Thank you for favoriting, reviewing and following :)

Sorry, this is shortish one again! And also, I'm not completely happy with it, not unhappy either, but let's see what you think.. Oh, and I guess I should give a 'sappy' warning for this. It's partly pretty.. mushy :P

xoxo

Bo opened her eyes slowly. She was laying on her side and saw the morning sun filtering softly through the cracked curtains. A small smile lit up her face, when she consciously noted a lean arm wrapped around her middle. Lauren was the big spoon and Bo reveled in the feeling of being held by the doctor. Lauren's naked body was pressed tightly against the brunette's back. Bo sighed contently closing her eyes once more. She didn't want to move a muscle. She just wanted just to stay still and lay here in Lauren's arms. Forever.

Bo's fingers ghosted along the length of Lauren's arm. She thought about last night. All the feelings that had rushed out being able to be with Lauren that way. Making love to her. Even now, the morning after, it was making her tear up. Bo knew she had been given a second change with the woman she loved and she wasn't gonna waste it. She was determined to do this right. To get her happy ending. To get a happy ending for all of them. Bo wanted to make Lauren and Toby happy and that would make her happy. Just to be with them. To be allowed to love them.

Bo chuckled a little at her early morning thoughts. I'm such a sap, she smirked and rolled slowly over to her back. Lauren was still sleeping heavily and didn't stir. The blond just changed her position in her sleep and kept snuggling Bo. The succubus ran her hand over the warm skin on Lauren's back.

Bo was feeling content and relaxed. Until she wasn't. Bo felt the need to feed creep tentatively on her. She cursed her succubus nature and not for the first time. Reminding her that she couldn't stay with Lauren and Toby all day. Reminding her she just couldn't.. be and enjoy this for much longer. That she had to leave to sate her chi hunger soon. She couldn't snack on Lauren. She wouldn't. Bo knew she would never forgive herself, if she would let Lauren find out about the fae. A normal human life obviously suited the blond so much better, Bo smiled fondly just thinking about Lauren's positive attitude towards life. She knew the blond was happy and Bo wanted it to stay that way.

Bo had been a little apprehensive about her discussions with Evony even though she had asked the Morrigan about what was possible for her. What her options were, if she wanted to stay in Lauren's life. But just now she knew she would do anything, regardless of the risks, to be together with Lauren without having to sneak out because of her need to feed. Also the horny monster inside her was worrying. Last night they made love and Bo's inner succubus hadn't awoken. The blue eyes hadn't flashed. Bo knew that someday her eyes would betray her animalistic lust for Lauren, if she didn't do something about it.

Bo would soon have to go to Toronto to get more of hunger lowering shots. And she needed to talk to the Morrigan. She had to tell the dark fae and that she was sure of her decision. If the Morrigan was able to offer a solution for her, Bo would take it.

"No matter what." Bo breathed kissing the top of Lauren's head.

.

A small whimper brought Bo out of her spiraling musings. She looked around, before reaching over Lauren to flick off the baby monitor. She climbed out of bed, but not before pecking Lauren's forehead softly. Bo quickly picked up her shorts and tank top off the floor and threw them on and then padded out of the bedroom.

"Hey baby." Bo cooed from the door to Toby's room. She could see the little boy's hands flailing in the air. She shuffled to the crib.

"Look.. Who's up? Good morning Sweetie." Bo smiled, when Toby's big eyes found her hovering over him. For a moment Bo was worried that Toby might start crying seeing her there instead of his mother, but the baby's hands stretched eagerly towards her.

"Okay, okay.. Come here." Bo whispered picking Toby up in her arms. "Big guy." She rubbed his back, while he grabbed fistfuls of Bo's top in his hands.

After a while of cuddling and bouncing Toby Bo set him down on the changing table.

"So.. We're doing this. And you're gonna be a good boy right?" Bo tickled Toby's belly getting a wide smile with three cute white baby teeth on display.

"I'm new with this, but we'll be fine. We'll just.. take this off. And then this and.." Bo rambled quietly, while peeling the boy out of his footie jammies and diaper.

