Fall in me

I was coming out of my sleep, feeling the warmth from the body next to me, sheet over our bottom half. Opening my eyes, taking notice of the late afternoon sun light, I looked at Jaspers bronzed sleeping face. His lips were slightly opened letting out his butter scotched breath; his blonde locks were tousled about. I smiled and leaning down to his chest I rubbed into him. His arm instinctual wrapped around me to which moved me closer. Enjoying the moment I hope that this didn't end, I hoped we could have a relationship. I'm not too worried seeing the way he worshipped my body with love.

I was lost in my thoughts when I felt a tickle to my side; I popped open my eyes and gave out giggles. Letting in a stretch, Jasper scooped me up even closer and put his nose in my hair as he laid his head on mine. "Good afternoon." His deep voice said as his nose nuzzled me. I pushed myself up a bit and looked into his eyes, with a smile I looked down at his full lips. I outlined them with my finger, feeling their softness. This mouth said beautiful things to me, making me warm. I leaned down into them with mine giving him soft kisses. Sighing I looked back up to his eyes that were shining, "Good afternoon."

He took my hand that was playing with his lips, into his rubbing his thumb over my knuckles and exploring my fingers. I followed in his lead in studies his hand in mine, feeling his skin against mine. Watching our hands, I brought his up to my mouth and started to suck on his index finger. His taste was erotic and salty. I twirled my tongue around it, relishing in his specific taste. Looking up to him to gage his reaction, his nose was flared and he was intently watching me.

I gasped softly around his finger as I felt his hard length against my hip. He removed his finger and came down to my neck and started to suck on my neck, biting at it marking me as his for everyone to see, only His. I jerked myself against his hip, feeling the raw need for him to be in me. I felt his chest going up and down fast as he marked me.

That when fates decided to laugh in my face. Unlocking our mouths and looking shocked when Rose opened the door and said, "Hey Jasper you want to…" Silence, uncomfortable silence. It felt like a life time. Then I saw Roses bright smile and she let out a breath of air, "About time Bella, but eww." She backed out of the room and shut the door fast. I just leant back and stared up to the ceiling feeling butterflies in my stomach but trying to catch up all at the same time. I heard a small laugh as Jasper gave me a kiss on top of my head. "Well," he gathered his voice, "Want to take a shower with me?"
"Sure," I stretched myself out and sat up, blushing.

After a quick but adventurous shower, I went my own room and Rose was waiting her eyes held mirth. "Well?" She question. Going over to the closet and dropping my towel and getting dressed. Neither I nor Rose was weirded out by the occasional nakedness in each other's presence. I dress in some cotton boy shorts, a simple bra, a band shirt I snagged from Jaspers room, and some denim shorts.

"Well what?" I counter asked her, I surely didn't know what this would lead to. Yea we've had sex now, but I don't want anything to break my high that is Jasper.

She looked at the shirt I put on, "Really? Already wearing his clothes?" She laughed at me. I crinkled my toes and blushed a bit, and absently said "he smells good." She went on like I had said nothing though. "So am I going to be a bride's maid?" She said excitedly and I just burned with red and yelled, "Rose!" She fell onto my bed laughing and let out a soft sigh as I sat by her.

"I really do like him though," I said softly, "I'm sorry." I tried but was cut off by a rose sitting and shook her head, "Bells don't, honestly I knew this was going to happen. I've always known you have a crush on Jasper, and he always acts a bit different around you then other people. Like you're his sweet spot or something." She was explaining while I started to smile and think of him.

I was brought out of my little day dream as she slapped my leg and stood up, "So just know I'm glad Bella, there couldn't be a better girl I would like to be my brothers girlfriend." She said sincerely. I stood and gave her a hug, "Thanks Rose." Pulling back, "So how was the hike with Emmett?" I wiggled my eyebrows. She blushed the tiniest bit, Ha! My turn to tease.

"It went fine, we hiked and kissed…talked and kissed." She beamed at me and looked down a bit brushing her blonde strand behind her ear, "He's really nice." I bumped into her as I said, "Awww Rose." She bumped back, "Whatever I'm going to make early dinner, wanna help?" She asked opening my door, "Sure."

After filling up on hot dogs and chips, all four of us walked down to the lake for an evening swim. Along the path I could see fireflies floating through the trees and hear the bellowing of the bullfrog, Jasper came up beside me and brushes his hand along mine. Giving a soft smile I took a hold of it. Rose and Em were in front of us softly chatting. Nothing was said between Jasper and I, we were soaking in the evening warmth and magic.

Walking onto the beach Emmett ran off excitedly, splashed into the water chasing a family of ducks like a water dog. Jasper and I laughed as Rose was telling him to leave the ducks alone before he got bit. I laid my towel out and took my black cover up off, leaving me in my sea green tankini. I turned to Jasper and I marveled at him. Behind him the sun was going down and his head blocked it out. The sun was making him look unearthly, his body was tan and his arms were strong.

I met his green eyes and I could see them fill with mirth. He gave me a smile and brushed my check. Promising to be back, he went swimming with Emmett to the middle of the lake. Rose and I swam closer to the shore, soaking up nature. The sun finally sets, and the moon rises and the stars shine on us. We eventually got out and went back to the cabin.

That night while Em was showing Rose how to play one of his games on his PlayStation, Jasper asked if I wanted to go sit on the porch. Sitting on the porch swing and watching the moon, I admit I was nervous. My heart was racing; I wasn't for sure of what to say. I felt his hand then, resting it on mine, his thumb rubbing me. The mood shifted and I become calmer. "Bella," he said turning towards me, "I really like you, this wasn't, isn't, can never be just a onetime thing." I could see the truth in his eyes. It filled my heart with something warm but indescribable. Smiling I responded, "Good, you feel like home," I told him truthfully.

Giving a laugh he then turned back to me, "Good." He said simply, a slight blush on his cheeks. After a few more moment of quiet swinging, he asked, "So what are we."

I looked at the moon, "Whatever we are, whatever this feeling means, I'm happy you make me feel this. I've always admired you from afar, not knowing if I could measure up." I confessed, wanting him to know exactly how I feel. After a few minutes of silence I had the courage to look at him, he was staring at me sternly, his beautiful face held in grimace.

"Bella, you don't get it do you? You are so bright and beautiful; when I see you my breathing catches. You started out as my little sister's friend, but watching you grow and become even brighter, there was no way I could never be with you. You're so caring and gentle, but a hell cat when it calls for it. I'm the one not worthy Bella." Jasper finished. I just stared at him, seeing him in a new light which I thought wouldn't be possible. My heart fluttered, and my eyes stung.

Taking a deep breath I scouted closer to him, my knee against his, shoulders pressed. I was watching his eyes the whole time, trying to see into him. My heart was racing at this point, I was hyper aware of him, electricity in the air. I slowly moved my mouth over his; finally closing my eyes I press our lips together. Taking in the feel on my mouth on his, I felt him shiver. The rest of the night was made up of kisses, stories, and the start of something wonderful.

The End :)