Authors note: I am really sorry I haven't updated for AGES. I started a new school because I didn't like my previous one and it's a private one so I get much more homework and exams all the time. *sigh* To Repay you guys back I have an extra long chapter.

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT :(

Why daddy why?

Bella POV

It was Sunday and Edward and I were lying on the black leather sofa in Edwards's room. His arms were wrapped around me, both of us reading books. I looked up at the clock and saw it read 11:00. WOW time goes way too fast sometimes. I spent the whole of Friday night and Saturday talking with Edward. I also realised I needed to go speak to dad, after all we had not seen each other in 350 years. I put the book down and slowly got out of Edwards strong arms. He looked at me worriedly. "I want to go see dad." I said and he nodded in understanding. I pecked him on the lips and walked towards dad's study.

I knocked on the door. "Come in." Dad said. I walked in saw dad sitting on a sofa reading a book. I looked around the room and saw numerous painting on the walls as well a book collection three times bigger than Edward's! However two of the painting caught my eye. One of them looked like a five year old girl sleeping. I looked closer and saw it was ME! The other was a painting of four men looking down a balcony; one of the men was dad whilst the other three were Aro, Caius and Marcus. Wait dad stayed with the Volturi. I was shocked. I turned around and saw dad looking at me intently. "I'll explain later." He said. I just nodded at sat beside him and pulled him to a very tight hug. "I missed you" I said. "I missed you to my dear." Dad said sadly.

I started dry sobbing then and said "Daddy why?" "Honey you know I couldn't come back, your mother would become suspicious." Dad said. I became angry then. "So you didn't even THINK about checking up on me. Did you even care about me? Did you know what that WOMAN was doing to me?" I spat. Dad looked pained and said with his head down "No I didn't but till this day I think of you every day. You are my only daughter and I love you so much." He then put his head back up and pulled me even closer. "Then how come Edward didn't know?" I asked. "I honestly don't know, he has never asked me about you." Dad whispered. I looked into dad's eyes and knew he was telling the truth. "I'm sorry daddy; I just thought you didn't care about me." I said "Honey I will always care for you no matter what. The most important thing right know is that we found each other." Dad said.

"Darling, yesterday when you said you have never killed a human. Have you actually never killed a human?" dad asked. I was shocked dad KNEW. HOW? "They are not humans." I hissed. "Honey who did you kill, I promise I won't be angry at you." Should I tell him? What if dad would kick me out? But I had to, he was my father. "I promise" he said. "Renee Cullen and Charlie Swan." I spat. Then I started shaking. I think my shield lifted up involuntarily because I heard Edward let out a slight gasp. My shield would lift when I was feeling an intense emotion. That was one of the things I hated about it. I looked into dad's eyes and saw no anger, just disappointment. "What happened?" he asked.

I sighed and started my story. "Three years after I transformed I was being chased by a couple of vampires, they wanted me to join them. Whilst I ran I didn't think, I just ran. I soon found myself at my old house. I climbed up to my window, went in my room and just lay on my bed thinking about what happened. My past. A couple of minute's later mom came in. She then started shouting things at me. I don't want to say what she said, but whatever it was it made run up to her and snarl at her. She then noticed my eyes and my different looks and she became scared but continued shouting. I was so angry I just grabbed her neck, she then screamed and I sucked her dry. Charlie heard her scream and ran upstairs. He then started shouting at me but noticed Renee lying on the floor and I covered in blood. He looked scared but sill ran up to me and started hitting me. I was still really angry so I sucked him dry. It took me a minute to realise what I'd done, but when I did I tried to convince myself it was the right thing to do. I burned their bodies and jumped out the window. I realised the vampires chasing me were gone, so I just continued with my life and tried to forget what happened." I finished my story and saw all the Cullen's in dad's study looking at me.

