Pretty Little Lover Untamed
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Chapter 13
Emily was torn with decision. Hanna had basically just asked her to have sex with her and Emily had no idea what to do about it. True, she was already turned on. Hanna had been sucking on one of her fingers, and that was enough to drive any lesbian mad. Plus, Emily was incredibly attracted to Hanna. She took a deep breath and hoped that that would be enough to help her make up her mind.
She opened her mouth to speak, wishing for the right words. But all that came out was "Hanna.."
Hanna's icy aqua eyes looked up at her begging. "Please Em.. I really want this. It will help me understand. If you.. If you do this for me and I enjoy it.. Then I'll know that I'm not just curious."
"Curious?" Emily's eyebrows lifted on her forehead. She was still stroking her best friends back because she just didn't want to stop touching her. "I'm pretty sure you're more than curious.. You had your tongue in my mouth earlier.. And.." As she spoke, Hanna placed kisses along her throat. "..What you're doing now..." She shivered.
"But.." Hanna found Emily's lips and kissed her sweetly. "I can't be sure.. Not until you.."
"Until I do what Hanna?"
Hanna blushed, the pink of her cheeks absolutely adorable. "Until you.. Do to me what Alison did to you?"
Emily's heart flipped in her chest and her stomach tied itself into a knot. Of course, she knew what Hanna had been hinting at, but now she was absolutely nervous about it. Having Hanna actually admit her intentions made her afraid. "But," she said, "Are you sure you're ready for that?"
"Yes.. Please? It will.." She grabbed Emily's hand again and brought it to her own chest, placing her palm over her breast. "Help me understand..."
The brunette's eyes flashed all over the blond's face. She looked down at her own hand, her heart banging in her chest. Then she let her hand squeeze and listened to Hanna's passionate sigh in response. "We should go slow," Emily whispered, but at the same time, bent forward and kissed Hanna again.
Hanna didn't heed her suggestion though. "Em," she urged, "I want you.. Please.. You want me too, don't you? I can feel it.."
"Yes," Emily's voice came out in a hiss. "I do want you Hanna. I've wanted you for a long time. But.. Because of what happened with Ali, I can't promise anything will come out of this."
It was ridiculous, but Hanna didn't care. Not at that moment anyway. She felt her life spiraling out of control, and yet, as long as Emily had her hands on her she didn't really seem to care. She pulled her shirt over her head and tossed it in the floor, much to her best friend's surprise. "That's okay," she said, her voice small, and sort of breathy. "Just.. Put your hands all over me Em."
Emily looked down at her best friend's body, bathed in the glow of the moon. Hanna was so beautiful and truthfully, she'd wanted this moment for a very long time. Still, she couldn't forget that earlier that night all she'd wanted to do was get with Alison. And now that that had happened.. She felt kind of lost. What did Ali want from her? And what's more- what did HANNA want from her? Was she just curious and using Emily as an experiment, or did she actually think that she and Em could have something? Emily had to make a gamble in being with her.
"Hanna," she said, "I... I don't know.."
Hanna put her hand on Emily's jaw and brought her into a kiss. She pressed her lips against hers sweetly, and then slid her tongue into her mouth. She sighed against her mouth and then bit her lip. Emily's hand squeezed again and she moved closer to her and wrapped her other arm around her waist. "C'mon," she urged, sweetly, her voice alomst a pur. "You know you want to Em.."
Emily did want to. She absolutely wanted to. And so she gave in. She rolled Hanna onto her back and crawled on top of her. She kissed down Hanna's stomach and then undid her pants. She didn't give her another chance to get out of it. She just yanked her pants off and started rubbing her gently with her fingers.
"Oh Em," Hanna sighed, "That feels sooo good."
It was easy for Emily to get into the groove of taking Hanna, because Hanna melted against her touch. And as she moaned and sighed Emily's name, Emily and Hanna both were quite sure that the blond was more than curious.
Unfortunately, Emily still didn't know what she wanted to do about Alison.
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