Ahh so it's been awhile since I last updated…this is the only story that I come up w/ ideas for on a consistent basis though… :/ sigh T.T anyways~ plz don't bash me for my religious moment in here ok? Thnx ^^

Disclaimer: I don't own OHSHC or "Alone" by Avril Lavigne. Lucky Avril and Bisco Hatori :/

"HOLY CRAP AMAYA! ARE YOU ALRIGHT?" my cousin asked, barging into my room. The whole reason she was here was because I skipped school. Lucky for me living alone otherwise my mom might have started yelling at me. But even then I had an excuse. My heart was torn.

"Umm…to be honest…not really."

"What did that idiot say this time?" Hoshimi growled, referring to Tamaki.

I spent the next hour or so explaining to my cousin what happened last night on the phone. By the time I was finished, she was searching my house for something. I peered at her, "What exactly are you doing?"

"Looking for a knife or a sword or something! I need to go stab that crossdresser!" Hoshimi yelled.

"It'll be fine, I promise cuz."

Her head shook back and forth. "Nu uh. I'm not about to let that wench take your rightful place as Tamaki's girl. Where the heck is your sword? Yes, I know you have one. Don't ask how I found out."

"Kyouya." I stated.

"How the heck are you so psychic?" Hoshimi interrogated.

I shrugged. "Beats me. I just have been kind of psychic since I can remember." I placed a hand on my cousin's shoulder. Curious, she turned her head to look at me.

"Please, please, please don't go trying to pick a fight. I don't need that. I've had enough of the fighting, torture, sadness, heartbreak, and misery. Don't do anything rash. For me?" I pleaded; looking her in the eyes.

Her eyes flickered back and forth between the cabinet she had been searching in and me. After a few seconds she caved, "You win for now Amaya."

I shot my cousin a smile. "Thanks it really means a lot to me."

"Yeah yeah yeah. Just be glad I didn't cut her head off in front of Tamaki."

"Hoshimi!"

An uncontrollable fit of laughter bubbled between the two of us, leaving us clutching at our stomachs.

THE NEXT DAY -Hoshimi's POV-

I can't believe that evil devil incarnate, I thought, Haruhi doesn't know how much poor Amaya has gone through. I would only know because she tells me everything. Maybe even more than she told her friends and family back home.

An idea pops into my mind and a smirk crawls onto my lips.

-After school at the host club- (still her POV)

I sat at a table and pulled out my drawing book. Immediately, I get to work. This may be the most incredible thing I could ever do for Amaya. Besides setting her up with Tamaki.

-Haruhi's POV-

I walk into the host club calmly, trying to avoid the sight of Tamaki-sempai while he flirts with his fans. Stay cool Haruhi, they mean nothing to him.

As I walk back towards the twins' table to deliver some tea, I notice Hoshimi-san working on something in what looks like a drawing book.

"Hi Hoshimi-san." I greeted with a smile.

Hoshimi's eyes fly up to meet mine but instead of their usual warm greeting, her eyes are cold and have a hateful aura to them. "What do you want tranny?"

"Uhhh," I sweatdropped, "I'm not a transvestite. That's my dad."

"I beg to differ." she mumbles, going back to her drawing book.

I pretend not to hear her. She's most likely mad that Kyouya-sempai was still alive from her constant stabbing.

"What are you drawing?"

Hoshimi giggles to herself, "A doujinshi."

"Of?" I ask cautious. I had heard some rumors from the other Hosts that Hoshimi liked yaoi doujinshi; including some disturbing pairs. I shuddered to myself.

Hoshimi lifted her pencil, finished. "Look for yourself."

I step closer and take a peek like she suggests. My eyes widen tenfold. "W-w-w-why am I dying in your doujinshi?"

"I think you know." she hisses.

I hear footsteps coming toward us.

"What are you two up to?" I hear Kaoru's voice call.

"KAORU! YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS KILLING ME OFF IN HER DOUJINSHI AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY!" I yell and run off to my alarmed guests.

-Hoshimi's POV-

Kaoru's eyes flicker to me. I giggle insanely.

"See?" I laugh, showcasing the masterpiece.

Haruhi is being stabbed, beheaded, choked, shot at, hung, and ripped apart all at once.

"Oh God! Hoshimi's pissed!" Kaoru yells in fear, taking off.

That'll teach her not to mess with MY cousin.

-Amaya's POV-

I toss on my side again. Being home during school was so boring. What made it worse was that I forgot my plan for revenge against Haruhi. It would've distracted me from the silence of my house. I groaned and fell off the bed and onto my knees. Something occurred to me. I could just do what I always did when I didn't know who else to turn to.

I bowed my head and put my hands together in prayer.

God I don't know what to do anymore. I've been lost, tossed, and confused. The only one that can save me from this is you Lord. Please help me find a way to recover myself and get back at Haruhi even though revenge is wrong. I apologize for this in advance. Amen.

