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How Brent and Amanda ever got me out of that pitiful, crumpled up position and up onto my feet is beyond me. They both had the patience of saints, at least by this point in our journey. I knew they hadn't started out that way, but like I'd said, they'd both done a lot of growing in their time here. I, on the other hand, seemed to have regressed in my maturity level rather than growing up.
"I don't want to go home!" I shook my head and sobbed as Brent painstakingly dragged me forward, taking caution to ensure I was putting one foot in front of the other. With my current emotional crisis combined with the fact that I'd only recently gotten back control of my body, it was understandable to assume that I might not have full control of my body yet. I suspected he might be right about that, but I didn't want to admit to being weak all of a sudden, not when those two were now so strong, no thanks to me.
"Why the hell not?" Brent huffed and stepped in front of me, hands on his hips as I leaned on my staff for support. "You were the one who has been dragging us forward this whole time, even when we were about ready to give up, even when I thought I was dead, even when I decided I might be Chaos, you still dragged me forward mercilessly. And now that we are so close to facing down the enemy and getting some answers, you want to back out?"
I swallowed and abashedly looked toward the ground. I knew it seemed pretty ridiculous for me to suddenly wish to be left behind in this crazy world after all we'd been through, but Brent hadn't experienced the memories I just had. He wouldn't understand.
"I-I…" I started trying to speak, then I coughed. He softened and pat my back, a gesture that was joined by Amanda patting me wherever she could reach. "I just… there's no one waiting for me back in my world, okay? No one cares."
Brent then crossed his arms and stared at me skeptically, which I supposed was fitting for the one who had originally been labeled as the skeptic among us. "Uh huh," he said. "Obviously that's why your friend Sandy came a-looking for you when you called him."
I winced at the mention of Sandy and hid my face behind my hand in an attempt to conceal the pain. I don't think that it worked though, because Brent was quick to speak up again.
"And what about that voice you and Chaos keep hearing? He seems to be pretty worried about you if he keeps talking and looking for you when he never hears anything back."
That stopped me in my tracks, and I slowly raised my eyes to meet Brent's. Jamie had stopped believing in my memory, but the voice I had heard that Chaos confirmed was Jamie's had happened much more recently than what had transpired in that memory. Did Jamie believe again? Would he be able to see or hear me if I were not in this strange place?
I crumpled to my knees, too emotionally drained to support my own weight while thinking about that fight with Jamie, and allowed my emotions to take control. My shoulders jerked up and down as I started sobbing again, and a chilly wind sprung up from somewhere and wrapped its way around me, bringing a flurry of snow with it. Brent stepped back and hugged himself, no doubt to protect himself from the physical effect of my emotions.
I hid my face in my hands once again and shouted, "JAMIE!" I don't even know what provoked me to shout his name. I don't normally do that, but I just got a little carried away right then and went with it, hoping the gesture would provide at least a semblance of relief.
A gasp from somewhere up above made my lift up my face and look to the sky, even as Jamie's voice came resounding down to my ears once again. "Tooth! Did you hear that? Did you? He said my name! I swear he said it!"
A female voice then responded in kind with, "It did sound kind of like that, didn't it?"
So Tooth was up there with Jamie, wherever up there was? I hoped she was keeping him safe, since I definitely was not able to do so right then. Though I wasn't entirely sure he would have wanted my interference even if I could have been there. He had been pretty annoyed at me last time.
Tooth's voice came floating back over the ether, and I found myself lowering my hands to my lap as I just stared, fixated, at the sky and wondering what else they would say. "It seems he can hear you, Jamie. You should keep talking to him."
Jamie sighed. "But what if he hates me now? I treated him so horribly the last time I saw him, and now he's… he's… he's…"
He didn't ever finish his thought, which left me to wonder what he'd actually been trying to say that he couldn't bring himself to. Now I was what? Dead? Lost? I was what? What was Jamie beating himself up over?
Tooth's soothing voice came floating to my ears once again. "Jamie, I don't think Jack even knows how to hate. You've seen him fight with Pitch, haven't you? Of all the people he could hate, you would think Pitch would be at the top of the list, but he doesn't even hate Pitch. He seems to pity him."
Another sigh came from Jamie's direction. "Yeah, but I really don't want to be in the same boat as Pitch."
