A/N:Hey there! I hope the beginning of my story was good. I was a little afraid of going through with this because I've read so many stories that are amazing and I began to think "Can I actually do this?" But I will never know unless I try. The story will start a little slow because I feel as though it makes it worth reading and not just jumping into everything, so I will ask you to bear with me any advice, or suggests, or comments are always welcomed. So I present to you Chapter II.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto in any way, shape, or form. It belongs to Masashi Kishimoto. I don't write for any profit.

Warnings: it's a yaoi, which means boyxboy. I'm not twisting your arm to read this story so if you feel that this isn't your style, don't read. As the story progresses, there will emotional, psychological, verbal, and maybe physical abuse.

Rating: T for now but it might change and I'll put any warning in each chapter if there is any.

Pairings: For now it's SasukexNaruto but at one point or other it will turn into ItachixNaruto. Other pairings will be added as the story goes on.

"Talking"

'Thinking' or 'Text message'

Flashbacks and memories

Chapter II

Ocean blue eyes fluttered open. Uzumaki Naruto sat up and looked at the clock. 6:30. He rubbed his eyes and got out of bed. "Ughh. It's Monday and it's raining" he said. Naruto walked over to his dresser to pull out his school uniform, then walked into the bathroom to take a shower. The bathroom is small as is the rest of the apartment.

To the left of the front door was the small living room with an old green couch that had seen better days. In front of the couch was a tiny coffee table that had old magazines that hadn't been looked at for months. There was a television upon an old but sturdy stand. Across from the living room was the kitchen area. The refrigerator was white with little magnets and notes on it. On the counter sat a gray and black microwave. The sink was filled with dishes from the night before. The apartment wasn't much to look at but it was his.

Naruto stepped out of the shower and began to dry off and get dressed. He didn't bother drying off his blonde hair as it was raining outside. Hair that seemed to brighten up the day even though it's wet and seemed to rival the sun. When he was done, Naruto went to gather his book bag from the floor. He hadn't bother to put it away. As he walked to the front door, Naruto checked his cell phone. 'No missed calls. Not even a text huh' he thought. He sighed and put the phone in his pocket, slipped on his shoes and jacket, grabbed an umbrella, walked out the front door and locked it. 'I wish we didn't fight over the littlest things' He thought.

Three years. Three years of back and forth between, Uchiha Sasuke, his on and off again boyfriend and him. Sasuke had been his first in everything. Friends, rivals, and boyfriend. Naruto loved him like no other, but these past few months have been exhausting. They would fight, argue, and give each other the silent treatment. Fighting seemed to be their modus operandi, but through it all they had stayed together.

But somehow it didn't seemed like they were dating anymore, it was more like they were just "together". Naruto wasn't sure that he could continue like this. It was a cycle that was taking its toll on both boys. Because Sasuke was his first friend and first love maybe that was Naruto's reason for trying to keep their relationship going. While Naruto was trying fix what was wrong, Sasuke, however, was slowly letting everything fall apart.

Every relationship has its faults, that's a given. There's going to be ups and downs. But at the same time, each relationship also has a breaking point. Trying to hold on to something that you know that for a fact will break, to know that your bond with someone who is precious isn't as strong as you thought, to know that what you have isn't enough, to know that there still is something missing, it hurts.

Why was Naruto trying so hard when Sasuke wasn't? What changed in the three years that they were dating? What was Sasuke's reason for allowing the distance growing between them? What exactly was their relationship and was it even worth trying to fix? Naruto knew he loved Sasuke but-

He stopped in his tracks.

That was it. Naruto knew he loved Sasuke but he had the feeling that he wasn't in love with him. Loving someone and to be in love with that person were two very different things. Naruto loved Sasuke because he was his first friend. The first person to actually see Naruto for Naruto. Naruto loved how Sasuke and he would compete to see who the best at any and everything was. He loved how they could understand each other without any words. All in all he loved everything he and Sasuke shared, but it leads to the question 'Were we ever in love?'

Continuing to walk again, Naruto thought everything over. Walking through the gates of his high school another question comes to Naruto's mind

'Where do we go from here?'