edited 5-5-14

Words I've Never Said

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Warnings: Gore, Sex, Adult Language…I'll put up a warning when sex is going to be in the chapter (won't happen for a while)

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Sorry...just more talking in this chapter, next one will be more exciting!

KCatherine~

Silence went about the two for the next couple of minutes, Derek allowing Lily the time to collect herself from the obvious nightmarish memories he had caused to come forth with his questions; while he felt a little bit guilty for it, he needed to know. Sighing he glanced down at his hand which he finally realized that it was still stroking her cheek in, dare he say, a comforting manner before snatching it away. Leaning away from her he watched silently as she tried to pull herself back together, but was failing as the tears just came one after the other, her upper body turned somewhat so half of her face was buried in his sheets. He would give her props though for not blubbering like a while some girls did. No…she cried silently but he could feel her shaking beneath him and he blew out a puff of air as he slowly brought his hand back down and awkwardly rubbed soothing circles on her back. He was not good at this…comforting others. But he could remember how he used to do this for his sisters all those years ago, the memory making his chest tighten as his anger rose.

"Do you know who they were?" If she didn't he sure did, it would be not be a coincidence for two men to just capture one of the daughters of Calix Donavon. No…they had her as their target for a reason and he would bet anything that the reason was to get her to shift…and then exterminate her.

When she shook her head Derek asked, "Would you like to?"

Ah, well that got her to finally roll onto her back just a little bit to stare up at him with confusion written all over her face. If she didn't know, how would he? He hadn't seen them…hadn't been their prisoner for two days…hadn't been tortured and beaten and then carved into with a knife.

At her look she was giving him as he removed his hand from her back he said, "They were the same people who killed your father."

Silence…unbelievable, heavy, shock worthy silence.

Carefully Lily began to try and scoot her way out from beneath him, to which Derek allowed her to by shifting his weight off of her, she waited until she was pressed against the wall that the head of the bed was against before speaking, her tone not at all believing what he was saying, "No…no they were just men…insane, crazy men who took out their frustration out on a ten year old innocent girl."

Intense green eyes watched as she brought up her legs so she could wrap her arms around them, making sure to pull his larger t-shirt over her bent knees, "They didn't randomly pick you for that reason Lily, you were their target. Probably for years…describe your sister…she is older then you are, right?"

When he mentioned her sister her eyes went huge as realization swept through her. Sissy had to be freaking out by now, oh man…how was she going to explain this?! She had no phone, no way of contacting her to let her know she was safe but…looking up at Derek-

"What?"

"I need to use your cell phone. I need to call Sissy!"

Sissy…what the hell kind of name was that? Never…ever…had he heard of anyone naming their child that kind of name before. But back on topic he was quick to make a deal, well…a deal in her sense maybe but not in his, "You answer my questions, tell me some things, and I'll let you call her. After."

Biting her lip and narrowing her eyes at him Lily thought over his words before slowly nodding her head, "Sissy is two years older than me. She is very…high strung I guess if a good word for her. She wears her emotions and heart on her sleeve and isn't afraid to get her way."

Listening to her describe her sister Derek nodded as he said, "That is why they didn't take her."

He didn't understand…, "No…they took me because I was outside alone. No one was with me Derek."

"No, listen to what I'm saying. She is too expressive…if she wears her emotions on her sleeve then she would be shifting left and right every time she became angry, and I am going to go on a limb here and say that has never happened otherwise your father would have told you all about him. They knew she wasn't a werewolf…but you on the other hand…well. The gene would have gone to you. They knew this Lily. They have known what you were long before you ever knew. And they waited." Pausing to let what he was saying sink in Derek watched her expressions flash across her face before he continued, "You being alone was just what they needed to take you. You said they tortured you? Beat you? How?"

No no no! She didn't want to go into detail about that night. Couldn't he be happy with her earlier description?

"Tell me-"

"Why do I have to tell you everything? You say you want me to trust you…well…tell me about you then," her words were rushed and almost slurred together but he understood and he was not going there today.

"No, this is not about me. It's about you, so tell me…"

Taking a few deep breaths to calm herself down from her anxiety Lily could no longer look at him as she released a soft sigh, "I was locked in a small room for two days, actually a room would be the wrong word…it was more like a tiny closet. They left me in the dark until they would bring me out…they'd hit me, slap me, kick me…anything to make me cry out. I never got angry though, I think the shock and pain was too much for me to feel anything else, but…then they did something different on the second day," clenching her hands in the sheets she shook her head as the memories came back again, all the screaming, the crying…the begging.

"The knife?"

Sniffing she nodded as she continued, "I saw it…before the one held me down I saw it…do you know what that's like? I was ten fucking years old…and they did that to me…but the pain of the knife was worse than all the abuse they did to me. After the pain I remember nothing…I thought I just passed out but now…now I know it wasn't just that. When I came too I found my hands covered in blood just as my nails receded from deadly weapons to normal human nubs. Blood covered the ground…the crates…my body. T-their bodies…fuck…no ten year old could do that! They couldn't identify their bodies by looking at them…they had to do it by teeth basically."