"You could never be in the same place as Pitch in Jack's mind, dear. You're his first believer and best friend. He wouldn't be Jack if he let something like this come between you. Even now, he called for you despite how difficult that must have been. That has to count for something, right?"
"I-I guess you're right." Was it my imagination, or was Jamie crying? "I just hope he comes back soon. I miss him so much, Tooth."
"We all do, Jamie," said Tooth, "we all do."
My eyes slowly rounded into a wide-eyed expression as that last line gradually sunk in. They all missed me? As in, Jamie and all the Guardians? They all missed me? They actually wanted me back? They didn't hate me? Before I realized it, a few tears slipped down onto my cheeks and froze there. They didn't hate me. I didn't know why, but they didn't hate me.
Amanda decided this was the appropriate time to plop herself into my lap and snuggle up as close as she could. "Don't cry, Jack. I give you cuddles." I couldn't help but break into a smile at the cuteness of this, and I threw my arms around her and let my remaining sobs out, soaking the poor little girl with frozen tears. She busied herself with plucking tearsicles off of my face and eyelashes since it apparently wasn't acceptable to keep those on one's face.
After I'd calmed down, I finally looked up at Brent, nodded to him, and said, "Y-You're right, Brent. Let's get out of here so I can see Jamie again."
He breathed an exaggerated sigh of relief, apparently having been worried that I was actually going to stubbornly refuse to budge from this crazy place, then crossed his arms again. "Well, that's just fine and dandy, but just how do we find this crazy Chaos person? You don't exactly have eyes everywhere anymore."
I shook my head. "Nope. But I remember the layout of the land, which I think has to count for something."
He raised an eyebrow at this and paused a moment before speaking his mind. "But isn't the layout constantly changing? What good does it do to memorize it?"
"Heh," I chuckled a moment as I tried to think of a way to explain this to him in words he would understand. "It's not just the way this place looks that I memorized, Brent. It's the way it feels, which doesn't change. There's a place within this land that has a certain feeling to it that Chaos likes to hide in. That's where we need to go, regardless of how the place looks at the time."
That seemed to have made sense enough to Brent that after a moment of pondering the concept, he looked down at me and said, "Think you can walk? Or perhaps fly?"
"I think so." I used my staff and pushed myself to my feet, then breathed a moment before raising my face to the sky and mentally asking the wind to pick me up. Naturally, the wind obliged, though I didn't have as much energy to control myself in the air as I normally did. I supposed it made sense after all I'd been through, but it was still frustrating to have this much of an energy drain on my hands. Emotions could really take it out of you.
I did my best to gently land on my feet, but stumbled a couple steps despite my best efforts. "I can manage," I said, "but I should probably save my energy until I need it. I'll just walk for now." Brent nodded that he understood, and he gestured for me to lead the way, so we set out walking in the direction I indicated.
Ready or not, Chaos, here we come.
Even with my experience of having my shards spread all over the land, I'm still not entirely sure how big the land of Chaos is. Sometimes it seemed to be a huge mass of land, and sometimes, like the present moment, it seemed rather small. Even without my flying ability, we arrived in a relatively short amount of time at the general spot that Chaos seemed to like to hide. Now the trick was just to find him.
We split up and began tearing the landscape apart, looking in every nook and cranny, and even picking up small rocks to look under each of them. I'd only ever seen a shadow of the guy, but I suspected he could change his size at will. He could be hiding anywhere in this place. And we weren't getting any clues.
Thankfully, we had our brilliant little Amanda, formerly known as "the naive one", to remind us how to think about such abstract situations. "Aren't we supposed to think the way Chaos does?"
I smacked my forehead, baffled at how I'd managed to forget such a basic concept. "Of course we are! Why didn't I think of that?" I laughed to myself, then rubbed my chin as I looked around the terrain for ideas. "Now, if I were a Chaos, where would I hide?"
"Somewhere you would never think to look for him," said Brent, I assumed in an attempt to be helpful, though that thought was pretty obvious.
"Yeah," I said, "Where would we never think to look for him?"
"Now, that's the challenge, isn't it?" said Brent, assuming the traditional thinking posture of an arm across his chest and a hand under his chin. "Because you see, in order to figure out where we would never think to look for him, we have to first think of where we would never think to look, which annihilates the whole thing."
