Words I've Never Said

Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Wolf or any of the cast (total bummer) nor do I make money off of this. But I do own my OCs: Lily, Calix, Sissy, Splitz and Jane.

Warning: Adult Language, Gore, and Sex. I will put up a warning for the chapters that have sex. This chapter does contain a lot more language then normal…what can I say, Sissy has a sailor's mouth.

And here comes to oh so dramatic Sissy! Just…prepare yourselves…she is a bitch…not literally since that goes to Lily but no seriously…she's just nasty to Lily in this chapter.

*** also I know I have the days all mixed up, I know Friday was supposed to be the big game but I am changing it to Saturday…today, in this chapter just as the party was in the woods instead of at the house as it was in the series. And also it's the night of the full moon…so almost time were more werewolf action! Oh…and please forgive me for my horrid description of how the Lacrosse is happening…I know nothing of the sport…I come from a football family in Ohio lol But just know, this is my own little tid-bit that didn't happen in the series LOL

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Italics is Sissy speaking on the phone.

And so onto the next chapter! Hope you all enjoy!

KCatherine~

To say all hell broke loose would be very, very true. There had been a brief moment of silence after Lily had said her sisters name and for a second she wondered if Sissy even recognized her own sisters voice before a god-awful screeching noise not only had Lily flinching back from the phone, but Derek as well.

And that, ladies and gentlemen, is what a wild, pissed off Sissy sounds like.

"Lily Scarlett fuckin' Donavon! Where the fuck have you been? Why haven't you answered any of my calls? My texts?"

Well at least she sounded more worried at the moment then completely pissed off. Rubbing her arm Lily turned to her back was towards the lurking man. "I am so sorry…I lost it at the party when I left…I wasn't," she paused for a moment in thought before saying, "feeling well…"

Silence.

"Yeah…sure you weren't."

What? Blinking in shock at the hard tone her sister just used Lily was momentarily silent before saying, "Sissy I really was sick." Maybe not in the sense of over drinking and vomiting, oh wait-she did throw up…

"Oh come off it, Jackson told us what happened. Told Aaron and I what you did." Sissy bit out as she sat in the Jeep with said Aaron at that exact moment.

Both wolves tensed at the accusation. What was going on?

"Sis…what—what did he say?" What had that asshole say to make her sister so angry with her? She hadn't done a thing!

And that is when truly all hell literally broke loose dear readers.

"Lily! You know exactly what you did! You humiliated the poor boy! He told us how you went bat-shit crazy on him when he was trying to get you to have fun like a normal human being! He was nothing but a sweetheart and you just attack him?! What the fuck is wrong with you?"

Lily's face would have been comical as she stood there with her mouth opening and closing like a fish, had it not been for her shaking body and betrayed filled eyes. How could her sister, her flesh and blood, say those things to her? She was always her understanding, though unbearable, older sister. What…what had Jackson done?! "Sissy you don't understand…he…Jackson tried to rape me! He drugged me and then-"

"Are you seriously going to play that card? Are you really going to sink that low Lily?" Sissy's voice was shrilly and loud that had them wincing once again and had a deep rumbling growl coming from Derek.

"I don't-"

"I've had friends who have been drugged before and I can sure as hell tell you that they've never been awake and sounding perfectly fine at ten in the fucking morning!"

Well it wasn't like Lily meant to wake up so early…and it wasn't like she had any knowledge about the do's and don'ts of what to do while being drugged! "Sissy listen-"

And then it took a whole new turn for the worse.

"This is all your fault."

Those words were like a slap in the face as Lily physically flinched at the pure anger and accusation that had taken over her older sister's tone. She missed the flash of anger that went across Derek's face as he heard every single word of their conversation. Clutching the phone tighter Lily stared out of the dirtied window as she asked, "W-what is?"

What could she have possibly done? Though she had a feeling she knew what the answer would be…and she knew she wasn't ready for this yet.

She didn't have to wait long.

"This whole…mess…is your fault! Daddy dying, you being taken, the move from New York, making me leave my friends!, then the move from Miami to this shit hole! This is all your fault Lily!" Sissy was all but screaming into her phone and no words from Aaron could comfort her as tears fell from her face.

Time seemed to come to a stand still for Lily as her eyes widen at the words being sent her way. There was just…no way her sister really felt that way. Not Sissy…who had been there for her throughout these years. Who held her when she cried at night along with their mother, who helped her with school work, who tried helping her to make friends even though it failed every single time. Not her sister who would defend her when others called her a reject or freak. And not her sister who actually loved watching Jaws over and over again as they would scream every single time when the giant creature would kill someone.

