EDITED 05/11/14

Words I've Never Said

Ok! Here is the first Chapter, hopefully you all ready Lily's bio? Yes? Great! Then enjoy! If you didn't please go back and read.

Disclaimer: I make no money from this story, it's all for fun and giggles! And for my own personal enjoyment!

Lily, Splitz and her family are MINE though, so don't steal.

Warning: This is rated MA/R for a reason dear readers, there will be a ton of adult language through out the chapters, there will be gore and there will be SEX in later chapters. I will put up a warning for when the sex comes into play so you are more than welcome to SKIP that chapter if you are underage or uncomfortable with it.

*** Spoilers!

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Thank you much!

KCatherine~

The steady beating of her heart seemed to pound away in a gentle rhythm in her ears, light breathing came slowly out of slightly parted lips. Running…always running, Lily felt nothing but peace as she jogged at a fast pace through the woods that surrounded the town of her new home. The crunching of the leaves and sticks were not the only things that echoed through her sensitive ears, the heavy panting at her side had a smile gracing her face as she looked down at her running partner. The dark beige, black and light cream dog nearly blended in with the fallen leaves and sticks on the ground as her beloved Belgian Malinois, Splitz, kept up with her pace.

Sensing her stare large brown eyes turned to look up into light blue of his master.

Lily had gotten him when they had moved to Florida, he was a gift from her mother and sister. Essentially Splitz was given to her just as a guard dog/pup but as the two grew up so did their relationship from master to pet, to best friends. Where ever she went, he went.

"Splitz what do you think? Time to kick it up a notch?" Smiling down at him as his black ears perked up and a whine escape him at her words she knew that was all she needed for an answer.

Picking up her pace from an easy, steady jog to a full on run Lily pumped her arms as her body moved lightly across the ground. Dodging fallen branches and leaping over logs she and Splitz weaved in and out of the trees that grew close together. Out here she could be normal, out here no one could judge her or harm her. There was no heavy breathing, no aching of her limbs or muscles and no accelerated pulse as she kept on running. It was just so wonderful! Time went by in a blur for the two as they kept up their run, even as the late evening sun was beginning to dip down, coating the sky in colors of pinks and gold. Oh how she hated those colors.

The feelings inside her were no longer squirming about. There was no restlessness, no cravings and no urges within her. Thank goodness.

Times like this she felt so normal even though she knew she wasn't anywhere close to being so.

She was a freak of nature.

Light blue eyes narrowed as her thoughts turned dark, not paying attention to the whine from her side. A quick glance up at the visible parts of the sky showed the outline of a near full moon.

Just a day or two left.

From what she knew her mother and sister were nothing like her. Their sense of smell wasn't heightened, their eyesight was sharp and their hearing wasn't as sensitive. They didn't have urges and desires. They didn't crave seeing blood and raw meat at times and they most certainly did not go into hiding on the night of the full moon.

Ever since that night twelve years ago she had not blacked out since that night in the warehouse. She refused to let that happen again and if that meant having perfect control over herself then so be it. She would not allow whatever it was inside of her to control her again.

She was in control.

She had to be.

A sharp series of barks broke her out of her thoughts as Lily turned her head back to see Splitz just standing there a few yards back, just there…barking.

That was…odd.

"Splitz! Come on boy! Come o-!" Her scream broke off her words as the change in ground level had her stumbling to gain her footing only to let loose a curse when an up turned root caught her foot and down she went!

Rocks, sticks and leaves sliced and covered her ivory skin as Lily rolled and tumbled down the steep hill, grunts and cries filling the darkening sky as well as barks and whimpers as her ever faithful canine went after his falling mistress. Going through a line of thick bushes she screamed as a tree entered her swirling vision just before her body collided painfully at its base. The world was still spinning as Lily laid there trying to catch her breath.

Well at least she was no longer falling.

Lying face first on the ground she just laid there for a moment, already feeling her wounds healing and her bruises fading. A perk for being a freak at least…right?

"Damn it."

A warm, wet tongue was suddenly attacking her bare arms and shoulders, making Lily reach back with her one hand to stroke smooth fur only to suddenly freeze as a scent reached her nose.

'W…what is that smell?' At first she hadn't noticed it, hello she had just been free falling after all, but now that she was actually focusing around her she could smell it. What was it? It was absolutely foul! Taking a breath through her nose Lily instantly slapped a hand over her mouth as her stomach threatened to roll up. It was one of those smells that began burning her eyes as tears gathered and she just couldn't hold back the gag and dry heave as she hunched over her lying position before lifting her head to see where the hell it was coming from.

