Part: 2/?

Pairings: Atem/Yami, one-sided? Atem/Yami/Yugi, Atemu/Yumi, past Bakushipping, Castleshipping, Malik/Marik/Mariku, hinted others.

Character Info:

Yumi- Yami's twin

Atemu- Atem's twin

Warnings: boyxboy, suicidal thoughts.

Disclaimer: I do not own yugioh


"Suicide is a form of murder - premeditated murder. It isn't something you do the first time you think of doing it. It takes getting used to. And you need the means, the opportunity, the motive. A successful suicide demands good organization and a cool head, both of which are usually incompatible with the suicidal state of mind."

- Susanna Kaysen


Chapter 2- Fate's Flaw


He woke up early the following morning and wiped the tiredness out of his eyes and got dressed in a pair of black jeans and a black t-shirt that said, 'There are 3 sides to a story, mine, their's and the truth.' in white letters.

'Another day...' He sighed and went down stairs and into the kitchen for breakfast. Grabbing a piece of bread he ate it quickly and realized it was still 7 am; 5 hours before he had to be at burger world.

"What should I do now?" He asked himself as he went back to his room. Getting out his laptop he logged into the social media sight and looked over his profile when a notice appeared on the screen.

Kakkinonai has requested a chat.

'What? Who is Kakkinonai?...well it couldn't hurt to talk for a little bit.' he pressed accept.

Ai no nai has accepted chat

Ai no nai: hello. Who are you?

Kakkinonai: no one special but your name interested me.

Ai no nai: how so? *raises eye brow*

Kakkinonai: well loveless I think it is a little sad.

Ai no nai: *sad smile* it represents me... what about your name?

Kakkinonai: what do you mean?

Ai no nai: well Kakkinonai means lifeless; why did you choses that as your name?

Kakkinonai: like you it represents me.

Ai no nai: okay... so why did you really want to chat? I mean my name isn't that interesting.

Kakkinonai: you smart as I thought. *sighs* I can't really explain it well but let's say I care for you greatly.

Ai no nai: do I know you?

Kakkinonai: *sad smile* in a way yes.

Ai no nai: okay I'm getting freaked out now. Seriously who are you?

Kakkinonai: my name is Shi. (1)

Ai no nai: your kidding right?

Kakkinonai: I wish I was; just know if you want to be free you can talk to me.

Ai no nai: what do you mean be free?

Kakkinonai: if you want no more pain I can help you; I'm always there for you.

Ai no nai: what?

Kakkinonai: goodbye Ai no nai I hope you have a good day.

Kakkinonai has left the chat

Ai no nai:...

Ai no nai has logged off

Tenju (2) has logged on and opened a chat with Kakkinonai

Kakkinonai: what are you doing here?

Tenju: I could ask the same of you.

Kakkinonai: *glares* you will not interfere he deserves better.

Tenju: we can not interfere with humans! you know this.

Kakkinonai: I am a human.

Tenju: correction you were human as in pass tense.

Kakkinonai: I am still human!

Tenju: you are a god now you baka!

Kakkinonai: just leave you will not stop me from helping him!

Kakkinonai has logged off

Tenju: I will stop you!

Tenju has logged off.

with Yugi~

He stared at his closed computer trying to figure out who this Kakkinonai person was.

'No they said their name was Shi... but they had to be kidding.' Yugi sighed he was over stressed.

'Just a short nap couldn't hurt...' he flopped down and immediately falling asleep.

/time skip\

He yawned and blinked his eyes trying to wake up. Yawning again he looked over at his alarm clock and immediately woke up.

"I'm late!" He yelled before running downstairs pushing 40 dollars into his pocket and ran out the door. Quickly locking it he ran towards Burger World. After a dead sprint he arrived at burger world and it was 12:10. Walking in he saw Ryou, Yumi and Atemu in their favorite booth.

"Hey guys, sorry I'm late." he smiled apologetically.

"Don't worry Yugi." Yumi said as he sat down beside Ryou. A server quickly came over.

"Welcome to Burger World. What would you all like to drink?" She asked before taking out a notepad and pen.

"I'll have some tea if you have any." Ryou said politely.

"I'll have a sprite please." Yumi told her smiling.

"Coke." Atemu said not bothering to be polite receiving a kick under the table from Yumi.

"A chocolate milkshake please." He smiled as the server walked away with their orders.

"Oh Ryou, Yugi, um me and Atemu need to leave after this so we hope you don't mind."

