I don't own Supernatural and I tried looking for a kid to be Robbie's face claim and who better than Colin Ford, I mean he did play a young Sam Winchester. So I think he fits perfectly, unless ya'll have someone else in mind? Well review, favorite and follow. Check out my polyvore for outfits and stuff .
Dean spends so much time with Robbie and Robbie has come to love him dearly. He even started calling him uncle Dean. I don't know how I feel about it, all Robbie's life it's just been me and my dad, I don't know how to feel about Dean joining the picture. I love him to death but danger always seems to follow him.
Dean tells me that Robbie also talks to Sam. That he looks up to Sam, sometimes Robbie even talks about Sam. That I can't handle, I want to cry when Dean tells me how Robbie thinks Sam is cool or how smart he is because I know that already. I fell in love with that moron and sometimes it still hurts to talk about him.
Today I am leaving the hospital, I haven't seen Sam once. Dean visited every day, so did my dad and Robbie. Since there was a demon attack at my house I refuse to go back, I feel like Robbie would be safer living with me and my dad. I am going to do my best to protect him.
I already packed all my stuff up now I'm just waiting for someone to pick me up. "Kate" I turn and see Sam standing by the door in the hospital room. I guess he's here to pick me up; I grab my stuff and walk past him. I'm so mad that they sent him here; dad knows how much I hate him.
"Kate wait!" Sam shouts at me and my heart just sinks a little, he used to call me Katie, he never called me Kate. I spin around "What?!" I shout at him annoyed, he looks at me taken back. Sorrow in his eyes, "I get that my dad just wants me to talk to you but to be honest Sam I don't want to talk, I just want to go home, so let's go" I say angrily. He nods and leads me to one of my dad's old beat up trucks.
The drive is completely silent and I am thankful for that. We reach the dirt road junkyard leading to my dad's house, haven't been here in a long time. After I left I didn't want to come back it would bring back too many memories and yet here I am.
I exit the car and walk up to the old houses door and knock. It's Dean who opens the door, he smiles down at me and I give him a glare. I walk past him into the house; it's just the way it was before I left. "Mommy!" I turn and see Robbie running toward me with a huge smile on his face.
I let out a laugh and hug him tight, "Hey Rob" I say smiling as I kiss his head. "Mommy you missed it, uncle Dean was teaching me how to play poker!" Robbie squeals happily. I narrow my eyes at Dean and he shrugs, "The kid is a natural" he says with a self satisfied smirk. I roll my eyes, "That's because I'm his mom" I say. Dean lets out a bark of laughter and I snort.
"Hey I'm pretty hip, right Robbie?" I ask my almost six year old son. He shakes his head rapidly, "No mom you're old" he says giggling I fake a gasp. "How could you I thought I was your favorite" I say in pretend shock. Robbie laughs, "No Sam's my favorite" he says and runs out of my arms into Sam's. Sam's face changes from sullen to happy in seconds.
He looks a lot happier then he did when I first saw him today. So I decide to just give him his time with Robbie, I'm still contemplating whether or not to tell him that Robbie is his son. I know he has the right to know, I'm just scared that if I tell him he'll leave and leave Robbie heartbroken and I don't want that.
I leave the living room and head up stairs; I follow the familiar hallway and end up in front of the door of my old room. I take a deep shaky breath, I slowly grip the door handle and open the door. My heart stops when the door opens, it reveals a big lavender room with dark furniture. The walls have dark painted trees, and it looks exactly how I left it.
I let out a soft sigh and walk into the room. I notice that Robbie's stuff is in my room, I guess he's been staying in here. I run my fingers across my old bed as I walk by, old memories start to resurface. I shake my head and let out a small laugh. "It looks the same" I turn and see Dean, I nod "Ya it does, exactly, except for all the new little boy things" I say with a smile.
He walks from the door way into the room and sits on the bed. "So Robbie's been taking a liking to Sam, he really looks up to him" Dean says. I sigh and sit down next to him I don't have any words, I knew this would happen, it's hard to not fall in love with Sam, his personality is just so magnetic.
"I need to tell you something and I know you're not going to like it and before I say it I had to do it" Dean says sadly. I turn to Dean feeling downright confused, "What is it?" I ask feeling scared for the answer. "A while back Sammy got really hurt and he didn't make it, so I, um I made a deal," my heart sinks into my stomach.
"No Dean" I say tears coming to my eyes, he sighs and runs a hand through his hair. "I couldn't just let him die Kate, I need him" he says deadpanned. I know truly nothing would have stopped Dean from doing what he did.
"How long?" I ask apprehensively, "A year" I start to break down. Tears run down my face, I've known Dean my whole life. He has been like an older brother to me, whenever I was hurt he would help me and when I was sad he would cheer me up.
"I have a couple of months left and I just want you to know that I love you Katie and I need you to take care of Sam" he says. I look at himpensively, "Dean I know it Sam being safe and happy means a lot to you and I'll try my best but I still resent him" I say gravely.