It smelled of rotting meat.

Splitz's low growl had her turning her head back, his large body almost blocking her view of what he was snarling at but she saw it.

And instantly wished she hadn't.

Blue eyes went wide as they trailed up pale, grey fingers up to a torn arm and to the bloated face of, from what she could make out, a young woman. That wasn't what had her heart racing though, granted it did raise it some but when she looked down it really came out fast as she also gave out panicked pants.

No…it wasn't just a body. A dead body she could probably handle.

But there was only half of the girl.

Half of the body.

There was so much dried blood and organs all out and the stench of the decay over-came her as well as the sight of it and she just lost all control over her stomach as she hurled what was left in her stomach on the ground, a scream tearing from her throat at the gruesome sight even as she felt something within her try to come out.

The sight would always haunt her.

oOoOo

"They found a body," the excited tone Stiles had made Scott come very close to rolling his eyes had he not been listening to his best friend's words.

Holding his cell phone close to his ear Scott tried to focus on his last piece of homework, "Uh huh…like a dead body?"

Well that seemed to be the wrong answer.

"No a body of water; yes dumbass a dead body. But here's the thing; they only found half of it! Be ready because I'm about a minute from your house!" Turning down the right street Stiles barely heard Scott's protest before hanging up on him with a very pleased expression on his face. Within less than a minute he was pulling his beloved Jeep into the McCall's driveway, silently thanking whatever was out there that his mom wasn't home.

A series of beeps and a loud shout had Scott rushing out of the house while flipping Stiles off.

"Do you seriously have to drag me with you? I was doing homework and then I wanted to sleep," slamming the Jeep door close Scott glared over at his friend as he just laughed, "For real dude? Homework over seeing a half dead body?"

Glancing out at the dark sky Scott shook his head at Stiles, "Yes for real, I'm taking Lacrosse try-outs seriously and so I need to make sure my grades are up and I can't do that if I tired from you dragging me out to see some body."

Both teens had decided to try out for the team and while Stiles may not seem to care about his grades, Scott did. As they neared their destination Stiles pulled off to the side of the deserted road, once they caught sight of the flashing lights down a few ways in the woods. Turning the car off and getting out the Jeep Scott turned to Stiles, throwing his red hood over his head while asking, "Are we seriously doing this?" Closing his own door and coming around the front of his beloved vehicle Stiles elbowed his bud while saying, "Yes! You're the one always bitching that nothing ever happens in this town." With that said he moved quickly to enter the forest, leaving Scott behind to whisper out, "But...sleep...for practice tomorrow!"

When Stiles called back, "Yeah...because we all know how fun sitting on the bench is going to be," in return Scott merely sighed before hurrying to catch up.

"Not this year," he said, his voice full of determination as he caught up to Stiles' side, trying to watch out for any branches or large rocks, "I will be playing. I'm making first line!"

How did Stiles respond to that? By laughing, yes...laughing, the shaking of his body causing the flashlight in his hands to quiver as he tried to say, "Yes...because we all know how that is going to go! It's good to keep your hopes up...even unrealistic ones."

Well Scott knew a dead end conversation when it came with Stiles and so decided on a new one...one that suddenly decided to pop up as they were chugging along through the darkened woods, "Hey...which half of the body are we looking for anyways?"

A moment of silence... "Huh...I didn't even think about that." It wasn't like he had been paying much attention after he head dead body coming from him listening to his dads phone calls, he might have been too busy jumping up and down in excitement.

Nodding his head at that answer Scott shook his head before asking, "And what if whoever killed the body is still out here?"

A longer silence.

"Also something I didn't think about."

Great...just great...

Coming to a decent sized incline the two teens forced their bodies up the hill, one moving much quicker then the other as Scott had to momentary pause against one of the growing trees there, "Maybe the guy with the asthma should carry the flashlight..." reaching into his pocket he pulled out his inhaler and was quick to use it, feeling the relief that came with it as he sucked in the air given to him.

Coming to hide behind some large bushes that peaked over a hill the guys could see clearly what was going on. Wide eyes took in the sight of the half wrapped body bag that was being carried away.

"Can you tell me what happened again, in full detail please Ms. Donavon?"

Looking up at the Sherriff Lily gently nodded her head as she once more told him what happened, trying to hide her annoyance of having to tell yet another person of how she came to find the body.

"Hey," elbowing Stiles in the ribs Scott whispered, "Who's that?"