"Thanks, Brent." I then rolled my eyes and turned to Amanda, who seemed to be a little better at practical advice all of a sudden rather than the flamboyantly philosophical Brent. "Snowflake, if you were Chaos, where would you hide if you didn't want us finding you?"
At this, she chuckled, and then said, "One time, my daddy came to visit us, and Mommy got mad at him, so she hid his wallet in his back pocket."
I snorted. This sounded like adorable family banter, even though Amanda was hinting at a slightly dysfunctional relationship here. It was still cute. "And what happened?"
"Daddy couldn't find it. I told him where it was so he wouldn't get mad at Mommy."
I chuckled and rubbed the little girl's hair. She was always the little sweetheart, even trying to stop a potential feud between her parents despite the humor of the situation.
"Yep," said Brent. "I suppose that would work if we had a wallet."
I turned to look at Brent, a smirk making its way onto my face. "What, the great Brent can't see the principle of the story? She's saying that the best way to hide something is to hide it so close that you wouldn't think to look there, which is honestly pretty brilliant. If Chaos has any sense, he's probably doing exactly that."
Brent's shoulders deflated, and I almost pitied the guy for being outstripped in intellectual thought by a six-year-old. But hey, these things happen. Brent had prioritized his logic over all else and trained himself into thinking that way, but Amanda's brilliance was completely natural. It just needed to be encouraged to shine.
Now, how close should we have been looking in order to find Chaos? When something was too close to see, it really required some distance to finally see it, and distance wasn't something we were succeeding at finding at the moment as we combed through our clothes, brushed through our hair, and jumped on our shadows, all to no avail. There had to be something we were missing.
Then Brent snapped his fingers. He had an idea. "Amanda, why don't you tell Chaos exactly what you think about how he's acting right now? I'm sure he'll hear it." I stared at him in awe. That was pretty darn brilliant. Chaos wouldn't be able to resist responding to that.
Amanda crossed her little arms and looked mildly disgruntled as she prepared her speech. "You're being really mean, Chaos. Why won't you let us go home? I wanna see my mommy again."
Tears instantly sprung to my eyes at this, and something about the emotional reaction made me fall back into myself and lose control to something else. My body still behaved normally, but I wasn't piloting it all of a sudden.
"But I-I-I can't just let you go, Amanda, I'm sor—"
A collective gasp from all of us made me clap my hands over my mouth in shock, though I'm not sure whether I was the one responsible for that movement or if Chaos was. How had he managed to sneak into my body without my knowing? That guy was quite sinister, if he was willing to stoop to the level of possessing people.
Just as soon as I'd noticed the foreign presence in my body, it departed just as suddenly, throwing me to the ground from the momentum of his hasty departure.
"Oof!" I shook my head and looked back up, only to see a shadow speeding across the landscape. It seemed no one had gotten a good look at what the guy actually looked like. Pity. But there was no time to waste. I sprung to my feet. "Come on!" I launched into the air, grabbing a hand from both Brent and Amanda and racing as fast as I could after the speeding shadow.
Chaos was indeed quite fast, but so was I, and he soon realized that he did not have the advantage in this regard once I had my eyes trained on him. He zigged this way and zagged the next, but I always kept pace with wherever he'd try to turn to throw me off, and I was slowly gaining on him. It seemed I was just getting a feel for how he moved in this strange place.
That was when he tried something particularly devious, and the landscape warped around us once again, causing me to come to a shuttering stop as I took in the new environment with wide eyes. He didn't seriously… yes, he did. He totally did.
A labyrinth had risen up around us, entirely different from what he had called a labyrinth when we'd all first arrived in this place. This looked more like something one would have expected to come out of one of the paintings of Escher, what with the three dimensional effect and various stairways and paths poking out in every which way, even upside down.
I narrowed my eyes and stared challengingly at the labyrinth before us. Chaos was still in there, hiding somewhere in the midst of all of this. I could feel that. He expected us to find our way through this insanity if we wanted to get to him, but was he forgetting I could fly? Perhaps he was.
I let go of Brent and Amanda while I tested my theory, and I levitated off of the platform we'd been standing on and catapulted myself into the labyrinth. No sooner than when I'd entered the labyrinth, I reached another platform standing at a ninety degree angle to me, when suddenly I felt a firm pull that brought me crashing down onto this new platform. I was dazed for a moment as I collected myself, then pushed myself to my feet and took a look around.