She didn't know how long she stood there in complete shock until Derek cleared his throat…loudly, to gain her attention back at the matter at hand. Shaking her head in disbelief Lily lowered herself slowly onto the bed once more as she said, "H—how is any of that my fault…I was five when he was killed Sissy…five!" Oh with each word passing out of her mouth she felt her hurt and anger grow, watchful green eyes taking notice of her reaction carefully as she went on, "Do you think I asked to get kidnapped by those men? Do you think I enjoy being terrified of people?!" By the end of her sentence Lily was raising her voice ever so slowly yet never actually screaming. She never was a screamer when she was angry. Last night didn't count with Jackson for it was the only way to try and gain someone else's attention.

"Yes your fault! It's your fault I have sister who is afraid to let others close…wh-who won't go out on dates…won't make friends and is tearing what's left of our small family apart! I tried making you normal but look where that's gotten me!"

Each word was like hot acid being poured down Lily's throat as her anger rose, her heart rate rising and pulsing that it had Derek instantly aware of it the moment it began changing and he was quick to take a few steps towards her. Anger was the key to learning control, at least he thought it was, but this was not the time to start the lesson. They needed to find Scott. He knew all about the Lacrosse game next Saturday and he and the newly turned werewolf needed to have a little chat about it…and Lily needed to be there…not shifting at the moment because her sister was being a complete bitch and not at all being family to her at the moment.

Lily was never one to say anything mean or hurtful to her sister, always wanting to please her or stay on her good side but enough was enough. Never had she felt so betrayed and hurt and angry all at the same time…well…in a very long time at least. But still…she could not defend herself against her own sibling…it just wasn't her way, not when she wasn't prepared at all for this confrontation, and her back hunched over in a natural, instinctual reaction, trying to curl in on herself to make herself feel and seem smaller. But a certain male Beta wouldn't allow that as his green eyes narrowed at her posture. It was one of pure weakness and he couldn't allow that. If she kept this up there was no way of him teaching her everything she would need to know. And her letting others shove her around was not a good state of mind he needed her to be in at the moment.

And so he stepped in.

She didn't get the chance to stop him as his larger hand snatched the cell phone right out of her hand and ignoring her protests brought the piece up to his ear, "I would think twice before throwing the blame at your own sister."

Both sisters were shocked but for two different reasons, Lily being shocked by how he just took the phone from her, granted it was his phone but still…rude. Yet…she was grateful at the same time. Sissy was shocked for the reason that one second she was talking with her sister and then suddenly some guys, some hot guys, voice took over and was defending Lily, "Who the fuck is this?"

Walking away from the sitting female wolf Derek made his way out of his room, which forced Lily more or less, to chase after him, wanting to listen to what they were saying. Really though she didn't have to because of her already sensitive hearing but still, she wanted to be right there. But the moment she followed him out of the hallway she froze, her eyes taking in the sight of the lower level of the house that was visible over the balcony that she really had no idea how it was even still up and standing.

"I am a friend of your sisters." Walking down the stairs Derek listened to her sister complain that Lily didn't have any friends, "Well…she does now. Stay away from her."

And with that said he hung up. No distractions, not from someone like her.

Opening the front door he was about to walk out when he took notice that there were no following footsteps behind him, turning around with a raised eyebrow he waited for the girl to take notice of where he was at but she was too busy staring around the bottom level of his home in confusion, horror and…was that sadness? "Look I know you want to gaze around, but we need to go. Now." His words were firm as he watched her finally turn to look down at him.

"What happened?"

Taking a look around he swept out his arms for a moment before tucking his hands back into his pockets, "Isn't it obvious?" Now was not the time to get into his past history.

Carefully Lily began making her way down the blackened stairs, trying to make herself as light as possible like at any moment she was going to break something, "I can see what happened…but…how? Why do you live here when this house is practically destroyed?"

"Look now's not the time to be ask-"

"Oh but you can just barge into my life and demand to know everything? Yeah…'cause that's fair," interrupting him Lily made it down the last step, completely not noticing the hard look sent her way for cutting him off, "And why did you tell Sissy to stay away? Don't get me wrong…thank you…for, well, helping…but that's my sister." Though he managed to at least get her mind to not linger of the harsh words her sister had thrown at her, she was still hurt and angered by the call.