"Don't you pee on me now." She warned the naked baby as she reached for the baby wipes. "No peeing until the diaper is secured."

When a fresh diaper was on the baby, Bo clamped her hand over Toby, while she rummaged the drawers with her free hand. "What are we gonna wear?" She asked going through the clothes.

"This is nice. Yeah? Dinosaur onezie and.. cool blue footie pants? You like?" Bo peppered kisses on Toby's belly making him squeal happily. "You like." She smiled.

.

"Well, that was actually surprisingly easy." Bo smirked, when Toby was dressed. "Good boy." She praised plugging the baby in her arms.

"Are you hungry?" Bo asked bouncing Toby close to her chest.

"Mommy's pumpkin is always hungy.. Right baby?" Lauren said softly from the door.

"Hey." Bo turned to the blond smiling happily. "You're up."

"Uh huh. So are the two of you." Lauren took Toby in her arms kissing him repeatedly on his cheeks. "I was watching you and Toby for a while." She admitted meeting Bo's eyes.

"Oh? I hope you don't mind, but I just.. I wanted to take care of him and let you sleep a little while longer." Bo said with a small smile.

"I don't mind." Lauren smiled. "He's already in love with you."

"I do have that affect on people." Bo joked in mock smugness.

"I know." The blond said seriously, keeping eye contact with Bo, until shyly casting her eyes down.

"Oh.." Bo swallowed with a delighted flutter bursting inside her.

"Yes oh." Lauren teased murmuring, before capturing Bo's lips in a soft kiss. "You look good with my baby. Hot too."

"Hot huh?" Bo husked against Lauren's lips. " I love him too, you know. Already. And I.. I kinda.. like you too."

"Good.. I kinda like you too." Lauren replied affectionately.

.

Tamsin was just about to knock on Lauren's door, when the door swung open and Bo almost bumped into her.

"Well, well, well. What do we have here? Yesterday's clothes I'm guessing and.. bed hair." Tamsin smirked eyeing Bo. "Walk of shame much?"

"Krmh.." Bo couldn't help the little blush from spreading on her cheeks. Talk about getting caught red-handed. Though Tamsin seemed mellow and teasing. Not fuming, Bo noted cautiously.

"No shame." Lauren came to the door and tugged Bo in a sweet kiss. "See?"

"I stand corrected." The taller blond snorted.

"Lauren, I'll see you later? I need to talk to Kenzi and get.. stuff done." Bo said locking her eyes with Lauren's hazel pools. That little kiss had her struggling. She was desperately trying to keep her inner succubus at bay. This morning had been.. somewhat difficult, but she hadn't wanted to leave in a rush.

"Yeah. Later." Lauren smiled at Bo. "At Toby's play date group at the daycare?"

"Right. I wouldn't want to miss that." Bo grinned a little.

"Uh huh. You better not." Lauren grinned.

"Tamsin? Um.. could I talk to you a sec?" Bo met Tamsin's eyes.

"Oh?" Tamsin lifted her eyebrow. "Okay. Sure." She said noticing Bo's strained expression and slightly shallow breathing.

"I'll be right in." Tamsin said to Lauren.

"Okay." Lauren nodded. "Bye Bo."

"Bye babe.." Bo's eyes widened. "I mean.."

"Babe's fine." Lauren smirked at Bo's flustering and pecked the brunette reassuringly. "Bye."

"Bye." Bo hummed watching Lauren go back inside.

.

Tamsin pulled the front door closed leaving Bo and her outside on the front porch. The valkyrie looked at Bo expectantly. Bo just shuffled on her spot.

"Bo?" Tamsin prodded sounding almost gentle. "Something wrong?"

"I almost fed on her!" Bo hissed anxiously burying her face in her hands. "I can't do that!"

"You said almost, so you.."

"I didn't, but it was.. close. She kissed me, when we were making breakfast and I.. I got hungry." Bo sighed briefly glancing at Tamsin. "I panicked and ran to the bathroom."

"You did good Bo." Tamsin patted Bo on her shoulder.