My eyes widened again, perhaps even moreso than last time. I knew logically that I was standing sideways, but I was not falling off of this platform. From here, the maze looked even more confusing than it had when I'd first stumbled upon it. Maybe I should just get back to where Brent and Amanda were and let the great and mighty Brent help us find our way through this crazy place.
I launched myself into the air again and tried to aim for the platform I'd originally come from, but ended up passing too close to a landing that hung over my head, and was spontaneously sucked onto that place instead, bumping my head as I touched down. Or was it up? I was so confused.
I rubbed my head a moment as I cursed Chaos under my breath, then stood to my feet and took another look around. I whistled, realizing just how hard this was going to be. My magic wasn't going to be of much use in this place, and it seemed Chaos had been fully prepared for that. Every platform had its own gravitational pull, even the upside down on I was currently standing on. Flying too close to a platform going in a different direction from the one I'd flown off of threw my magic out of balance and caused me to crash. There was no way for me to fly through this place safely, and it didn't even look like I'd be able to fly back to Brent and Amanda very easily.
I cupped my hands to my mouth and called out to them. "Brent! Amanda! I'm over here, but I can't fly very well. I need you to help logic me out of this pickle I've gotten myself in."
The two of them came running into the labyrinth pretty quickly after hearing that, but Amanda collapsed to the ground in hysterics upon seeing me standing upside down on a platform a short distance away. I supposed that would look pretty funny. Brent rolled his eyes at me and smirked. "Magic not working for ya?"
"Not very well, no," I said, and I shrugged sheepishly. I hated depending on logic. It wasn't something I was accustomed to since all I was really good at was playing, but I was starting to see that there was a time to play, and there was a time to think things through like an adult. It was amazing what a six-year-old could teach you about life.
The amusement on Brent's face was hard to miss. I think he loved having me actually being dependent on him. It figured. He held out his hand like a police officer trying to stop a car and said, "Just stay right there. We'll come and get you." He didn't have to tell me twice. I didn't want to get any more lost than I already was. Not without Brent's help. Then I could just blame Brent if we got more lost.
I wasn't entirely sure how much time passed as I waited for them to arrive in the same place as me, but if I had to guess, I would say it took them about fifteen minutes, give or take. It had been rather confusing for the two of them to get used to the layout, not to mention how funny Amanda thought everything was once she changed direction for the first time. That had delayed them for several minutes while she got control of herself again. But at last they'd arrived next to me on the upside down platform, and we could finally get a move on again. As a team.
"Alright, genius," I said, turning to Brent. "Where to next?"
He shrugged, looking somewhat helpless for the first time in a feat of logic, which was somewhat baffling. "That would depend on where Chaos is hiding, and I have no idea where that would be."
That was all the reason for Brent's insecurity? I smacked my forehead in relief, smiled, and then said, "He's in the middle of the labyrinth. I can feel it."
He sighed, looking at me with the hope very dim in his eyes. "But he's just going to run again as soon as we get close. Isn't that what he always does? Doesn't he just want to run us around and around in circles until we drop?"
Somehow, I didn't think that was entirely what Chaos was up to, but as I didn't know for sure, I didn't say. Instead, I knelt down to meet Amanda's questioning gaze and said, "Sweetheart, you seem to be the strongest influence on Chaos right now. Do you think you could ask him to stay where he is so we can talk to him?"
A determined look came over her little face, and she nodded before turning her face toward the labyrinth itself. "Hey, Chaos? Can you wait until we're there so we can talk to you? I know you're not as mean as you say, so can you please, please, please wait for us? Pretty please?" A knot formed in my stomach at hearing Amanda talk like this, and I was pretty sure I heard Chaos gulp from somewhere in the labyrinth. He wasn't going anywhere any time soon, and I gave Brent a knowing look as he resigned himself to help us solve our way through the rest of the puzzle.
It should have been a simple matter of just following Brent through the labyrinth as he figured his way through it piece by piece, but since when are Chaos's puzzles just that easy? Especially since I was pretty sure this was the final test before we would get some answers.
The further we went into the labyrinth, the more a sense of urgency rose within us, and the faster we tried to move. What we were running from, or perhaps running to, none of us knew, but we knew we had to find Chaos as quickly as possible. Before we ran out of time.