Derek sat there as he listened to her tell her story, he knew what the Hunters were capable of and knew that some lived by some code…but others didn't. She had been caught by the ones who didn't. He really wasn't that cold of a man, he could feel just like any others but he chose to hide it behind his wall of anger, hatred…he had to. But here was a girl, one of his own kind, that had not known what she was, had been sexually assaulted while being drugged just last night, was absolutely terrified and disgusted with what she truly was. And now was telling him what they had done to her and Derek felt for her, he really did.

"It is what they do…they hunt us down and kill us. Some they kill right away and others, as you have experienced, toy and play with us." If that was his way of comforting her with words…he really sucked at it because it only made Lily all the more frustrated.

"Toy? Play? They ruined my life…they took away my childhood. Do you know I've never had a single friend because I was afraid of people? I don't trust others. No…no you couldn't possibly understand. No one does! I killed two people, Derek…I tore them to shreds…I did that…at that age…"

He was instantly in her face the moment the last word came out of her mouth, hands shooting out to take a hold of her face his face hard and his eyes intense as they locked onto her startled light blues and when he spoke, his voice was soft yet it held an edge to it, "You had no choice…they were going to kill you. You defended yourself the only way you could. They would have done worse to you, trust me. You blacked out due to the pain and it being your first time...but I can teach you to be in control...to not black out and for the shift to be painless." His eyes searched hers, trying to get her to understand his words. But he could see clear as day the unsure look in her eyes and so he backed off and instead decided to continue on with the questions, "How is it you've never seen yourself shift?"

While Lily didn't know why he didn't press further she was glad for the change of somewhat the topic as she shook her head, "That would be because I never have…not like what just happened earlier."

Raising a brow he said, "What? Like all the way shift?"

"Change period."

That was unbelievable…and he told her so.

"No…I refused to allow myself to black out again. I stopped it."

Now he was just staring at her like she had grown a second head, "How the hell did you 'stop' it?" He could control the shift no problem, but after hearing her history he knew there was no way she learned to control it like he had.

Shrugging her shoulders Lily backed away from him slightly and explained for she would lock herself up somewhere when she felt well…not herself, and would force herself to endure the pain once a month.

This…this girl was…no…had to be the most unbelievable, most unheard of creature Derek had ever known. She had done something no other werewolf had done…would have done. No…she wasn't controlling it like he knew she wasn't…she was repressing it. Repressing the urge to change. Shaking his head as he leaned back away from her he whispered, "Out of all the werewolves out there I got stuck with a masochist."

Narrowing her eyes at his words she argued, "Excuse you? I am not a masochist."

"Could have fooled me…willingly putting yourself through the pain of all that? Every month? No wonder it still hurts you," running a hand over his face Derek stood up from the bed and walked over to his dresser, pulling the very last draw out and with a flick of his wrist threw something back towards his bed.

Her hand shot out on reflex to catch what it was he threw at her, unfolding the item and stared down at the black gym shorts in her hands. Oh thank God! She didn't hesitate slipping them on as she stood from the bed, instantly feeling loads better at having any type of pants on; even if they were still very large on her slimmer hips, but hey…they weren't falling down like the pants were!

"Thank you…"

Looking her over Derek shrugged and said, "You're going to need those where we are going, can't very well having you walking around without any pants. You would attract too much attention."

Flushing at his words Lily was quick to ignore that last part and focus on the first, "Where…where are you going?"

Pausing at the open door he turned his head back and said, "Where we are going…you are coming with me."

Crossing her arms Lily asked, "Why should I go anywhere with you? I just want to go home."

OK…he ignored that as he rolled his eyes and said, "We are going to see Scott."

Ooh kaayy…uncrossing her arms she pinched her brows in confusion at the name before realization swept through her as the image of a boy with wild brown hair and warm chocolate eyes. The one who smelled…just well…feral like Derek did, but his scent wasn't like Derek's though…and his eyes…staring at her like…like she was something weird. Then again she had looked at him the same expression.

"What does he have to do with any of this?"

Smirking at her Derek said the words she had a feeling he was going to say…how did she have the feeling? She didn't really know, "He is the same as us…and the two of you, are going to need all the help you can get. You two can learn from each other. So let's go."

Not moving Lily continued to stand there, much to Derek's annoyance, as she stared hard at him with thoughtful eyes before finally speaking, "I want your cell phone, I answered your question...now I am not going anywhere with you until I call Sissy."

Scowling Derek glared at her for a long moment before shoving a hand into his jean pocket and throwing her the phone, "Do not let her get this number. Use star sixty-seven."

Snatching the phone out of the air Lily waved off his words, already knowing what she needed to do, and quickly dialed Sissy's number before placing it against her ears and listening to it ring...and ring...and-"Hello?"

Closing her eyes at her sister's voice Lily whispered out, "Sissy."

Next chapter will have to oh so wonderful conversation with Sissy! And Scott...and Stiles!

Hope you enjoyed this chapter...I promise more action is to come soon.

KCatherine~