept murmuring, too quiet for me to hear him clearly.
"I would love to take your photo Bella; you are so fascinating, so perfect. Did you know your skin is like the finest, ivory silk? Your nipples, like dusky-pink cherry plums? Your hair, like polished, mahogany? Your sweet lips have the most perfect, plump curves? The freckles on your face are like the soft, fluttering shadows of silver birch leaves, moving in the breeze?"
"You are quite a poet, do you write any of this stuff down?" I rolled my eyes giggling.
"Baby I haven't even got started yet! Your eyes remind me of glistening pools of rich, dark chocolate, your teeth smooth, pearly and perfectly spaced, piano ivories. Your navel is a wondrous pucker of delightful flesh."
He kissed and licked my navel, sucking the surrounding flesh and murmuring again.
"Do you think the babies can hear me yet?"
"I'm not sure if they have developed their ears yet, we'll have to look it up on Google."
"Please let me photograph you Bella, I want to take shots all the way through the rest of you pregnancy and document the progress, to remember what an amazing thing you have doing for Esme and Carlisle."
"Umm, well only if you promise to let me eat enough and not distract or annoy me too much, and that the shots aren't pornographic or anything." I chuckled.
"Everything I take of you will be tasteful and tasty, just like you baby! Now let's see what's been worrying you down stairs here, in the magic world of never-never land!"
I closed my eyes in embarrassment; Dr. Naidoo was the only person to get a good peak down there. I wasn't sure what average was... or normal. I knew the basics being a biologist, but I hadn't taken the time to watch porn or look at other women closely, so I could compare myself.
"How does this feel?" He ran his hands around my hips and slowly down around my thighs.
"Err nice."
He moved to lean up on one elbow, and with the other hand he gently touched my inner thighs, "and this?"
I nodded his touch so warm and deliberate.
He leaned in and kissed my abdomen, and either side of my sensitive, inguinal creases, either side of my mons veneris. I groaned.
"And how about if I do this?" He leaned right in and nuzzled his mouth and nose right into my pussy, I squeaked and wriggled.
He moved one hand to part my outer labia and licked upwards reaching my clit and making me gasp and jump a little.
"Mmm, so sensitive, so responsive, you are delightful. Let me show you more."
And those were the last words he spoke. He obviously had some insane skills in the hot-loving department, and proceeded to make me boil over with ecstasy and abandon.
I had orgasmed, and was again so wet and swollen. And everything he did was perfect and too delightful for words. I rode along... on the Jasper express. I made strange noises, which defied description.
His fingers inside of me slowed and he chuckled, looking up at my wild eyes.
"Seeing you like this, it's beyond words, so unbelievable, being with you here and now, I'm surely the luckiest bastard to ever walk the face of the planet! Ready for the next round? Or do you need a rest?"
"More!" was all I could say.
Wiggling my legs and pelvis. He was kneeling up between my legs. We reached for each other and he pulled me up so I was upright, face to face with him and wrapping my legs around behind him.
We kissed and he looked me in the eyes, "ready? You set the pace and how deep you want to go, ok baby? I'll just support you, under your cute butt, like this."
True to his word, he put both hands under me and lifted me up.
His peen was well and truly ready for action.
"Now just put old slugger there, right where you want him baby, don't be scared." Jasper murmured in my ear.
Slugger was weeping and a slick, rosy colour. I reached him and rose up a little more, getting him to sit right at my swollen entrance, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in and the out and let myself sink right down onto him.
I smiled and Jasper kissed me harder, biting down gently, onto my lower lip to distract me from my worry, that he would be too much for me.
I sighed and sank down further, I came back up a little, all the while Jasper supported my movements, and whispered things like... "so hot, so sweet, those silky wet folds."
It felt fantastic! I deliberately clenched my pelvic muscles around him, to feel him some more. Oh god he was massive, yet filling me easily.
He let out a deep groan.
"Jasper, help me move on you some more, you feel so good!"
He responded with some slow and deep moves, and looked at me, "can I lay you down, and pick up the pace a bit?"
I nodded, and he laid me back, like a precious cargo and stayed kneeling there and holding onto my elevated butt. He started to thrust, his slugger, pushing up high against the front wall of my vulva. Right on the soft layers inside where nerves of the g-spot lay.
I could feel him so well! It was all so sensitive and intense. I closed my eyes and suddenly stared flying again! Off racing fast on the Jasper express, he had started getting faster and harder, he moved my legs up onto his shoulders and thrust in harder, this angle was deeper and even more amazing.
I howled and squealed and came like I'd never come before. Jasper joined me in his orgasm, his voice just as loud as mine, but a deeper kind of growl.
We lay there, after I managed to get my legs back down on the bed, panting and feeling the after effects of our first, wonderful time together.
I looked at him, and he looked just like a cat, that had swallowed a canary.
"I think we might have scared the neighbours into thinking that there's a couple of bob-cats mating in the forest nearby."
"No, I do believe you sounded more like a puma Bella." Jasper chuckled.
"Whatever we sounded like together, that was fantastic, thanks to you and slugger there!"
"Yes it was! All of those hormones are making you extra sensitive and it's beautiful to see and taste something so plump and juicy, so ripe and delicious, I don't know what you were worried about, you are divine Bella!"
"Thanks, I couldn't have done it without you. All these years I was wondering what the big thing was about sex, but you showed me how wrong I was, and I can't wait to do that again...but first I'm going to wash and I need some more snacks."
"Can bring them up here for you baby? Have a hankering for anything in particular?"
"Fruit and nuts, and maybe a little chocolate too? I have to take my supplements, so some juice would be good too. Thanks Jasper."