"Well I'm okay with it I have something that came up; is that okay with you Yugi?" They looked at him worriedly.

"Yah it's fine I have something going on too." Yugi smiled at them. For the rest of the time they just chatted until it was time to go and they parted ways.

He walked home silently and went inside.

'Why is it always me? Everyone is busy... I just get in everyone way; mess up everyone else's lives.'

\Flash Back/

It was a normal day of school for Yugi as he walked to his locker. Before he could do anything he was shoved into a wall. Looking up he saw Bakura and Alfika two of the most feared kids in school.

"W-what do you want?" He looked at them in fear.

"What do you think midget?" Bakura smirked cruelly

"Yah you worthless piece of sh** no one wants you." Alfika sneered as Atem decided to join in.

"Alfika's right you parents went on that trip to get away from you so it's your fault they died." Atem smirked as tears welled up in Yugi's eyes.

"B-but I didn't w-want them to l-leave." He sluttered looking at them fearfully. Alfika slapped him as they continued to laugh at him until...

"What are you doing?!" A voice yelled from the right. Turning his head he saw one of the other popular kids named Ryou who was currently dating Bakura and Alfika standing in shock.

"We can explain Ry, we just-" He was cut off by Ryou walking up and slapping him hard in the face.

"You can explain this? Really Alfika? I'm not stupid. Now tell me, Why. Were. You. Doing. This.?" Ryou's eyes flashed with anger but beneath their was hurt and betrayal.

"Listen Ryou it isn't-" Ryou slapped Bakura in the face as well.

"You two are stupid. I'm not just some random person who doesn't care about what you do!" By this time Ryou was in a rage of anger no one had ever seen from the normally calm boy.

"IT'S OVER! I CAN'T TAKE THIS!" Tears where streaming down his face as he screamed at them. The pure hatred in his voice caused everyone to flinch.

"Ry calm down-"

"Calm down?! CALM DOWN?! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" Ryou screamed at them causing them to flinch back more.

"It's over! Okay I am done with this!" Ryou yelled at the two stunned boys.

~end of flash back~

'I never meant to mess up there relationship; they were perfect together but I ruined it.' Yugi laid on his bed tears in his eyes.

'No to mention Yumi and Atemu...'

\Flash back/

It was around one week after Ryou had broken up with Bakura and Alfika and was now friends with Yugi. The high school was holding a Halloween party at 5 and it would end at midnight. Everyone was excited except for one boy...

Yugi sighed as he sat on his bed Ryou next to him.

"So what are you going to be for the party?" Ryou asked smiling at his friend. Ever since the incident Ryou had broken all ties with the boys who tormented Yugi and was simply ignoring them like they didn't exist. Of course he was trying not to since Yugi begged him to try and make it up though he still refused to talk with Bakura and Alfika.

"I'm not sure..." Yugi responded looking at him clearly unhappy.

"Well you need to be something! Let me look through your closet!" Ryou smiled looking overly happy.

"Okay..." Ryou looked through his closet for a costume.

"Hey Yugi, at the party there are two friends I would like for you to meet; they are super nice and would love to meet you!" Ryou said still looking through Yugi's closet.

"Who?" Yugi asked looking up.

"Yumi and Atemu; know who they are?" Yugi practically froze and became white as a sheet.

"That is suicide! They are Yami and Atem's twins they will hate me!" Yugi started to freak out.

"No they won't Yugi." Ryou looked up from the closet pulling out a costume.

"Are you sure?" Yugi said uncertainly.

"Yes, now here is the costume." Ryou showed him an angel costume.

"We can be twin angels!" Ryou said happily since he was also being an angel.

"Okay...Ryou! NO NOT MAKE UP!" At four Ryou was done and they looked like twins.

Both of them now had blond star fish hair thanks to a lot of hard work, hair gel and die. They also had contacts on making their eyes blue and some basic make up. They were wearing a silk out fit with a short sleeve silver shirt and matching pants. They had slip on silver shoes and little angel wings attached to their backs.

"Come on Yugi we need to go!" Ryou said smiling as they left and started their walk to the school. Finally they arrived at 5 most of the students were already there and Yugi looked in aw of how the place had been transformed as Ryou dragged him towards a table where two boys sat. In one glance someone would think it was Yami and Atem but looking closer both boys seemed more relaxed and a calm seemed to radiate from them.

"Yumi! Atemu!" Ryou called over the loud music and both looked up.

'I am so dead...'