I stood up and went to get a snack from the fridge. As I reached for the granny smith apple, the idea hit like a tidal wave. Through the hair in my face, I smiled to myself. Tomorrow, I'll get back at her.

-The next day-

I strode confidently into the Host Club. I made a beeline for Kyouya.

"Do me a favor and take all the other girls out of Tamaki's schedule. I want to be his only appointment for the entire day."

The glasses character eyed me. "And why should I do this?"

"As a favor to me." I teased.

"What your family does does not benefit me."

I shoved a wad of thousand yens into his face. "But what my fist gave you is worth it right?"

Kyouya smiled and gave a single nod.

"By the way some of that is hush money. No telling the honor student." I called over my shoulder as I went over to Tamaki's couch to wait.

Today's theme for the host club was something truly unique; something that peaked my curiosity. Weirdly enough, the cosplay for today was the Host's favorite animals. Of course Honey-sempai was a bunny. Mori-sempai was cosplaying as a bear. Kyouya was, befittingly, a dragon. The twins were dolphins; my cousin must've forced them into it seeing as they were shirtless. Haruhi was a tanuki, figured as much. Meanwhile, Tamaki was my own favorite animal, a chinchilla.

"You look so cute Tamaki!" I squealed.

"Thank you, my princess. This is really soft actually."

I gulped, "That's not real chinchilla fur is it?"

"Of course not! I'd never harm an endangered species. Besides, they are too cute, but not as cute as you."

"Awwww, you're so sweet." I gushed.

Tamaki smiled back at me. "Thank you."

"Do you mind if I feel it?" I asked as soon as I saw Haruhi glance over.

"Not at all, go ahead." He answered.

Grinning widely, I sat on Tamaki's lap, and fingered his tail. As I pet it, I looked into his violet eyes. "Is it ok if I do this?"

Tamaki's face was lighting to a bright red. "S-s-sure." The Host Club king stuttered. Eyes shifted when heard the sounds of crumbling wall. Haruhi's hand was covered in wall debris and her hand was inside the wall closest to her. The twins were inching away from her; frightened that she would turn to a human to hit next. Honey-sempai seemed shocked that she would show her anger. Mori-sempai even looked a little shocked.

Kyouya moved hid glasses up his nose. "Haruhi, that's going to add to your debt." Haruhi turned to him, growling and mumbling something about not caring. She slowly made her way to the door. As she did so, her eyes never left my direction. She finally slammed the door on her way out.

Tamaki's eyes turned to me. "Amaya, can I please speak with you somewhere private?"

Letting up a small smile, I got off of Tamaki. "Of course."

I sat down on the edge of the fountain visible from the Host Club. "So what is this about Tamaki-sempai?"

His eyes went cold as they focused on me. "I know what your plan is. You're trying to get Haruhi to get to the point where she feels trying to get me to be hers is pointless. You've made it appear that I'm more interested in you than her."

"And there's a problem with that? The jealous eye is so deceiving. It doesn't see the obvious and it doesn't back down. It's her own fault. She brought this upon herself when she decided that it was right to gossip about me behind my back. Only a real coward would do such a thing. Haruhi's almost too afraid to face her own feelings." I shrugged.

"That's not the issue here! The problem is that you were willing to hurt someone's feelings in order to get what you want." Tamaki yelled.

I took a step back. "So because I wanted to be with you, because she wanted to be with you, because our feelings got in the way of your perfect, little fantasy world; I'm supposed to just fix your whole mess?" I seethed.

Tamaki's face appeared to be nervous and thoughtful. My face however, I can imagine was furious. With sudden inspiration, I did what usually happens in Disney movies. I broke into song.

Uh uh oh oh oh
Uh uh oh oh oh
Hey man.
Tell me what were you thinking
What the heck were you saying?
Oh come on now,
Stop and think about it.
Hey now,
maybe you should just listen,
maybe you should stop talking for a second.
Shut up, listen to me.

You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
when you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

Uh uh oh oh oh
Uh uh oh oh oh

Hey bro,
I'm just trying to let you know,
you really think that you're special,
oh come on now,
I've seen so much better,
hey there,
did you actually think that I cared?

Don't know if you want to go there,
oh come on now,
keep on, keep on dreaming.

You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

If you,
want to,
be my,
uh uh oh,
you know,
you can't,
play games,
and you know what I mean,
I'm sorry,
but you don't,
get my,
my oh oh oh
I'm gone,
you're still,
dreaming,
about me,
over and over and over and over and over again.

You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Alone.

With all laid out in front of Tamaki; I took my bag and strutted my way to the car, daring myself not to look back. Where inside, I watched the colors go by numbly.

SnOandZnt: aren't u glad I updated? xD

Animefreak Amii: lol I stopped because I didn't have many ideas as u may have seen on the top author note and now u have read more so we're all happy :P

Thnx for reading :D I hope u liked it.