The anger he felt from listening to their earlier conversation reared up as another growl came from Derek's throat as he reached out and took a hold of her thin arm, "I can't believe I'm saying this, but with someone like that for a sister, you're better off without them." Dragging her the rest of the way out of the house and onto the porch before he released his hold on her to jog down the stone steps. Continuing on the forest grounds as he went towards his prized Camaro only to stop and turn back to look at Lily who had stopped on the second to last step.

His face literally said it all as he spoke out loud, "What are you doing? Let's go."

How did Lily respond? By pointing at her bare feet.

And how did Derek respond back? By throwing her an exasperated look, "You're a werewolf." Like that answered her unspoken question.

Now Lily wasn't a girlie girl, but really? The car was parked pretty far from the house and he expected her to walk bare foot on the forest ground and possibly get mud all over her feet, and then wanting her to get into said car? "I really need my boots…where are they?"

Patience…patience….making an irritated expression Derek growled out, "When I said you threw up on everything, I meant everything. Now get over here or I'm going to drag you the rest of the way."

The threatening tone in his voice had her eyes flashing amber for a moment as she said, "You wouldn't dare."

Ah…a challenge.

Maybe Lily didn't know that when one challenged a werewolf…a male one…she best be prepared.

Green eyes hard and intense, lips pressed firmly together, jaw tensed and nostrils flaring; Derek was done dealing with her 'child-like' behavior as he prowled back towards the stairs, inwardly smirking when her eyes went wide at his approach. 'Don't say something like that an expect me to do nothing about it.'

"H-hey…Der!-"

He gave her no time to finish his name as he reached out with a flash of his hand, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her forwards while also downwards.

That...that she hadn't been expecting at all when she felt her body lose its balance at the rough downwards pull and then the next thing she knew she was being swept off her feet…literally. Stomach colliding harshly against a strong shoulder and by the time her brain caught up to what was going on she was already hanging upside down with a face full of jean clothed butt. A rather good looking butt if she was being honest with herself.

And then the ground was moving.

"Derek! L-let go!"

Oh but Derek was past the point of caring for her shout and her struggling body as he merely just tightened his hold on her upper thighs, making her face flush with humiliation at being treated very much so like a child. Within seconds he was standing before his car, throwing open the passenger door and all but shoving her into the seat, ignoring her snarls and growls at his rough handling before glaring down at her now seated form, "Am I going to have to buckle you in too? Or can you manage that on your own?"

The words going through Lily's head were anything but pleasant as she narrowed her eyes up at the green eyed man, her cheeks still flushed red with embarrassment before she smartly pulled on the seatbelt and hooked it in its rightful place.

"Good." Closing the door and making his way to his side, Derek started the car and within moments the two were off

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The shrill shriek of the whistle had Scott wincing away as the horrid sound penetrated his sensitive hearing, wanting so badly to cover his ears but well…with the helmet he had on it would have been useless. The Lacrosse team was currently having a light warm up before the big game that night, though the words 'light warm up' might have been an huge understatement for coach was taking it much too seriously. Not to say that it wasn't serious but come on…they would need their energy for later that night!

But it also didn't help the poor teen knowing that that night was the full moon. How the hell was he supposed to keep it together? He barely made it out of the party last night when the too close of a full moon began to affect him. He couldn't very well not play tonight either, if he didn't…he could kiss first line good bye and he had worked hard at trying to get off the benches and granted his new 'athletic' abilities helped him out greatly, no way was he going back to sit on the bench.

No…he was playing tonight.

He would just need to not…shift.

"McCall! McCall where is your mind at?!"

Blinking over at Coach Finstock who was obnoxiously waving his hands around, Scott offered a distracted apology to which Finstock responded by raising his voice even more, "You want to stay on first line? GET. YOUR. HEAD. IN. THE. GAME! Let's run it again for McCall everyone!"

The anger was rising within him with every word their Coach yelled, causing Scott's pulse to rise and his breathing to quicken. Lowering his head as he turned back to his starting position the newly turned wolf bit his lip to keep a growing growl from escaping him, fully aware of brown eyes on him making sure he wouldn't go all 'wolfy' on everyone. Those brown eyes belonged to Stiles, who was busy nibbling on his glove…not like he was going to need it any time soon since he was always on the bench.

