WARNING!! rape, kinda, really really bad nightmare.
I dont own torchwood! no matter how much i want to!
"Oh…God…
"Oh…God….Wha!?" I moan.
"Jack?" he's onto top of me pounding fiercely into me.
I scrunch my eyes closed, pain searing through my body.
It hurts so much. It's never felt like this. The pain, the fear.
"Jack….stop" I whimper. How did this start? I can't remember.
"Jack!?" I yell at him trying to push him off. This isn't right, this feels wrong.
I open my eyes, Jack is staring down at me. His eyes! There not his. There black, completely black. Black eyes!
"Jack?" I moan. I've got to get him off.
"Jack!" The pain, it's unbearable.
"JACK!"
I shoot up in my bed. Heart pounding, cold sweat dripping off me, breathing erratic.
It was just a nightmare.
I look at the clock, 9 am. Shit I'm late!
I get up and get ready for work. Fear still in me.
It was just a nightmare.
I walk into the hub, 10am.
"You're late." I hear Jack say from his office door.
"Forgot to set my alarm." Well that's partly true.
"Ianto come to my office" Jack beckons.
"I should really start…"
"Now Ianto" Jack cuts me off. Voice firm, I think I'm in trouble.
I walk slowly up to his office and stand by the door. Jack beckons me in.
"Close the door." He tells me.
"Where's everyone else?" I ask as I close the door.
"Out of various missions, you'd know if you were here on time." He says as he walks across from his desk.
"Sorry Jack, I didn't set my alarm and I…." I'm cut off by his kiss.
"Ianto." He pulls away. He knows something is wrong.
"I….I…" I stutter, why can't I say it.
"What is it? you were so jumpy last night. What's wrong?" he asks, stroking my cheek with his hand.
"I….I had a nightmare…that's all." I tell him putting my arms around him and pulling him close to me. I can't let that nightmare rule me. It was just a nightmare. It wasn't real.
"Well the others won't be back for a few hours." Jack smiles "I can take your mind off of it if you like?" he whispers and slides a hand under my shirt.