"He hurt me, hurt me so bad that to this day I still can't trust anyone, I had nobody when I needed somebody the most, I had to raise a kid Dean, I kept thinking to myself what if one day I wake up and I can't do it anymore, what if I can't keep him safe, I'm not like you or my dad or John or even Sam, I'm not strong" I wipe the stray tears on my cheek.
Dean wraps me up in his arms and holds me tight, "You don't have to be strong, you just got to fight Kate and that's what you are, a fighter, if anyone can get through all this shit it's you" he says reassuringly. I smile and suddenly I don't feel so alone anymore.
Dean lets go of me and I hear the pitter patter of tiny feet. "Mom!" I hear Robbie shout with giggles, I turn and look at the door and see Robbie holding Sam's hand. They look so alike it's scary, the same eyes, the same hair color and even the same smile. The only thing that is mine is, his nose, he doesn't have my wavy auburn hair or my grey blue eyes.
Other than that he really does look like Sam's kid and I know that Sam is smart enough to figure that out. I let out a sigh, I need to tell him and soon I just don't know when would be the good time. "Hey Robbie, why don't we get ready for a nap?" I ask him. He shakes his head rapidly, "I don't want to nap, daddy tell her I don't have too" he says.
I stare at Robbie in shock so does Sam, "What did you say?" I ask him quietly. Robbie looks at me with shy eyes, "Well I don't have a daddy and I was just thinking maybe Sam can be my daddy, he looks like a daddy" Robbie says. Sam looks down at Robbie with sad eyes, "Robbie, um I'm not sure I can be your dad, um you already have a dad" Sam says.
My heart is beating a million beats per second, "No I don't, mommy said my daddy left a long time ago and never came back" Robbie says with tears in his eyes. I walk up to Robbie and grab his hand, "Come here" I say gently and I pull him to the far corner of my room away from Sam and Dean.
I kneel down to his level and look him "Hey baby don't cry" I hug him tight. "It's okay, baby you got me honey pie" I whisper into his ear as I stroke his soft brown hair. "How come I don't have a daddy mommy? I though all kids have dads, where's mine?" he says sadly.
"Sweetie not all little boys have daddies but that doesn't mean anything, you still got me" I say with a small smile. He looks at me with his big puppy dog eyes, "I love you momma" he says and kisses my cheek, "I love you more" I say, "Noooo I love you the most" he says with a giggle. I let out a chuckle, "And I love you the mostest" I say.
Sam POV
Katie talks to Robbie in hushes whispers, I sigh. She makes an amazing mother and Robbie is a good kid. I was a bit surprised when Robbie asked me to be his dad and I was even more surprised to learn he doesn't have a dad. "Sam!" I shake myself from my thoughts and see Robbie running toward me, he grabs my hand and looks up at me with his big eyes.
"Will you play with me?" he asks and I don't have the heart to say no, so I nod. He drags me out of the room and down the stairs. We end up outside in the salvage yard, Robbie giggles and runs off to an old black 1969 Camaro.
Ever since he got here, he's been obsessed with this car. "When I get older I'm gonna fix this car" he says rubbing his hand on the hood. I smile at the young kid, he reminds me so much of Katie it's almost sad. He has her ambition and the fire in his eyes that she has. Robbie jumps into the car and pats the passenger seat and motions me to sit next to him.
I sit next to him in this old beat up Camaro and just watch him play pretend. It make me so happy to see how innocent this kid is. He didn't have to grow up like all of us, he didn't have to hunt things and live in a nightmare, and he has a normal life.
We sit in this car for what seems like hours. Robbie tells me about his life, he tells me that he's going to be six in three days and how Bobby always comes for his birthdays. I wonder why Bobby never mentioned Robbie. "Robs its bed time bub!" I hear Katie shout.
She walks over to the car and smiles down at us. "But mom, just a few more minutes please" he begs and she laughs, "No sir, off you go" she says. Robbie sighs and hops out of the car and runs back into the house. Katie takes a seat next to me , surprised I turn and look at her.
"Dad said we can't go back" she says quietly, her eyes watering. "I tried my best to keep him away from this life and I screwed up, I thought I could handle it, I thought if I stayed away nothing would come looking for us, god I was so stupid to think we could be safe" she says sadly.
"Kate loo-""Sam stop calling me Kate for the love of God" she says cutting me off. A small smile forms on my face, "What do you want me to call you?" I ask her, she looks at me with a small and kind smile. "You know I thought when I saw you again I was going to kick your ass for leaving me," she lets out a breath.
"But I can't find it in myself to even yell at you, you hurt me Sam and I guess I'm kind of over it but it still hurts sometimes. I felt used Sam, I felt pathetic but I guess I'm okay now. So for now call me Katie like everyone else." She stands up and walks away from me, "Good night Sam" and with that she's gone.