i dont own torchwood.

Rated M for sex in this chapter.

"Please" I whisper into his ear

"Please" I whisper into his ear. I need to feel him. I need to know he's here.

He kisses me gently and starts to undo my shirt. I let my head rest on his shoulder, thankful for the closeness. I start to lay small kisses on his neck and he pushes my jacket and shirt off. He pulls away slightly and starts to kiss me again and slowly guides me towards his desk. He starts taking his own shirt off.

I want to help and take it off for him but I can barely move. I just let him take control, comforting me and undressing us both. Soon we're both naked and I'm sitting on his desk. He starts kissing down my chest. He stops at my left nipple and starts licking it. I can't help but let a small moan out. He goes to the other and does the same, slightly nipping at it.

Its no use, I need more.

I pull his head up and try to kiss him hard but the energy has gone from me, but he knows what I'm trying to do and kisses back hard, pushing me back onto the desk. I put my arms around his shoulders and play with his hair. I feel so relaxed. Or is it weak?

I groan and shudder as he pushes a finger into me. Where did that bottle of lube come from?

He adds another and another. I'm gripping his hair tight as he starts pulling them out and thrusting them back in. This is so good. Soon he removes his fingers and pushes the head of his hard cock into me. I moan loudly and pull away from the kiss, leaning my head back. Where did that condom come from?

He slowly pushes into me until he's buried balls deep in me. I moan loudly as he starts to move in and out of me slowly, gently. But I want more.

"Please…" I manage to moan "Please….Harder….Jack…"

He looks at me and kisses me gently. Then he pulls almost all the way out and thrusts hard into me. I practically scream as he keeps doing it, hitting my sweet spot. I close my eyes enjoying him in me. His hand grips my cock and starts to pump at the same pace as he's going.

That feeling, no not now.

The fear sets in. I won't open my eyes, I won't open my eyes. I'm so close.

"Jack!" I manage moan as I come into his hand. Seconds later Jack comes in me.

"Ianto…" he pants as he lies on top of me.

The fear goes and I slowly open my eyes. Jack is practically passed out on top of me. I think he needed that as much as I did.

About an hour later we get dressed. And just in time as we hear Owen, Tosh and Gwen enter the hub arguing about something.

We smile at each other.

"JACK" Gwen yells.

"Just a minute" he replies. "You ok?" he asks me.

"Yeah. I'd better take these mugs down and get them washed. Scene as I didn't do them last night." I tell him with a smile on my face.

"Ok." He walks out the door and stands on the balcony talking to the others.

I pick up the mugs. My head hurts. It's probably just a headache.

I start to walk towards the office door when the room starts to spin. I put my free hand on the desk. This is more than a headache. The fear. That fear sets in again. The room becomes blurry. I feel sick. I can't breath.

I hear the mugs fall to the floor and smash as I drop them.

"Ianto?" Jack calls

"Jack…"I fall to the floor and all becomes black.