Following Scott's gaze to see his father talking to a…oh dear God! Blinking rapidly as he looked at the girl who was petting a very large dog at her side, he may have drooled just a bit. Her long dark hair was pulled back into a pony-tail, her skin smeared in dried blood and mud, he didn't mind at all, was light in tone he could see. Her slim body was dressed in dark work out pants and a dark grey tank top. She was beautiful!

"I don't know but I'm gonna find out," giving Scott a sly look to which he received an eye roll.

He would never change.

"Shh, just listen!" Both turned their attention back to the scene only to duck down as a beam of light went over their heads.

That was close.

"Dude...let's get closer!" He didn't listen to Scott's warning as he took off, moving close to the trees to keep himself from being spotted as he gained to get closer.

But it was all for not for he had barely made it twenty feet when one of the police dogs came out of from behind one of the large oak trees and lunged at him, his barks echoing through the air and causing everyone to stop what they were doing to look at him as he screamed and fell to the ground.

Shaking his head while mumbling 'unbelievable' under his breath Sherriff Stilinski turned to Lily with a regretful look, "Please excuse me, Ms. Donavon. HEY! Hold on, hold on! That little delinquent belongs to me."

Biting back a curse at being caught Stiles picked himself up off the ground and slowly made his way over to his father, casting a quick glance around to make sure Scott hadn't been found out either and sagged in relief when he saw no red hoodie around, "Heeyy...Dad...how are you doing?"

"Do you always listen in on my phone calls?" His father was not one to beat around the bush, especially when he was on the job.

Lily watched in slight amusement as the teen shrugged his shoulders and shook his head, yet his words were what almost brought a smile to her face...almost, "Not the boring ones."

Rubbing his face with a hand Sherriff Stilinski could already feel a headache forming from dealing with everything that had occurred that night, and now with his son, "Well where's your partner in crime?"

Huffing out Stiles had the good grace to look confused as he said while trying to catch his breath still, "Who? Scott? Scott's at home...something about wanting to get a good nights rest before the first day of school...you know...for Lacrosse...It's just me...in the woods...alone."

He was lying. Lily knew that for a fact based on his heart skipped a beat and sped up. And it looked like the Sherriff didn't buy a word his son was saying either for he held up his own police duty flashlight and scanned it around the woods, "Scott! Scott you out there?!" When nothing moved out in the woods and when no one came forth to the name Sherriff Stilinski lowered his light to stare at his son, still not believing that Scott was just at home.

This was her que.

Shaking her head she turned to the Sherriff, "Thank you for coming so quickly. I hope you find who or what did this."

She couldn't, wouldn't, say she knew it wasn't human.

Suddenly the teen was thrusting his hand towards Lily, causing her to physically flinch back which resulted in Splitz to growl in warning, "Hello there! I am Stiles Stilinski."

Glancing down with blue eyes, oh how he loved them!, Lily looked at his offered hand like it was going to reach out and bite her before slowly reaching out, "Lily Donavon."

As soon as she was able to she released his hand like it burned and instead reached down to grab a handful of thick fur.

Forcing a smile that didn't reach her eyes Lily threw a quick, "Well I should be going…nice meeting you Sherriff even if it's in a situation like this…Mr. Stilinski."

"Call me Stiles," smiling at her he completely didn't see the distrust in her eyes as she regarded him.

"Are you sure I can't have anyone give you a ride home? It's dark and the killer could be out here still." Looking at her with concern Sherriff Stilinski asked her for a final time, already having had an argument over the matter when they had first arrived on scene.

Reaching her hand down Lily grabbed a hold of Splitz' fur and said, "No...I've had Splitz for a guard dog for years, if any one were to try and harm me...well...Splitz knows what to do." She tried offering a small smile but when the Sherriff merely nodded his head she took that as the OK sign.

Lily didn't bother to day anything else as she just nodded to both men and quickly began jogging her way back home, away from the scene and people. Not at all needing a flashlight for her saw everything. She knew her eyes were glowing amber instead of her natural blue as she and Splitz navigated their way through the dark woods and back towards town.

That night would be a ripple in the pond for her.

She never saw the pair of glowing blue eyes that had watched her panicking and calling the police.

And she never felt the glowing red as she made her way home that soon disappeared to chase after it's other prey.

Questions? Reviews? You know what to do! I will take flames but keep in mind I really don't care if you hate this story. Not really aiming to please one person, but a whole bunch and myself. Thank you! :)

KCatherine~

Hope this edited version is better! Decided it needed to follow the first episode better in the woods! I will be editing the following chapters as well