They must all hate me. I thought. "No we don't." Edward said "We don't hate you, were just thinking about our past experiences as well." I was confused and he realised my shield was up again and I was shaking. Dad was calming me down and once I was I snapped my shield back in place. Edward looked disappointed and Emmett broke the silence by saying "Bad ass. Who knew Carlisle's daughter could do THAT." Rosalie just hit Emmett on the back of his head. Hard. And she smiled at me "OWWW that hurt." Emmett whined whilst we all laughed. I then noticed my throat was burning. "I need to go hunting." I said "I'll come with you" Edward said. "Have fun!" Emmett said wiggling is eye brows at me. "Sure!" I replied winking at Emmett. He just looked dumbfounded. It was so funny!

Once I and Edward had left the house we started laughing. "That hhahha was hahha sooo haha funny haha." I said looking at Edward laughing. "I know right." Edward answered. I and Edward then started racing, and we nearly had matched speeds but he ended up winning. Damn Edward Cullen. Edward then started laughing while I stuck my tongue out. He came up to me and whispered "What do you want to eat?" His voice sent shivers down my spine. He smirked at my reaction. I closed my eyes and smelled two mountain lion around three miles away. "2 mountain lion three miles away." I said. Then ran towards them. I drained the male whilst Edward drained the female. He looked HAWT when he was hunting.

When we were finished Edward grabbed my hand and said "Come on I want to show you something." I followed Edward to a beautiful meadow. I gasped and whispered "It's beautiful." "Not as beautiful as you." Edward said I scoffed "Compared to Rosalie I'm nothing." I said. "You're wrong. Rosalie is nothing compared to you." Edward said and started kissing me. It was full of need yet passion.

For the next couple of hours we talked about everything. Our past's, hobbies everything. It was so easy to talk to Edward. He was funny, understanding, intelligent and not many other things. I then looked up at the sky and noticed the sun rising. "It's beautiful." Edward said "Not as beautiful as you." I mocked. He just growled and started kissing me but I pulled back. Edward looked sad. I laughed. "Come on we have to get back if we don't Emmett's jokes will be even worse. Not to mention I don't want dad getting angry at me." Edward whined. "Uhhh FINE." We got up and started racing back. But when Edward realised he was losing he lifted me on his back and ran. "Edward put me down." I said and starting struggling but soon realised there was no point. When we arrived we arrived we were still laughing. "I win." Edward said. "We drew you dumbass."I said. I noticed everyone was there looking at us. "Have fun?" Emmett asked. "Ohh Emmett I had LOTS of fun." I said winking at him. Then burst out laughing. His face was priceless.

"Come on we need to get you dressed, because you are NOT wearing the clothes you have know. Alice said. I groaned "Alice I am not your life sized Barbie doll." Alice laughed "Come on." I noticed Rosalie was following too. "Rosalie you want to torture me too?" she laughed "No, but Alice promised me the new Prada bag." I growled. Rosalie got bribed with a PRADA bag. REALLY? When I was dragged upstairs Alice said "Shower NOW." Maybe I'll just take a lot of time. "And if you take more than 5 minutes I will make Edward come in and drag you out. I've already seen it." I was shocked. I then heard Edward growl downstairs. I quickly got in the shower and came out 4 minutes later. I put on a silk bath robe and then Alice was dragging me to her closet/vanity. Alice's closet was bigger than her room! Rosalie did my hair and I wasn't allowed to see it. Alice then brought a skirt and a spaghetti strapped top. "Alice I am NOT wearing a skirt." I said. "Uhhh FINE." Two seconds later she brought in blue skinny jeans, a blue top and black boots. I put them on and asked Alice "What's with the blue?" "Nothing." She replied quickly. "Alice tell me." I said "Ruin my fun will you. Edward loves you in blue." She said giggling. I then looked in the mirror and gasped. I looked stunning, and this was just school!

I walked into Edward's room and saw him sitting on the couch staring at me. It was those times I was very grateful I couldn't blush. I went to sit by him and he instantly started kissing me. 5 minutes later he whispered "You look stunning love." It sent shivers down my spine. I then realised he called me love. OMG he called me love ahhhhhhhhhh. I was about to say something when I heard Alice's voice. "Edward, Bella down NOW or both your cars are going to end up being pieces of scrap metal. Edward growled. "MARY ALICE BRANDON CULLEN IF YOU DO THAT TO EITHER OF OUR CARS I WILL RIP ALL YOUR FINGERS OFF AND BURN THEM." Edward shouted. Man when he was angry he looked HOT!