"Uh...Bella, can I bring my bags in, out of the car? I need some stuff, and is it ok to have it here... in your house?"
"Sure, please make yourself at home, bring your stuff in and store it here. How long are you staying? That is if you want to stay... you do, don't you? I shouldn't make assumptions, sorry."
"Bella, if you'll have me, I'm all yours. I'll stay as long as you want me, I can study and work on my photography anywhere. I've got all my gear with me, all the time anyway; in case there's an opportunity for a great shot."
"Well in that case, I'll clear out some drawers and there's plenty of hanging space in the wardrobe. Actually, if you want, I've got some special shirts that would probably fit you. Feel free to try on my grandpa's Hawaiian shirts, if you want."
"Huh, sure why not?" He smiled.
I grabbed a few things and headed for the bathroom, hoping the hot water was back, and gave myself a calming wash.
I couldn't stop smiling, what a feeling! It was a sense of liberation, release and wonder. And Jasper was here, making it happen with me!
With me...here... right here, with me! Wow!
I combed my hair out and applied some stuff to give it body and tame the frizzy, fly away hair, dressed in some new yoga pants, a long sleeved tee and a tropical shirt which had colours and a print that I loved. I put on some cotton socks and my new black uggs and went down stairs.
Jasper was still out front, talking on his phone. I stuck the kettle on and rustled up some fruit and nut snacks.
Rufus was happy to see me and I gave him some attention, giving his coat a good brush to get out the knots that would always form, under his tummy, neck and near his legs, his hair was so long. He loved being brushed thank heavens and didn't fight me when I had to work on getting his knots loosened up, and I chatted to him, while he purred loudly, sprawled out on the floor.
"What shall I make for dinner Rufus? Some spicy tomato soup and perhaps a veggie and feta flan? That would be easy to make and keep for later, if we got hungry for some midnight snacks."
I poured some tea and took my tablets and ate the fruit. I wonder why Jasper wasn't coming inside? I hope it was nothing serious.
I didn't want to pry on him and whoever he was talking to. I started assembling the soup ingredients, throwing them into a large pot and added the chicken stock, it could slowly simmer it down and when it was soft, I would blend it up to a nice smooth consistency, add in the seasoning, and sprinkle on some finely chopped parsley.
I was starting to panic a little, was Jasper alright?
I heard the front door open and shut, and his footsteps down to the kitchen. I looked around, and he had a shattered look on his face.
"What's happened? Are you ok?"
He shook his head. I came and took his hand.
"Jasper come and sit a while, I made you some tea."
He sat and looked down at his tea, as it got cold.
"I can't stay, I've got to go. I'm so sorry Bella."
"What? Why? What's happened? What about Christmas?"
"I can't stay. My friends Pete and Char are ready to go back to Mexico, in order to finish our last assignment. They have had their funding threatened by our editor, if we don't complete the assignment as a team. I had previously pulled out before coming here, hoping that they could replace me, but apparently my editor finds me 'irreplaceable'."
"Oh, so you are going back, where they both got kidnapped and held for ransom? This editor... wants you to go back there? Where you might get hurt and killed, and maybe never manage to come back? Can't you just say no?"
"Another kidnapping is unlikely to happen Bella; we just got unlucky to first time, that's all. I feel really obligated to Pete and Charlotte, we've been through so much together, they have saved me many times and I owe them, this one last trip."
"Oh, right." I couldn't stand in the way of his strong friendship with these two. They meant a lot to him.
"Bella, I've got some ideas to make this work, and keep out of the worst of it. I'll try and get it all done in a shorter time, and make sure that we can have a story, only with less drama. I'm going to get Charlotte to document their kidnapping as a big part of the story, to get the point across to our readers, about all the dangers involved in that part of the world."
"Please Jasper, promise me to stay safe, I've only just found you! Please come back in one piece! Can you stay for some soup? It will help you warm up and give you some nourishment."
Jasper had tears in his eyes.
"If it wasn't Pete and Charlotte, I wouldn't go at all. My editor is a mad woman, who only wants results, regardless of the cost in human suffering, particularly the journalists in her stable."
I held him and kissed him, "I'm going to make you eat some of my soup before you go, so no leaving just yet, I insist! Why don't you go get some clean clothes on, freshen up a bit and by the time you're all done, I'll have it ready for you?"
He kissed me and got up and went upstairs with a change of clothes.
I blitzed the soup and ladled it into two bowls, adding the parsley and a big dollop of Greek yogurt.
Jasper came up and held me from behind.
"After this trip, I'll be back here with you, and I won't be leaving until you say I'm no longer welcome. I love you Bella. I don't want to let you go. You make me complete, in a way I never thought possible." he sighed, kissing my neck.
"I know I feel the same way. I'll want you forever! I'm giving you fair warning Jasper... once you come back, I'm not going to let you go!"
We ate our soup in silence. I took out my phone and took his photo, he took his out and took one of me too.
It was sad, but what could I do? I would've loved to caused a big scene and scream at his ruthless editor, but what good would that do?
As we finished eating and stood up, I took off my shirt, my favourite of grandpa Swan's collection... the one in soft turquoise and green, with surfboards printed all over it.
I made Jasper try it on, it looked so good on him, with his deep blue eyes.
"It suits your eyes; let's make it your good-luck shirt! I'm going to ask my Nanna Swan to watch over you, and see you come home to me. I want you back in bed with me, as soon as humanly possible. Ok my beautiful lover?" I asked.
"I'll be back. I'll stay safe for you."
We kissed like there was no tomorrow and I held off from sobbing, until he got into his four by four, and drove away into the heavy Forks rain.
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