It's a Saturday night and as usual I'm by myself in this huge city. I attend Konoha High School, it's my last year there and I'm glad because, nobody likes me.

I guess I'm social awkward, I don't know but I could never figure out why people didn't like me. Is it because I'm ugly? Fat? Not confident? Not in something cool? Is it because I act mature? Or maybe it's because I'm not into social media?

People only talked to me to get answers, copy and cheat on the test. Yeah It was always pretty lonely.

Sometimes I sit in class and I go back to middle school when this guy would wink at me a lot Kiba Inuzaka, deep down inside I knew he was faking it, just doing to get the laughs, but of course I pretended that he actually liked me and decide to write him a note asking if he liked me or not. I remember waiting so excitedly for the next day I got all dress up, I made sure I looked good.

The next day came and I asked him for his reply on the letter and he said no, on the outside I looked ok like whatever I was just joking about the note to. But on the inside I was crushing. I looked blanked in all of my classes it wasn't until I had to walk home I cried. It happened again last week, the same exact stupid ass prank. And then a couple of days ago Ino the mean girl was looking through my stuff while I was in the bathroom and found my paper saying 'I love Sasuke Uchiha' the worst part is that he was in that class I covered my head while everybody laughed and made fun of me wishing I could die. I guess I'm so desperate for love and want that I'm going to keep letting this happen to me. I almost cried but wipe away my teary eyes.

It's not that I didn't talk to anybody in all of my classes I talked to at least one person but none of us were friends.

Sometimes I think to myself, if there was no such thing as hell or heaven I would kill myself so I can rest in peace and be away from this place where nobody cared for me. My parents were kind of nice but mostly only cared about my school grades, so we don't really talk and since I'm an only child with no cousins or friends I'm pretty much lonely.

I hated Valentine's Day, it's not that I wasn't happy for the couples and all, I was just sad I didn't have at least a friend to give me something. And the worse part I had a crush on the cutest and most popular guy at school Sasuke Uchiha.

I sighed as I continue walking aimlessly down the streets knowing that a guy like him would never date a girl like me. But I could still hope right?

I would always day dream and fantasy about him. See I didn't like him for just his looks I liked him because he was mature, and his presence demanded respect. For example a military run in his family, his father is the general for some top secret military group. One day Sasuke will be expected to follow his lead. Sasuke is athletic, tall, strong, handsome, and just amazing. Although he is popular, he doesn't talk much but you can tell he's a SBD [silent but deadly] person if crossed. I would read a lot of romance novels and replace the main characters name with me and Sasuke name because I know those are the only places where I and Sasuke would ever have a relationship. In my head and dreams.

I sighed again as I enter Starbucks knowing a guy like Sasuke would never help me or defend me ever because I'm just ugly and pathetic. And he has no reason to help me.

I looked around everybody had a boyfriend, girlfriend, or a best friend just laughing and talking to. "I wish I had that." I thought to myself as I waited in line.

I order a large Double Chocolaty Chip Frappuccino with a strawberry muffin. And walked outside. The minute I walked backed outside it started raining started running for shelter. I sat under a huge umbrella while nibbling on my muffin.

As I continue to sip my coffee and eat my muffin I heard Ino, and her group of friends walking up [Sasuke, Neji, Naruto, Hinata, Temari, Tenten, and Shikamaru] Ino and Temari were talking about some stupid ass party they went to where they got drunk, had sex, and basically looked a fool.

After the order and receive their stuff they sat directly in front of me. Ino and Temari were the first ones to notice me and smiled at each other. "Hey Temari remember what happened at school yesterday in our fifth period class?" "You mean Sakura confessing her love for Sasuke with her list of reasons why she loved Sasuke?" "Yeah that one." They both started laughing Naruto and Hinata ignored both of them while Naruto talked about ramen recipes with Hinata. "Hell yeah, I can't believe that stupid bitch would even think Sasuke-kun would even like her." "He is definitely out of her led." Ino said out loud so I could hear her.

'She is so right I am out of his lead' "Doesn't fit sexy Sasuke, ohh that's a new nickname! Do you like that sexy Sasuke?" Temari asked while wiggling her eyebrow. "Troublesome women." Shikamaru said. "She is so fucking ugly too I mean what is she 5'11? And her stupid green eyes and hideous pink hair." I touched my hair; I've always thought it was unique. "You guys are annoying, rude and mean." Sasuke said getting up. "One more, don't forget about her big ass forehead!" I couldn't take it any more I loudly got up from the table causing my drink to spill on my lap and everybody looking at me.

