Esme POV

~A few minutes before~

Myself and Carlisle lay back on our bed breathing hard an amazing feeling in my body when suddenly my love was dressed and I heard a bang. I quickly grabbed my bathrobe and ran to the source of the bang. Edward was on the ground with a hurt expression and Carlisle was trying to change Bella and save my daughter. I looked at Edward with a hurt expression before following Carlisle to our room and listening to what he had to say. "Esme I can't change her, my venom isn't enough this time." I know what he was silently asking me to do but... could I do that to her? I felt my fangs entering her neck, my venom entering her system and soon Bella was screaming. I moved away and immediately Carlisle held be in his arms, rocking me as sobs racked my form.

I killed my daughter because he asked me to... I murmured quietly. "B-Baby I will watch her.. go check on E-Edward." Carlisle nodded softly, releasing me before going to his son at human speed. When he was gone I wrote him a letter and packed a bag.


Dear Carlisle,

I am sorry, from the day I met you I loved you. You have not changed from that day to this but asking me to do that to our daughter hurt. It is my fault she is dead, I wasn't fast enough for her and until I forgive myself for this I am leaving. You will not come after me.

My love for all eternity.

Esme.


Edward POV

I prepared myself to be told to leave by Carlisle but instead he came in and hugged me, Before I could question him he spoke. "Edward, Son. What you did was wrong, if it wasn't for your mother Bella would be dead but... Bella will be one of us. You just need to apologize to her when she wakes." Suddenly I heard my mother's thoughts, she was gone and I had to tell dad. "Dad... you need to go to your room." He didn't move so I shouted. "NOW DAD!" He was gone, but it was too late.