What did that even mean? Chaos had said it to Amanda a while ago, but I hadn't understood it then. I didn't understand it now, but I definitely felt our time ticking down to… down to what? I didn't know what I was trying to prove, but somewhere out there in the great big universe was a clock, and I was racing against it.
As if all of this wasn't enough, I suddenly began detecting a garbled argumentative tone in the voices I kept hearing overhead and usually associating with Jamie. I didn't know who any of the other voices were, but I definitely heard the urgency in Jamie's voice as he said, "No, just give him a little more time. He just needs a little more time!"
Time for what? Well, whatever it was, Jamie was right. I only needed a little more time. I was sure I could get out of here and back to my own world if Jamie just managed to buy me a little bit of time to do so. I took a deep breath and bit my lip. I really hoped he could do that. It hadn't occurred to me that I might have a time limit on when I could successfully leave this world, but Jamie's words had me wondering. I really hoped we could all get out of this place before the exit was closed to us forever.
Despite how useless my magic was to all of us in this labyrinth, I started using it anyway. It didn't give me a free ride through the maze, but it did allow us to speed up our steps if we were prepared for the inevitable crash every time I kicked off into the air and sped to the next platform. I tried to shield Amanda as best I could whenever I was about to crash while carrying her, but she still got jarred quite a few times, even melting down into tears once. The poor thing. She didn't deserve this.
We were making good progress with the three of us cooperating on getting us through the labyrinth, but something was still missing. Something vital. I couldn't put my finger on it, but there was something I was still trying to know that I hadn't quite pieced together just yet. What was it?
The snow storm once again flashed into my head. At least I remembered it now. And all the emotional buildup before I'd lost control of my weather powers explained why I'd lost control of the blizzard in the first place. But I narrowed my eyes as I thought while my feet smacked a rhythm on the floor below as I continued running. We were all connected to that snow storm. But what did that have to do with us being here?
"Get us over there!" Brent pointed to a platform a short distance away, and I shook my head to snap myself out of my thoughts as I nodded and grabbed Amanda, then launched myself into the air and smacked onto the platform across the way. Shaking the sting of the impact out of my head, I then jumped back into the air and returned to where Brent was and promptly fell down onto the platform he was on, though he at least was prepared for this by now and was able to catch me. Then I grabbed him and flew him over to the other platform and wound up with the two of us tumbling into a heap, Amanda giggling at our plight.
No time to sit and stew over our imaginary wounds, so we all jumped up and took off running down the stairs to the next platform, turning around and upside down again and again and again.
The snow storm flashed through my mind again. Why were we all connected to that blasted snow storm? In my mind's eye, I saw Brent's car starting to lose control on the road below as I floated overhead.
"Let's jump to that landing below," said Brent, snapping me out of my musings once again as he pointed to a stair landing directly below us that still managed to be in our path. Jumping to it would save quite a bit of time if we could manage to hit it just right. It meant twisting ourselves in the air so we would land sideways.
"Alright," I said, as I took Amanda in my hands. "Think you can manage the jump on your own?"
He took a deep breath, then let it out uncertainly. "I'll try," he said, then leaped off of the platform, twisting himself in the air so that he managed to land, albeit ungracefully, on the platform he was aiming for. I nodded approvingly, then leaped off our platform with Amanda, twisting through the air with much greater ease than Brent had managed and landed beside him just before tripping and falling over. No time. We all jumped up and continued running again.
Back in my mind again. Brent's car came careening down the road. A sickening feeling in my gut. The two cars were going to crash. It was my fault. All of this was my fault. The Guardians didn't like me. Jamie didn't believe in me. Now people were going to die. It was my fault. All my fault. I had to stop that car.
I snapped out of my thoughts again as Brent pointed to a platform above us that we needed to get to, and I could tell that it would be much easier if I helped them reach that obscure location. I took a deep breath, then launched myself up and caught the edge, letting my feet dangle down close to where Brent and Amanda were.
"Climb aboard!" I said. Brent rolled his eyes, but he picked up Amanda and passed her up to me, and I let go of the platform with one of my hands so I could grasp her around her waist and hoist her up over my head. Then Brent took a flying leap and grasped onto my ankles, then inched his way up me until he was able to climb up onto the platform. He then held his hand out to help me up, and we took off running again.