"Aww damn I didn't know she was even there." Ino said laughing. I got up and grabbed my stuff. Tears was streaming down my face, I clawed at my arms and body. I'm so fucking ugly everybody knows it, nobody was denying anything they said at that table! I tripped over a crack in the side walk earning a burning scratch on my arms and wrist.

I curse loudly and started hitting the ground angrily forgetting the pain while feeling the rain pour down on me. I heard a car and looked up a black 2015 Bentley Continental GTC pulled up next to me. "Are you ok Sasuke asked as he rolled his window down. I blushed at the thought he cared about what happened to me.

I'm fine I said while getting up and dusting myself off. He got out of his car and grabbed my wrist to examine them. "You're not ok." I pulled my wrist back. "My mom is a doctor I'll be fine." I said coldly and tried walking away again. "Hey you spilled coffee on yourself at least take my jacket. I stopped to look at him. He was holding his jacket out for me. I slowly walked towards him and took his jacket. It was a black north face jacket. When I put it on it was big on me, it stopped at my knees.

"Now please let me give you a ride home."

"Why? So you and friends can know where I live and then prank my home? No thank you I'm good."

"Sakura I would never do that."

"So you know my name how surprising? Whatever I'm still not getting in the car with you."

"That's fine." He ran to his car to grab a umbrella and then locked his car doors. I started crying, he was being too friendly to me and I know something is going to happen. "What's wrong?" he asked while holding the umbrella above my head. This was hurting to much I can't take his any longer. "Please leave me alone." I started to quickly walk away. But of course him being the athlete he was of course he could keep up. Great.

"Why are you mad at me Sakura?" I kept walking, just concentrating on getting home 10 more minutes and I'll be home sweet home. "Sakura why are you ma—"I stopped in my tracks. "I'm not mad at you, it's just your friend's talk about me so badly, Sasuke I hardly find myself attractive, after hearing those comments I feel hideous I don't feel comfortable in my skin. I- I - ." I stopped because I was about to cry and turned around. ''Please stop following and sop acting like you care." I said in a low soft voice.

As I took my first step I slipped on something and twisted my ankle. I cried out in pained before I could fall Sasuke caught me. I started crying harder because I wasn't used to somebody caring about so much. "Please go away." He looked at me. "Not a chance now." Somehow he put me on his back so I could have a piggy back ride. He walked us back to his car which was about 20mins away now.

He started walking and I wrapped my arms around slightly tighter inhaling his scent. I tried to stay awake, just in case his friends found him and they tried to say something to me.

When I woke up I was Sasuke car with him beside me. I quickly rubbed the sleep from my eyes and looked around it was still raining outside. "How long have we been your car?" "Calm down two minute's now." I relaxed a little. "Tell me where you live so I can take you home safely."

I sighed and gave him my address once he got my address he started the car and went. "So how do you know my name?" "You're the smartest girl in school, how can I not know your name?" I never really thought about that. "Sakura Ino and Temari are the only mean one's out my friends everybody else is cool, I can see you and Hinata being good friends she very friendly she usual defends you I guess today she just didn't feel like, and Naruto is nice to everyone, Shikamaru is a lazy genius. So if you ever want to hang out with us not a problem."

I was surprise at how much he was talking usual Sasuke was usual quiet. About six minutes later he pulled up in front of my house and got out the car and carried me bridal style to my front door. My parents weren't home luckily. I reached in my pockets and grabbed my keys. And unlocked my door.

Sasuke carried me to the kitchen counter and sat me down. "Okay look under the sink in the cabinet and give me the huge medical kit." He did as I said I got the medical kit. I moved my ankle up and down for now I can tell it wasn't broken. I grabbed some herbs out of a small bag and put it on my ankle, I looked at Sasuke to see his facial expression, he had one eyebrow raised. This made me blush, I looked back at my ankle and explained I practice home remedies and these herbs would heal my ankle quicker than medicine. I wrapped my wrist and ankle and had Sasuke carry me to the couch.

We sat down in silence until Sasuke broke it. "Sakura?"

"Yes?"

"I read the note." My heart started beating fast. "Ok?"

He got up and grabbed his umbrella tomorrow at 1pm I'm picking you up to go out for the day, over dinner I want to talk about it." With that he said goodnight and walked out the door leaving his North Face jacket.

PART WILL BE OUT SOON