At the blow of the whistle all the guys were off, tearing through the field either fighting to get the ball or fighting others that were trying to get to the ball. Yet when the two in the center popped the ball up, it was Scott who reacted faster than any of the other players, practically leaping into the air as his net caught the air-borne ball with ease before crashing down onto the ground, taking off into a dead run towards the opponents goal. His lightened brown eyes, almost amber but not quiet, narrowed on those who came at him with the intent to steal the ball or send him to the ground. Yeah…cause he was going to let that happen again.

The sounds of the screaming Finstock and other teammates faded into the background as he dodged and twirled around the other team, though really they were his own teammates but in practice he had to view them as the opposing team, Scott reared his stick back before whipping it forwards, releasing and sending the ball free to fly in the air, past the goalies defense and into the net, scoring his goal finally.

Hearing the whistle blow again brought him instantly out of his funk as he shook his head, trying to clear his thoughts and emotions as the teen received pats and fist bumps from his teammates, though the glare from Jackson went ignored as Finstock called him over to the sidelines.

Nerves picked up as Scott jogged over to the older man, fully expecting another round of shouting but was glad when he merely slapped a hand onto his padded shoulder, "Now that's what I'm talking about McCall! Play like that tonight and you'll be golden!"

Smirking down at the younger teen Finstock released him before bringing the whistle up once more and gave it a rather unnecessary blow, the shrilling noise immediately hurting Scott's sensitive ears as he winced and flinched back from the man.

"Alright men, bring it in!" Waiting until everyone gathered around Finstock went on, "Now we have our first game…tonight! Rest up, do whatever it is you do but you better be ready because if you aren't, you can kiss your spot on the field good-bye! Get out of here."

At his words everyone scattered towards the locker room, wanting to shower off the sweat they had shed on the rather rough practice, or warm-up as their Coach said, and head home to relax.

Unhooking the helmet and taking it from his head Scott ran a hand through his wet locks, grimacing at the feeling of the sweat there as he walked over to the bench, Stiles right at his side, "Dude you can't play tonight!"

Rolling his eyes at the over-use conversation Scott replied, "I've already told you that if I don't I get cut from playing."

"So playing is worth the risk of wolfing out in front of practically everyone, thus exposing what you are and then having Hunters and let's not forget normal people after you? Yeah…I can so see why you would take that risk." Ah the sarcasm…how refreshing it was to Stiles as he gathered up his unused gloves and pads before walking with Scott back towards the school.

"Look, I know I can control i-"

"Yeah cause you did such a great job at that just now…face it Scott, you can't control it."

Lowering his voice in a whisper as they passed a few of their classmates Scott bit out, "Well what do you expect! I not an expert or anything at this!"

"Well it's a good thing you got me! Because I will chain you up and feed you live prey if I have to, I had a Boa before…so I think I could handle i….Derek…"

Whoa what? Turning to look over at Stiles, Scott said, "Derek? What does he have to do wit-"

He didn't have time to finish what he was going to say for Stiles quickly grabbed his shoulders and swung him around, turning him to face the side of the school building where said man was standing, arms hooked into his pant pockets with a posture that radiated power and dominance. Scott's eyes went wide as he looked at the other werewolf, before turning to Stiles, "What is he doing here?! How did he know we were here?"

Shrugging his shoulders as Stiles tore his attention away from Derek and onto his best bud he said, "I don't know…maybe it's some weird werewolf thing."

What was he supposed to do? He had met Derek twice, once when he lost his inhaler and the other was when he was freaking out and shifting at the party last night, right before Stiles had found him. He knew what he was, and knew that he had to have been the one who had bitten him. Gritting his teeth Scott hesitantly began making his way towards the dark male, every muscle tensing as his nerves shot through the roof at the thought of being anywhere near Derek, "What are you doing here?"

Said male shrugged off the younger man's accusing tone and stared down into narrowed brown eyes, "We need to talk."

The tone he used told the teen that whatever it was he needed to talk about…it wasn't going to be any good.

I'm sorry it took me a whole week to update...honestly this chapter sucked writing and I have no clue why. I think I was trying to focus more on how Lily and Sissy's conversation was going to go and then how Derek was going to react...and then the whole Lacrosse scene just went over my head and I was like...just get it over with lol

If anyone has anything they would like to add or think I should add to this chapter just PM me your ideas please.

So sorry this chapter sucked, I will make the next one better ^.^

KCatherine~