Chapter 5-Bella

Okay, whew! I am happy for the reviews as I continue this Black Decision.

Its hard sometimes to get the plot going the way I want, Stephenie Meyer is the genius here, though ,lol.

Chelsea tapped her foot against the smooth, stone floor. Her eyes trained on mine.

"He will be here soon?" she asked me.

"Yes."

Minutes ago, Gianna told me she saw Jacob and his pack, wearing coats that smelled like vampire, courtesy of Dr, Carlisle I suppose. Of course it didn't work, but they had orders from Volturi never to set foot in this castle. I was to meet Jacob outside with Chelsea. He didn't know this of course, and I hoped Edward wouldn't show up.

My tricky letter worked.

"Okay let's go." I said. "I smell his pack." Chelsea followed me outside. We met where this old ruin was, lots of sunshine was out today, and to prevent a travesty, I had my cloak on with hood. I really wanted to talk to Gianna more, but she may just ask me to bite her and keep trying until I bite her or kill her.

The pack and I, followed in step behind Chelsea and met up near Porta dell' Arco de Volterra. A ruined arch which leads into a museum of some sort. Under this "arc" was plenty of dark to shield us.

"These ruins are Etruscan in nature," said Chelsea, pointing a finger at the arch and below her. "In the Punic wars, it was taken over by Sulla…"

"Can the history lesson," said Embry. "What are you here for?"

Chelsea swept her blonde hair back. My body still tingled from just looking at Jacob. He wasn't looking at me though. He had given me a tight hug when we met up with them, but afterwards, maybe a few seconds later, he tugged away from me-appearing obviously angry.

"I need the rest of you to leave…for a while." I said. Looking at Sam, Quil, and Embry.

"No can do, Bella." Seth said stepping closer to face me. "I don't trust you, you know that."

"I understand. I didn't mean far, just far enough."

"Bella," Jacob stood beside his friends. "What is this about? I thought you were dying, or something."

"I am."

"Vampires don't die," he said smirking. "You have me out here in this Blood Vehicle they call Volterra, for nothing!"

"Leave us!" I shouted to his friends.

"They stay. That's the deal."

"I can't have them here." I said near pleading. Chelsea waited in the background. I saw her eyes closed like she was concentrating on something.

Jacob stood in front of me. With my heightened eyesight, he appeared so beautiful. A dark angel, with russet colored skin and glorious teeth. When I first awakened in my vampiric stare, Edward was glorious too. He was so, amazing. I couldn't contain myself. And now, I am before Jacob, who was so much taller than I, and I wanted him badly.

He must have heard my thoughts, for he snaked his arm around my waist and bent down to kiss my lips softly. He wasn't demanding or rough, it was gentle as petals.

"It's still hard getting used to your marble body, Bella."

"I know, sorry."

"Quil, Sam, Embry…leave." He growled.

I touched his face, his neck, and chest with my hands. I heard one them say yuck! And pretended to puck. Another whistled as they left us under the ruined arc with Chelsea. I turned to her and mouthed, "Are you doing this?" She just shrugged and kept concentrating.

"I-I don't get what is happening to me," he said pulling my hair from my face and looking into my eyes. "I can't do this again- it's wrong. Edward is hurting-"

"Don't mention him now! I know I am hurting him," I shook the image from my mind of Edward in pain, eyes dark and menacing ready to murder us. I did forgive him, Oh Lord what should I do? I couldn't think when Jacob lifted my chin for a harder kiss, where his tongue swept my entire mouth and then he trailed his teeth down my neck, grazing my skin and coming back up. He had a raging erection too.

"You know I love you, Bella."

"I love you always Jacob Black, you know that." I said. I let his hand go further down my backside.

"We have company." Chelsea said in low voice.

"Damn!" Jacob cursed and I followed his eyes to that one whom I was married to.

Edward stood there, in black turtle neck and eyes golden, his bronze hair a fire in comparison to his complexion. Jacob held tighter to me. The look Edward gave me was filled with hate and was smoldering all at once. Why was that? He still wanted me even while Jacob held onto me like a hand in glove?

"I didn't come alone. Renesmee is here." Edward said his lips still in straight line.

I pulled from Jacob and ran towards Edward. I saw Chelsea flee the other direction. Behind Edward Renesmee showed up. Her growth spurt was amazing. I heard Jacob's breath get snatched from him. Yes, she is always breathtaking.

"I see, you are still doing damage to my heart, Bella." Edward said eyeing me up and down and then looking over at Jacob

"Edward…why'd you bring her? She is supposed to be home-"

"You need to check who you are Bella. You are losing your sense over lust for him. You have a family now."

I didn't want to hear this, because he was right. What was wrong with me? I couldn't stand to lose Jacob so I forfeit my first love and travel here to Volterra?

I did the unthinkable.

I clasped his face in my hand. Momentarily, I forgot we had a daughter and she stood still watching me as I brought my forehead close to Edward's and let my shield droop from top of my head down, and he read my stream of thoughts.

When we were done, he pulled me close in his arms can called Jacob over.

"What? What the hell?" Jacob said in puzzlement, but he still came over and picked up Renesmee who was entirely too big to be held like that anymore.

"Yeah, I was thinking the same thing Bella." Said Edward, referring to my thoughts I let him delight in.

Three is never a crowd, this should be fun…