Chapter 8

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Austin's p.o.v

I open my eyes to a blinding white light, I sit up and let my eyes adjust, I was in the hospital lying on the floor in the middle of the waiting room, and it was empty so no one was staring. I stand up and start walking round when I see Ally lying on a hospital bed, my heart stops and i run towards her, she looks at me but the smile i was expecting to get from her was not what happened next. She sat up in bed and glared at me; she got out of bed and shoved me back.

"How could you?!" Ally shouted at me walking towards me and pushing me back again, I stagger back stunned at her sudden outburst.

"Ally. I-"I start trying to say something, anything.

"Shut up! You know how much you hurt me, you know how much in took for me to forgive you, but Trish was right! I knew i was being too forgiving but I went along with it any way. You knew how much it hurt me by what you did and you still carried on with it. How could you?! I mean it's not like you were meaning to hurt me right? Oh wait, YEAH YOU WERE! I can't believe what you put me through Austin and you know what Trish was right. You don't deserve me at all! But i was too stupid to see it until it was too late! I spent too much time with you that I forgot what was really important! I'm DYING Austin! But because i was too naive to see that I'm now dead Austin. Because of you I am dead." She said, walking my way and walking past me without saying anything else, I try to grab her hand but i pass right through her. She keeps walking and lies back down on the bed where she was before, she closes her eyes and she is gone. I killed Ally Dawson.

Austin sits up panting and sweating, that was the worst nightmare he had since they started, they were getting worse every night. He looked round to see that he was in Ally's room again. He looked down at the bed to see Ally was gone, he began to panic that she was dead again because of him, he got up and ran round the house, downstairs as his heart was pounding he began smelling pancakes so he ran to the kitchen to see Ally cooking pancakes. He stood there for around two minutes, trying to calm himself down. He looked at Ally to reassure himself that he was definitely seeing her. She looked at him and smiled

"Hey I made some pancakes if you want some. Well I guess you want some because you love pancakes." She said. But before she could do anything else Austin was by her hugging her as tightly as he could. "Austin... can't... breath." She said as he let her go. He cupped her head in his hands making her look up at him.

"Sorry... I had the worst dream of you dying and the worst bit was that i couldn't do to save you and it was my fault. I'm sorry for what I did to you. I'm sorry for everything, calling you a liar, bullying you. I was in a dark place. You shouldn't forgive me for what I did, I don't deserve you because of what I did but I will try to make it up to you because I love you Ally. It took me nearly seventeen years to realise that but I love you Ally!" Austin said he brought his lips down to hers and gently brushed them against hers, it soon got deeper, Austin knew that he would end up hurting her but he loved her and that meant that he was never going to try and hurt her because he couldn't loose her.

"I know what it is like to know that you are going to lose something you love, don't worry, okay? I'm right here and it's not you fault about any of this." She says, staring into Austin's deep brown eyes, she pulled off and walked back to finish making the pancakes, he was glad that she wasn't looking at it too heavily and he just needed to try and get over them. "I'm still taking you to the mall today you know that right? Because i am still getting you a birthday present, I don't care how much you argue, I don't want to be the girl who collapses on your birthday and then doesn't get him a birthday present! So if ou want to go back round to your house and get your clothes for the next two weeks and come back round we'll go." She said, Austin looked at her

"No, no, no, I am your babysitter and I am not letting you out of my sight because last time I did that you collapsed so, you will get ready and then we will go round to my house, I will get ready whilst my mum looks after you and then I will drive us o the mall." Austin says, giving Ally a peck on the cheek as she went upstairs to get ready, she walked into the bathroom and took her tablets, which were now vitally important, brushed her teeth and jumped into the shower. The hot water refreshing her for the day ahead as well as cleaning the dirt and pain she had got from her ordeal two nights before. She jumped out of the shower and put a towel round her and walked out back into her room to get ready. She dried and straightened her hair, applying some natural makeup with pink shimmery eye shadow. She puts her blue jeans on with a light pink floral baggy top. She walked down when she was ready and Austin had put his clothes he had on yesterday and they made their way to his house, Ally had already text Mimi to say they were coming round so Austin didn't see any of the surprise party stuff. They walked in the house and Austin went upstairs to get ready, Ally walked up to Mimi and they started to talk about the birthday party tonight

"Mimi? What does Austin want for his birthday, other than what you got him because I need to get him a birthday present, that is why I am going to go shopping with him." She asked Austin's mum

"Well I know he wanted to get a new guitar pick necklace but we didn't get him one because we thought you could get him one, and maybe get a message engraved into it." She said.