"Eeeeek Okay okay I will not destroy your cars but PLEASE get down or you will be late to school." Alice said in a scared voice. "She gave up that easily?" I asked Edward "She had a vision of me ripping off all her fingers and burning them." Edward responded. I laughed. Edward took my hand and we headed down the stairs. On the way Emmett just had to wolf whistle at me and Rose hit him on the back of his head. Jasper than shouted "I'm taking my Bugatti." "I'm going with jasper." Alice chirped. "Me and Emmett will take my McLaren." Said Rose "I'm taking Bella's Lambo." Said Edward. "Fine but I'm diving." I said. I seriously didn't want anyone to touch my car, even if I could trust them. Edward isn't going to dazzle me this time. I smirked and everyone was looking at me with questioning looks. I just laughed and went to hugged dad and Esme. "Be safe." Dad said and I just nodded. I walked towards my car and Edward tried to dazzle me. Tried being the key word. I really wanted to drive my baby. Edward pouted and went to sit in the passenger seat. I went to the driver's seat and started the engine. "Can I drive it on the way back?" Edward whined "Nope" I answered back. Edward pouted and I sighed. "Why don't you just buy yourself a Lambo?" I asked "Because I love my Aston Martin." I sighed and turned on the radio. (All the Cullen cars on my profile)

When we got to school Edward got out quickly and opened the door for me. I laughed and pecked him on the lips. He took my hand and we walked towards the Cullen's. I then remembered I could shield blood lust. I quickly put my shield over all the Cullen's. "Better Jasper?" I asked "Yes, thank you" I nodded "Can you shield our gifts?" Jasper asked. "Yea" "Can you shield mine and Edwards? I think Edward is going to burst." Jasper said. I looked over to Edward and saw he had a murderous look on his face. I looked over to where Edward was staring. It was 'The popular group' which consisted of Lauren, Jessica, Mike and a bunch more people I didn't know. I shielded both Edward and jasper then pulled Edward and kissed him. I pulled away and saw 'The popular group' giving me jealous looks. I smirked and went to head for English.

English, Italian, Government and health flew by seeing as I knew almost everything. Edward was waiting for me outside government. I smiled and took his hand. When we got to the lunch room I sat with the Cullen's and Mike came up to me. "Hey Isabella ummm I was ummm wondering if you ummm would want to ummm go to ummm dinner with ummm me on Friday?" before I could answer Edward said "Sorry Mike but Bella is busy on Friday very busy." I was shocked but Edward gave me the play along with me look. "Yea mike I'm really sorry but I'm going to be very busy on Friday or any other day." I said with a smirk and Mike looked dumbfounded. I had to bite my lip to resist the urge to laugh. Mike walked away and we all started laughing. "So Bella I hear your very busy." Emmett boomed. I glared at him which made everyone but me and Edward laugh even harder.

Lunch was soon over and it was biology next. In all my classes I had at least 2 Cullen's. But in Bio I just had Edward. This was good because I wanted to test something with Edward. My shield was really complex, I had 6 already. A mental, physical, sense, blood lust, levitating and blocking shield. (U guys will get what I mean soon) A month ago I was playing with it and I wanted to see what I did. I think it was an absorbing shield but I wanted to check.

Bold italic for Edwards's thoughts and italic for Bella's.

In Biology I lifted my shield and thought hey Edward. He looked over to me in shock and happiness. I want to test something okay. I found a 7th shield about a month ago and I want to test it. Edward nodded Think about something. Edward looked at me with a questioning look but nodded. I lifted my 7th shield and put it over Edward. What is Bella doing?Edward thought and I gasped. Edward I think I just read your mind. What? I just read your mind. Again. We should go home and talk to Carlisle about this. Okay. I then stated feeling woozy, and my shield snapped back in place. "Sir I think I should take Bella to the nurse she doesn't look too good." Edward said the teacher nodded at Edward and we left the class room. I then realised I couldn't stand and I started shaking. I was falling and everything went black.

I know another cliffy, but I couldn't resist! Anyways I need something bad to happen like the Volturi coming but I need IDEAS. So please give me some.

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