A little while after we talked about Craig and Jared, Jose had to leave. I walked him down to the back exit of the school and we said our goodbyes and José left. I slowly made my way back to my secret spot. I noticed something sitting on my bean bag chair when I got back to my hidden area. I picked up the item and I looked at it and it said José's journal. Oh shit, I wonder how he forgot it here. I decided to put it next to my school books and ignore it. I had a really bad habit of reading stuff that's personal and I really don't want to read José's journal but once again my curiosity got the better of me. I picked it up and read it this is what i read.
September 4
Today was an awesome day for me. Emilie and I went skating at the roller rink. I kept falling so Emilie kept helping me back up. Sometimes I just can't keep myself from embarrassing myself in front of her. I wonder if she'll ever feel the same about me as I feel about her. But who knows, she is obsessed with Craig. Boy, I hate Craig he always has to be a big shot. And he has something I want once again. And that's Emilie's heart. Well all I can do is help her get to him …. Even though I don't want to have that happen…
End for today
I just stared at the note book frozen. I can't believe what I just read. I looked at the date and this was writing yesterday. I remember roller skating and me helping him up. But as I replay one of the helping incidents I noticed him blushing. Omg it is true after all. Jose likes me, but how long has he. What the hell am I going to do with his journal? If he finds It here, he's going to think I read it. Which I did read it but still I don't want him to find out I did. I decided to put it in my back pack and put it in his locker later when he wasn't looking. I pulled out my English essay and began to write. As I wrote the first paragraph I started day dreaming about Craig and José. They were fighting about something and I noticed I was there in the corner crying. I started to listen to what they were saying. Jose said something about Craig only wanting me because he wanted me. Craig kept saying no I want her because I like her. Then i stopped day dreaming and realized I was done with my essay. I put it back into my book bag, pulled out a cot that I took from my house when I ran away one time, and then put my pajamas on and went to sleep thinking about what's going to happen at school tomorrow.