James woke up with a pounding in his head. When he moved slightly pain shot up his back and all through his body. He cracked his eyes open to the dim light of the room and as he started to wake up he looked around. First he looked to his left to see Logan sleeping, the bruise on his face turning a purplely yellow color. James raised his head to see Carlos just lying there awake staring at the ceiling. James took in his new appearance and felt his stomach twist with anger. Carlos was beaten pretty bad. He looked like he was in a lot of pain. "Hey Carlos, you alright?" James asked getting his friends attention.

Carlos tried to clear his throat, "Yeah I think I'm fine nothing's broken as near as I know. But I don't think Kendall's doing so hot." James felt his heart stop when Carlos mentioned Kendalls name. Sucking in a deep breath, James worked up the courage to face his lover.

When he turned over he felt his heart break inside his chest into a million pieces. Kendall is more bruised then James remembers seeing him last. His clothes are all messed up and torn and looked dirty. His blonde hair that is usually styled nice and neat is in a sweaty mess on his forehead. Over all he looks weak and broken. "Kendall, you awake babe?"

Kendall lifted his head to look at James and he almost gasped. Kendall's once bright green eyes that shone with fire and mischievousness, were now a dark green that seemed to hold no light. But when Kendall looked at James there was a spark of brightness but it faded. It looked like Kendall had been or was on the verge of crying because his eyes were pink and glossy.

To say that James was pissed and ready to be charged for murder for killing Hawk and his goons was an understatement. He wanted to rip them apart piece by piece. Make them feel the way they made James and them feel.

And at the same time James wanted to get up and hold Kendall in his arms.

"Yeah I'm awake." Kendall chocked out and it broke James' heart even more to hear Kendall like that. He sounded broken. And like he could use a drink of water, hell they all could!

"Good, how are you feeling?" James asked knowing it was probably a stupid question to ask but he wanted to hear Kendall say it.

Kendall chuckled lightly at his boyfriend, "Thats a stupid question James." He told James but continued " But thank you I'll be okay. Think they broke a rib or two though." Kendall told James who felt like he was going to punch the next person who even looked at Kendall the wrong way.

James offered a gentle smile to Kendall " It'll be okay, we will get out of this and when we do I'm kicking all of their asses." James said which made Kendall giggle a little bit. It warmed James' heart a little bit to see Kendall smile and hear him giggle. Reminds him that his blonde beauty isn't gone.

"Hehe ow!" Kendall said as he stopped laughing. "Yeah I think I have broken ribs it hurts to laugh."

Just like that th pit in James' stomach was back. How dare they hurt Kendall or any one of them. 'What did we do to deserve this ?' James thought as he worried over Kendall who was in a lot of pain. James was going to say something to comfort his blonde boyfriend, but the sweet remark died in his throat when he heard the door unlock and door open.

The very sight of Hawk made him want to hurl and punch walls all at the same time. What made it worse was that smug ass grin the motherfucker wore on his face the whole time, making James positively sick to his stomach. "Oh good, I see you two are awake." Hawk fake cooed to James and Kendall. Hawk entered the room more and Dan came in with one of the other guys they haven't met yet. He was tall muscler and lean, had deep brown hair the color of coffee and piercing blue eyes. His pale pink lips turned down in a frown but when he stepped into the room his eyes told a different story. James saw something shine in them and he hoped he was wrong with what he saw.

Hawk walked ove to Carlos and put a blind fold on him, "Hey what the hell?" Carlos protested.

"You saw the last one now its James' turn and this one is for his eyes only." Hawk said darky sending chills down all three boys' spines. Something wasn't right, James could feel it. Why wasn't Matt here, not that James was complaining but it was normally Dan and Matt not Dan and whoever this guy is.

Hawk walked over to Kendall's bed to check the hand cuffs before doing the same to James, making his a little more tighter. He stepped back and smiled evily at James who got a lump in his thorat. "This here is Zach," Hawk said motioning over to the other guy in the room. "And he's going to help with today's punishment."

James snorted, "Why, does Matt have the day off?"

" No he's just downstairs. But I do need Zach for something Matt wasn't convicted of." Hawk said leaning against the pale grey wall.

James was almost afraid to ask but he had to know, so like an idiot he asked " Oh and what would that be?"

Hawks smile turn devilish, "Rape." And as the single word was said you could hear a pin drop in that room. Carlos' mouth was agap slightly, James and Kendall both had paled. James thought he was going to be sick and so did Kendall who, not by his own will, let out a small whimper.

Zach walked into the room and Dan stood in the doorway facing away from the boys. He might be beating them up but that doesn't mean he wants to see what's about to happen.

"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!?" James yelled out at the top of his lungs.

Hawk pushed himself off the wall and went right over to James, took his face in one hand and made the teen look at him. His eyes were dark and cold with no sign of life or mercy. "Because you fucking brats RUINED my life! Most of all your fucking boyfriend!" Hawk seethed and James paled some more. How dd he know they were dating?

"How do you-"

"I told him by mistake." Kendall interrupted.

"Why ?" James asked.

"Because I thought I was going to die in that room and I wanted Carlos to tell you I loved you." Kendall said, the last part coming out more as a sob.

James' eyes began to water up with tears. Kendall thought he was going to die? And he wanted Carlos to let him know that he loved him.

"Yeah yeah enough of this gooey shit. " Hawk said ruining the little moment. Then he pulled out a knife ad held it to James' thorat. "You'll watch or I'll kill you. And Kendall will still be raped and I'll kill him after." Hawk threatened and James turned fully on his side.

He didn't want to watch but he had too. For his life and for Kendall's.

Authors note: Wow that was intense. Next chapter is when it all goes down. Hope you like it :) Until next time !