A/N: ok first things first... I'M VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING THIS STORY! DX it's just that I kinda lost interest in this here story... but now iv'e regain the interest that was once lost! since i'm planning something for the very last chapter and if i wanna write that i have to finish this one first... so again I'm REALLY sorry for not updating this but please enjoy this chapter~!
Note: the ones with (...) are celtys thoughts
WARNING: Boy x Boy. Don't like? Don't read.
Disclaimer: sadly I own nothing :(
Chapter 7- admit it
Days have past since the search began and there were still nothing that could lead the restless blond to the location of the missing informant,but with each passing day the same questions keeps on repeating themselves in the bodyguard's mind...
why do I care?
why am I so desperate to find him?
what does he mean to me exactly?
if we find him will things be the same as they were?
Running a hand at his bleached blond hair Shizuo sighed in frustration, he felt a hand on his shoulder and saw his headless friend showing him her PDA.
[everything will be fine Shizuo we'll find him] celty pats the back of the frustrated bodyguard to reassure him.
"Yeah and when will that be?"
[soon]
"I can't fucking wait anymore! Dammit I don't even know why I'm desperate to find him!" The blond yells angrily as he takes hold of a vending machine and hurls it to some random direction.
Celty wraps some of her shadows on the furious blond in attempt to calm him down.
[shizuo calm down!] the blond slowly calmed down and celty unwrapped her shadows binding the bodyguard (He has become more violent since izaya went missing).
Shizuo sat down on one of the park bench thinking of the possible answers for his questions.
Question number 1:
Why do I care?
Answer:
"I don't know."
Question number 2:
why am I so desperate to find him?
Answer:
"I don't know."
Question Number 3:
What does he mean to me exactly?
Answer:
"I don't know."
Question number 4:
If we find him will things be the same as they were?
Answer:
"I don't fucking know!"
the blond was giving off a murderous aura that every pedestrian passing by was making sure that they were in a safe distance away from the obviously pissed off bodyguard so as not to be seen as a potential object to be thrown all the way from Ikebukuro to Korea.
celty backed away from the blond a little bit because the way Shizuo was acting creeped her a bit.
shinra noticed this and made his way to the dullahalan.
"Is something wrong my celty?" The headless rider showed her PDA to the underground doctor, [Shizuo is more pissed off than usual when izaya went missing] "Hmmm I see..." The brunet pushed his glasses to the bridge of his nose and nods in understanding, the aura of Shizuo gave a message that says 'Bother me and I'll kill you'
A small lightbulb seemed to have clicked in the doctors mind as he made his way to sit next to Shizuo who just gave the doctor a hard glare but shinra was unfazed.
"let me ask you a question shizuo" shinra started breaking the silence between the two, the blond merely looked at him with furrowed eyebrows "what?"
"do you like izaya?" the brunet shut his eyes closed preparing for a punch in the face but it didn't come, shinra slowly opened his eyes to reveal shizuo staring at him with shock visible at his face and lightest tint of pink on his cheeks.
"w-why the heck would I like that louse?!" shizuo stuttered.
"well..." the doctor took a deep breath before continuing "1. you can't keep your mind off him 2. you seem more pissed off when izaya went missing 3. you hardly take a rest to look for him 4. it's pretty obvious that you miss him and 5. we heard you sleep talking about him..."
"what?"
"you said... something along the lines of 'Izaya... please... come back...' and no i'm not making this up and I have proof!" shinra took out his cellphone and played the recording of shizuo saying (without actually knowing) the lines the under ground doctor had mentioned.
blood red colored the blonds face as he listened to the recording, half feeling embarrassed and half feeling angry...
celty motioned shinra to stop the recording and put away his phone before shizuo takes a chance to smash it which shinra immediately did.
"look Shizuo I know you might kill me for saying this but it's about time you admit it" shinra said as he places a hand on the ex-bartender's shoulder's and looks at him straight into the eye.
"admit what?"
"That you..." The doctor took a deep breath and said the thing that might get him killed, keyword 'might'
"areactuallyinlovewithizaya" the doctor shielded his face with hands to try to protect himself for the up coming punch, which fortunately for him never came.
"S-Shizuo...?" The underground doctor slowly but surely lowered his hands from his face to see the utterly shocked and seemingly embarrassed face of the fortissimo of Ikebukuro.
"w-what? That can't be true! I've hated the flea since the first day we met!" At this the doctor rolled his eyes.
"if so then why are you so hell-bent on finding him?"
the bodyguard opened and closed his mouth like a fish but no words nor sounds escaped.
seeing this the doctor stood up and made his way to his dulahallan, but not before saying something to Shizuo which the said man took consideration of.
"think about it Shizuo"
A/N: again I'm very sorry for not updating this! D: I feel bad for those who kept waiting for this and here I am giving you a short and crappy chapter! *cries*
I'M REALLY SORRY!