SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED FOR A WHILE – HAVE BEEN AWAY AND GOT CARRIED AWAY WITH MY GIRL.

The page was covered in torn images. Images of her mother and the few she had found of Thatcher, In dried blood the words 'GONE' were written at the top of the page.

On both sides in red texta were the lyrics of two songs. Songs that had worn a hole in her aching heart.


Well i never lived in the great depresion.
Sometimes i feel as though i did
and i dont have answers for every single question
but that's okay cause i'm just a kid

well i've seen pictures on my mother
when she looked exactly like me
and i've seen all my friends running for cover
running from something they can't see.

And it's not easy to get a handle on my life
but i have tried and tried again.

But i still cry just like a baby
and i answer back to feel a little free
and i still fly even though i'm gonna fall
but i'm too far gone to let it get to me.



Well i'm not much like my generation
their music only hurts my ears
and i dont hide my pain to save my reputation
its too hard to keep up with these years.

and it's not easy to make a habit disappear
but i have tried it time and time again

but i still cry just like a baby
and i answer back to feel a little free.
And i still fly even though i'm gonna fall
but i'm too far gone to let it get to me.

and it's not easy to get a handle on my life
but i have tried it time and time again.

But i still cry just like a baby
and i answer back to feel a little free
and i still fly even though im gonna fall
but i'm too far gone to let it get to me

Along the side Meredith had wrote

"and its not easy to make a habit disappear... it's too hard and i'm too far gone.
i'm sorry!"



On the other side of the page

Over the sea and far away
she's waiting like an iceberg
waiting to change
But she's cold inside
she wants to be like the water

all the muscles tighter in her face
buries he soul in one embrace
they're one and the same
just like water

the fire fades away
most of every day
is full of tired excuses
but it's too hard to say
i wish it were simple
but we give up easily
you're close enough to see
you're on the other side of the world to me.

On comes the panic light
holding on with fingers and feelings alike
but the time has come
to move along

the fire fades away
most of every day


is full of tired excuses
but it's too hard to say
i wish it were simple
but we give up easily
you're close enough to see
you're on the other side of the world to me.

Can you help me
can you let me go
and can you still love me
when you can't see me anymore

the fire fades away
most of every day
is full of tired excuses
but it's too hard to say
i wish it were simple
but we give up easily
you're close enough to see
you're on the other side of the world to me.

At the bottom of the page she wrote

"Let me go...as i fade away.

This is my goodbye."