Hello again! Sorry about the short chapters, but I'm just trying to get back into the flow of things. We had out internet explode the night I finished this otherwise I would have posted. And when I say explode I mean a lightening strike literally exploded our router and anything attached to it. Anyway hope everyone is doing good! Also check out my Tumblr, I post the link to the Chapter right away on my blog, the link is on my profile :) Okay enough of my babbling! On to the good stuff! Have fun. Also possible trigger warnings maybe not sure, read with caution.
Chapter 14
Anna awoke slowly to the soft beeping of the hospital room. Her eyes felt heavy and her body ached. There was a soft cool hand tangled in her own. "Elsa.." She whispered and immediately she felt the girl perk up.
"Anna. You're awake." Elsa said letting out a breath. "How are you feeling?"
The red head peeled her eyes open to stare up at the ceiling. Her head felt light and floaty but there was a throbbing pain in her left shoulder. "My shoulder hurts."
"Yeah you shattered it. They took you in for surgery yesterday to fix it up so try not to put weight on it." There was a nervousness in the girls voice, a sense of urgency, and something Anna couldn't quite put her finger on.
"Well shit. Guess that means no sex for awhile." Anna chuckled.
"This is serious Anna. You could have died!" Elsa stood up looking down at the wounded girl. "What were you thinking?"
Anna peered deep into the blue sapphire eyes above her. "What was I thinking? I was thinking about us. I was thinking about how much better you make my life. How happy I am with you. But I'm tired of being in this awkward stage with you Elsa. You act like you don't even like me when theres someone else around." She fired back.
Things must have been getting heated when a nurse came in. "Excuse me, this is a hospital. If you'd like to argue you can fill out a release form." Anna could feel the sass radiating off of her as she turned and stocked out of the room.
"I just don't want to you loose you." Elsa whispered.
"I'm still here aren't I?" Anna just wanted to go back to sleep right now. The red head rolled over trying to get away from the blond.
There was a very annoyed grunt and the slamming of the hospital door when the tears came. She didn't know why but they wouldn't stop, they just kept coming. Anna pulled her legs close to her chest but that only made her feel worse. She wished a car had run over her and just ended all of this.
"You're a fucking idiot." She could hear a voice say. "You have the best life and you just want to throw it away?"
"Leave me alone." She whispered through her sobs.
"You better shape the fuck up you piece of shit. You just let that beautiful girl walk out on you. She is your life line, she is the reason you're not some homeless disgusting lesbian." The voice spat.
"Stop it." Anna's voice was a bit louder this time. But it didn't help.
"You're pathetic Anna. Pathetic. You are worthless. Maybe you should have killed yourself. Maybe you should kill yourself." There was something about this voice.
"Stop!" Anna yelled pulling her legs closer to her body.
"It's sad really. What a waste of talent. You're art is so beautiful ya know. I'll miss it. I really will."
Anna couldn't take it anymore. "SHUT UP!" She sat up screaming. But there was no one in the room. She was alone.
"Silly Anna. You can't tell yourself to shut up." The voice chuckled. She could hear it clear as day. "It would be quite simple really. There are even different ways if you'd like. We could OD on morphine, if that's even possible. Or you could slit your wrist and just bleed out in the bed. Or, and I like this one, you could turn off the pain killers and see how long you last before you kill yourself."
"Stop. Stop it." Anna bawled. "Stop."
"Do it Anna. Do it." It was as if she had lost all control of her body. Her hand trembled as she stared at the remote. "Do. It." The voice spat.
Her finger pressed hard against the button. For a moment nothing happened. For a moment it felt like she was floating and then all at once slammed hard into the ground. Anna's mouth was open but her voice was gone, the pain had taken over. She could feel her whole body shake, the heart monitor started to beat furiously, her head throbbed and then when she felt like this was it, she let out a ear shattering scream.
Nurses rushed in, half breaking down the door on their way in. Hands flew across her body as her vision began to blur, the voices became muffled but there was one she could pick out. The voice of a crying girl.
"Elsa." She muttered before letting the darkness take her.
When Anna finally came to, her room was dark. The moon was bright in the night sky, bright enough to see a shadowy figure sitting peacefully next to her bed. "Elsa?" She whispered just in case the girl was asleep.
Elsa's head shot up almost in a panic. "Anna, thank god." The girl let out a deep breath. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
Anna's hand found it's way into the pale hair. "It's okay." For some reason a smile crept across her face and she couldn't help but feel happy. Happy that she was alive and happy she had this beautiful girl at her bed side. "So how's your day been?"
This got the girl to laugh. "You are just hilarious today." Elsa mocked. An eerie silence fell over the room as she let her head fall against the girls thigh once more. "I'm glad you're okay." She said more to the bed sheet then to Anna herself.
"Elsa." Anna squirmed under the sheet.
Elsa's head shot up once more. "What? What's wrong? What do you need?"
Anna took a gasp of breath. "Lips...kiss...can't..." Then all at once collapsed into the bed in her fake death. She heard the blond giggle and shift, the bed moved where her hands pressed against it. Anna felt the familiar cool lips against her own. She took a breath in and her nose was filled with the warm smell of Elsa.
She wrapped her arms around the girl and pulled her onto the bed. "I love you." Anna whispered into Elsa's lips.
It was easy to fall asleep like this, with Elsa on top of her and not a worry in the world. Life was good and she had the best person to carry on through this journey. This adventure. There was nothing more she could ask for.
The next few days after she was released were really relaxed and Anna mostly just hung out in the library reading, drinking coffee, and stealing kisses every chance she got. The insurance had given her more then enough money to get a new bike and that's just what she intended to do.
Elsa was completely against the idea as they walked through the show room. "Don't come crying to me when your dead." The blond argued.
"I wont...I'll be dead." Anna couldn't help but crack a smile. She'd been eying the BMW S 1000 RR in white, blue, and red. She would have to dip into her own money a little bit but it seemed so worth it.
Ever since Anna had said something about their relationship Elsa seemed to always want to hold hands everywhere they went which was more then fine with Anna. "I just don't see why you have to get another motorcycle. Why can't you be normal?" Elsa half heartily whined.
Anna had found her way on top of the bike and Elsa had to admit she looked pretty damn good. "Like what you see?" Anna posed for the blond. Elsa's eyes shot down to the floor as she felt her cheeks heat up.
"Can I help you ladies find anything?" A rather tall man asked softly as he walked toward them.
"I was wondering if you could convince my girlfriend not to buy one of these." Elsa sighed.
The red head giggled. "What she means is, where do I pay?"
