A/N Hey I'm sooooo happy you guys like it! The feedback has been over whelming I woke up to 15 E-mails all alerts of reviews and favourites and follows! It made me so happy especially since I'm feeling a bit under the weather today. Anyway Enjoy!
Ro's pov
The stress is tearing me apart I don't know how much longer I can take it. If I don't tell somebody soon the stress of keeping this secret combined with initiation will kill me. But I don't really hav anyone I'm that colse to I mean Ari and I are pretty close. But I don't want to burdn her with this she's like thus innocent little creature how could I do that to her. But if I don't tell someone I'll die! Ugggg!
"Hey Ari can we talk sometime?" I have to tell someone and I'm sure Ari is trust worthy and she doesn't seem like the judging type.
"Of course, when?" Well I hadn't really thought of that.
"How about after dinner meet me by th tattoo parlor?" Seems genral enough if I chilen out it won't seem as suspicious as if we met in some dark hallway.
"Sure." I nee to stop planning for cowardice. I'm Dauntless now well I will be if… no when I pass initiation.
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Ari's pov
We just finished dinner and I'm waiting outsid the tattoo parlour waiting for Ro. I'm not sure what she wants to talk about. But I hve noticed that she seems a little off whenever I see her. I jut hope whatever it is after she tells me she'll go back to her normal self.
I see her walking towards me and with anyone else I would meet them half way but Ro is really weird about stuff and when she says tattoo parlour you'd better meet her AT the tattoo parlour.
"Hey, what did you want did you want to talk about?" I say as she gets closer.
"There something thats been weighing heavily on me. And I know it's probably selfish to burdan you of all people with my problems but if I don't tell someone I might explode." She says in a very serious tone. "And I feel your the only one I really have here, not many of the other initates want to be friens with the first jumper."
"Well theres nothing you could tell me that would change our friendship." I said grabbing her hands."Well except like maybe murder." I said trying to lighten the mood. She just breifly closed her eyes and started chuckeling quietly. Then opened her eyes and looked up at the celling whispering something like "God if I murder someone and u still wanna be my friend I'll make u stay away from me."
Then she looked back at me and recomposed herself "Ari this was supposed to be a serious moment and ur making me laugh. I was gonna say all these nice things and then tell you my big confession and u were gonna react how ever u were gonna react."
"Hey who says this has to be serious! Why can't you says hey and say your confession then we walk to that icecream place and get some icecream with sprinkles!" I say in really happy voice cause now I'm excited for icecream!
"ummm ok well Hey"Her boice has some incertainty in it.
"Hey it's ok you can tell me anything I'm here for you,ok?" I said while rubbing up and down her arm in what I hope was a comforting way.
she jut nods and starts again this time stronger in her words "Hey I'm into girls."
Not exactly what I was expecting but I just smile and reassure her it's ok and I'm not going to judge her and I'm glad she trust me enough to tell me. "Now haw about the Icecream with sprinkles?" I ask grinning from ear to ear. Soon she is toon and we each get a cone of Dauntlesscake flavour Icecream.
Ok so I haven't posted in like several months and I'm sososososososo sorry for that. But I swear I have good reasons I just can't tell u some of them…yet. So please don't hate me! It will never happen again!