"What?" Bo eyed the valkyrie suspiciously. "Why are you being so nice?"

"Sorry." Tamsin smirked a little. "I love Lauren." She said making Bo scowl. "As a friend." Tamsin added with an eyeroll.

"And you're being nice, because.."

"You obviously make her happy. And you are putting her first. I.. salute that." Tamsin said sincerely.

"Lauren is the most important to me. I love her. I want her to be happy. Always."

"I know and that's the only reason I'm offering. Now."

"Offering?" Bo asked baffled. "Offering what?"

"Just suck Bo." The valkyrie spelled it out with another roll of her eyes.

"Suck?"

"Tug or whatever you call it. Inhale? You need it and I'm giving it, so you won't compromise yourself on the way home. It just feeding."

"You're sure? You don't have to do this." Bo said awkwardly.

"I'm sure. Consider it a breakfast. Go ahead." Tamsin nodded giving permission to Bo.

"Okay." Bo nodded hesitantly.

Bo stepped closer her eyes flashing blue. She took a hold of Tamsin's shoulders and waited for the valkyrie to nod once more. After the blond did, Bo tugged the woman's chi from an arms length. She took just what she needed to quell her hunger. She cut off the feed and hung her head, dropping her hands from Tamsin's shoulders and stepping back. The succubus took a deep breath, until lifting her eyes to Tamsin's.

"Are you okay?" Bo asked carefully.

"I'm fine Bo." Tamsin assured. "You didn't take much."

"I don't need that much.. But I'm sorry. I know this was.." Bo stammered on.

"Bo it's okay." Tamsin cut Bo off.

"Thanks. I.. I appreciate it." Bo lowered her eyes. "I just don't want to lose control and feed on Lauren. I don't want to lose control and hurt her. It would kill me, if I hurt her.. in anyway. Like.. exposing my.. true self. I don't want her to know."

"I know." Tamsin nodded. "But this can't become a habit Bo."

"It won't." Bo promised. "It was just this once. I'll be going to Toronto soon to get more of my shots and.. talk about my options with Evony. She's been helping me. I don't know why. Probably because of her affections for Lauren.. Anyway, I hope I won't have to feed.. much in the future." Bo rambled nervously.

"Good. I'm glad." Tamsin said genuinely.

.

Two weeks later Kenzi and Bo had renewed the lease on their apartment. Both Lauren and Bo were very excited about that. They had spent a lot of time together lately. Bo was starting to feel hopeful, that the three of them, Lauren, Toby and herself, could become a family someday. That would be a dream come true. Lauren had even introduced Bo as her girlfriend, when they had by chance met with one of the doctor's colleagues in the park. Being referred to as Lauren's girlfriend had made the brunette all giddy and she hadn't been able to stop grinning like an idiot for days after. Kenzi had been happy for her, but had still teased and tormented Bo for being all lovey-dovey.

Kenzi and Bo had agreed to go to Toronto to pick up their stuff and finish some unfinished business. That and Bo had to meet the Morrigan to discuss the progress on their 'project'. Bo glanced at Kenzi, who was rummaging through her purse searching for their plane tickets. Bo hadn't told Kenzi about her plans in much detail. The plans that depended heavily on the Morrigan and her minions. Bo wasn't sure how Kenzi would react, when she found out about Bo's intentions. Bo would tell her, when she knew more. Bo herself didn't yet know, if it was possible at all. It might not work.

"Found them!" Kenzi suddenly cheered. "Let's roll!"

"Okay. You're really okay with us staying in Vancouver?"

"I love Vancouver Bo." Kenzi smiled. "And I love you Bobo."

"Aww.." Bo teased. "I love you too Kenzi."

"Enough this sappy stuff. Let's go get our crap and come back home as soon as possible."

"I like the way you think, Kenz. Let's go." Bo smiled tenderly, feelingly utterly grateful for Kenzi's unwavering friendship.

.

Thanks for reading :)

A/N 1 Went through the previous chapters fixing typos and such. Also added a few things here and there.

A/N 2 One or maybe two chapters still to come. Chapter 16 up in a week or two.