Sorry it took me so long to update, I've been sick lately. And I've had heaps of homework and projects, and my lacrosse team's in the semi-finals so we've been having heaps of trainings so we can get in to finals. I hope you guys like the chapter, oh and please review.

now for my disclamer, i dont own twilight or new moon, or eclipes or any of stephanie meyers wonder full characters(unfortunaly) and i never will. Tear

Edward pov

"God im surprised that you haven't figured it out yet…now lets see…does Isabella….Marie... Swan…" I didn't hear or see what happened next, because my world came crashing down on me.

All I could think of was she was alive, Bella was alive standing in the same room as me. How could she be alive, how could she be young? Unless someone damned her to a life of eternal darkness.

Yet there she was, how I wanted to hold her in my arms, how I wanted to hear her perfect beautiful laugh. I looked up again to see that Bella and Alice were gone. I decided that I needed to talk to her to apologize for my action, for my lies that I told her, to tell her that I love her.

Then a thought came to me what if she didn't want to take me back what if she didn't love me, what if she found someone else. What would I do? What could I do?

I decided I would talk to Bella, so I started to walk to the stairs. I began to listen to everyone's thoughts as I walked

"I can't believe that Bella's back, maybe she and Edward can get back together" (Esme)

"Oh thanks goodness now Edward can stop mopping around" (Rosalie)

"I don't get it, why is she so angry?" (John)

"How does she know the Cullen's?" (Liz)

"Oh I hope she didn't ruin my hair" (Rosalie)

"Edward I know you're listening to my, just watch out if your going to talk to her emotions are pretty intense right now" (Jasper)

I sighed and continued to walk to Bella's room

Bella pov

I took a deep, unneeded breath and stared at Alice. I knew this was going to come up sooner or later, I knew there was no way of avoiding the question.

So why when I tried to talk, did no words come out.

I cleared my throat and tried to talk again, this time only a weird sound came out, which made me sound like I was choking or something. I put my head in my heads, this was going to be harder than I expected.

I looked up at Alice, I had to tell her sooner or later. Ok I can do this, I will do it. So I started to talk

"After Edward left me in the meadow. I became depressed, I hardly ate, slept or did anything for that matter. I refused to read and threw out all my books and CD's.

I ended up in hospital a couple of times, because I wouldn't eat.

Charlie got sick of me not doing anything, and threatened to send me to live with Renee. I got really angry, and wreaked the house, then ran.

I didn't even know where I was to running until I ended up at your house (A/N yes I know that their house is like nowhere near Bella's but just go with me). I stayed there for a couple of days, until I heard someone in the house.

I thought it was Charlie looking for me so I started to go down stairs. But when I got to the bottom I was thrown against a wall.

Then I saw Victoria…" I heard growling in the direction of the door so I stopped talking and turned around, to find Edward standing in the doorway, his eyes pitch black.