"That was exactly what I was thinking. But do you want me to get it off you and Mike as well?" She asked, Mimi shook her head.

"No, no, make it a gift special to him because it is off you and you alone." She said, and with that Austin came walking downstairs, he came and stood by Ally, intertwining his fingers in hers.

"You ready to go then?" Ally asked, he nodded and they began to walk out of the house, Ally mouthing thanks back to Mimi as she was almost dragged out of the house.

The got in the car and Austin started to drive to the mall.

"Ally, you do know that you don't need to get me anything, having you back in my life is the best present you could ever give me." Austin said as they got to the Mall. She shook her head when they got out of the car, into the hot Miami air

"Nope! I told you I am getting you a present and I have the perfect present in mind for you and I know you will love it!" Ally said Austin giving her a genuine, grateful smile. She gave him a big smile back and they walked into the mall.

Ally made sure to go in some different shops before they had lunch and made sure she took a long time because she needed to extend the time they spent away from Austin's house and it was killing Austin knowing that she was messing about trying to get him confused at what she was getting him. It was now twelve o'clock and Ally still hadn't got a text from Mimi to say they were ready for them to come back, Austin was getting hungry and so was she so they decided to go get something from Mini's.

"Hey Austin if you go get me something to eat I'm going to go do some secret shopping and then I will be back in about 10 minutes and don't worry I have already taken my tablets so i won't be collapsing and if you say no then you won't be getting your birthday present now will you?" Ally said, she had thought it all through to get away from Austin if she needed. Austin nodded and she walked away in the direction to the music store, when she was out of sight she pulled out her phone and dialled Mimi's number. It ringed five times before she picked it up.

"Hello?" Mimi asked from the other end.

"Hey Mimi it's Ally. I was wondering how long you were going to be because we are almost done with the shopping." Ally asked trying to sound a bit more panicked than she actually was.

"Oh actually I was just about to text you to say we were ready." She said calmly.

"Oh okay then i will see you in about an hour. " Ally said, hanging up. She walked towards the music store to get Austin's present.

"Hello Ally. What can I do for you today?" The guy at the desk asked, she gave him a friendly smile and sasked him to do the necklace.

"Do you want it to be engraved, it is an extra ten dollars from the twenty dollars of the necklace." The guy asked, she nodded.

"Yes please, could it say I will always love you Austin and don't forget that. You rock and I roll. Ally" She said and the man did as she asked. She paid for the necklace and walked back to the food court where Austin was waiting nervously for Ally to come back. She walked back up to him and sat down with him, trying to act like nothing was wrong.

"So where is it?" He asked excitedly when she sat down.

"Where's what?" She asked teasingly, pulling the necklace that had been wrapped up for her from her tossed it to him and he caught it easily, he tore the wrapping paper off and pulled the necklace out carefully. He looked at it in awe as Ally sat there smugly.

"OMG! Ally I love it, almost as much as I love you!" He said looking her in the eyes and giving her a quick peck on the lips before putting it on.

"Read the back." She said, flipping it over in his hands.

"I will always love you Austin and don't forget that. You rock and I roll. Ally. OMG! Ally I love it more than you now!" He said.

"EXCUSE ME!" Ally asked in pure shock and fake pain. Austin laughed.

"Ally you know I'm joking don't you I couldn't love anything more than I love you." Austin aid giving her a tight hug.

"I love you Austin and don't you forget that." Ally said.