The car. It was skidding on the ice. Out of control. The other car couldn't see that one. Only I could see through this blizzard, and even I was having trouble. There was no other way out of this. I shot down out of the sky.
"Are we almost there?" I called out as my breath rasped from the intensity of the brisk running and scrambling we were all doing. Even flying wasn't this labor intensive, though I couldn't deny that it was quite invigorating.
"I think so," said Brent. "Might be there in a few minutes if we're lucky."
"Good," I said. "I'm ready to get out of here. Are you ready too, Amanda?"
"Yeah!" she said, throwing her little arms up in the air. I smiled at her. I loved how hopeful she was.
The snow storm blazed around. I shot down out of the sky. I had to stop that car. It was all my fault. I had to fix this. The car approached. I raced to beat it. It was getting closer to the other car. Would I make it in time? I had to.
We rounded a corner, and I finally could see our destination. We were nearly at the middle of the labyrinth. I couldn't see Chaos yet, but I knew he was still there. He wouldn't dare move after Amanda had begged him not to like that. We were nearly there. We were so close to home, I could taste it.
"Jack, can you hear me?" called Jamie all of a sudden. "Please, you've got to do something, quick. No one believes me that you're still in there."
Now that was a rather odd thing to say. How could I have been anywhere else but here? I'd been trapped in the same place for a while and hadn't succeeded at getting myself out of here yet. Besides, hadn't Tooth heard me calling Jamie? Hadn't Sandy told them anything? Or were there other people involved in this that Jamie wasn't mentioning?
My mind went back to the snow storm. Brent's car approached. The other car stared blissfully ignorant into the white abyss. I jumped between the two cars and stretched out my hands in the hopes of keeping the two cars from coming into contact with each other. "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
We rounded the last corner. The middle of the labyrinth was just a few steps away. We'd made it through. We actually made it!
"Jack, please wake up."
My eyebrows shot up. What? I wasn't asleep. What was Jamie talking about?
The snowstorm flashed through my mind again. I screamed for the car to stop. The snow ground beneath my feet. The wind howled past my ears. Snowflakes stung my skin as they pelted into me. My hands stretched to either side of me in the vain hope of stopping the rampaging car. The car came forward. I screamed. It didn't stop. Adrenaline pumped through my veins. The car continued forward. My screams resounded in my ears. The wind echoed my screams. The car came forward. A horrible sound. The sound of a crash. The wind howled. The crash continued. I was in between the two cars. In the midst of the crash. The screams stopped. The crash continued. Everything went black.
As we stepped onto the floor in the middle of the labyrinth, my eyes snapped open and I gasped. Everything had gone black? In my memory? It was so similar to Amanda's in that regard. Did that mean I'd passed out from the trauma? How long had I stayed unconscious before I woke back up?
"Chaos!" I called. "We're here, now where are you?" Sobbing coming from a dark corner was my answer. Oh, he was here alright, and he wasn't going to get away this time. I stalked closer to the corner. "Chaos! We came all this way to get some answers, and now I expect you to give them to us. Who are you?"
Chaos sniffled. "You don't want to know."
I growled and ran my fingers through my hair. We really didn't have time for this. "Just come out and show yourself already!"
A resigned sigh, followed by a, "Very well," and then I heard the pattering of hesitant footsteps approaching.
It seemed to take forever before he finally came out of the shadows, but when he did, it seemed he hadn't taken anywhere near long enough, and he needed to go back where he came from. I raked my fingers through my hair. This was a trick. It had to be. He was messing with my mind again. He was just being some sort of sick, sadistic, twisted…
"Jack, please. Please wake up."
There it was, that strange request again. And as I stared at Chaos, things began to click in my mind at an alarming rate to the point where I started shaking and my voice had taken on a life of its own so that I'd started screaming at some point and couldn't stop.
This was ridiculous. This wasn't real. It couldn't be. None of this could be. This wasn't happening. I choked on my sobs.
But as I looked at Chaos, the realization of my reality around me became perfectly clear. I had indeed passed out from that crash in the snow storm, but I hadn't actually woken up. Not yet. I was still out cold.
How did I know that? Because I was standing right across from me, looking back at myself. It was me. I was Chaos.
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