What do I do?
Edward's POV
Okay, breathe Edward, you can do this. I kept telling myself that, but it wasn't helping that much.
Today was the day of my first date with Bella. I was outside her door waiting for her to answer. As she opened the door I saw that she was wearing a gray hoodie with electric blue, hot pink, and lime green paint splatters all over it. She also was wearing darker skinny jeans and black converses. Typical Bella.
As she greeted me she allowed me to enter her home. "So where are we going tonight?" She asked nonchalantly.
"Well I was thinking we could go to the movies and maybe get something to eat?" I told her more of a question.
Bella answered with "Sounds just dandy!"
As we left and got into the car, I got to thinking, am I gay? I mean if I am than there really is no point of me taking Bella. Well I guess I am still confused, so here goes nothing.
On the way there Bella and I talked about everything and nothing. We got there in no time due to my very amazing fast driving.
I asked Bella what she wanted to see and we both agreed on Quantum of Solace. It was a James Bond movie.
I told her to go get the seats in the theater while I got the popcorn and soda. As I walked into the theater I noticed Bella was chatting with a certain someone with shaggy blonde hair that I was dying to run my fingers through.
Wait what did I just say?? Oh my gosh I think I might be turning gay!
I can't let Bella know!!!
When I was walking over to them I noticed that Jasper gave me a slight wink. It sent heart racing. Luckily on my account Bella didn't notice.
"Hey look who I found." Bella said
I replied with "Oh hey there Jasper." It sounded more seductive then I meant it to be. Then I threw my crooked smile at him.
Bella started to look confused and Jasper looked slightly dazed. Then, suddenly Jasper said he had to go.
I felt a little disappointed he wouldn't stay with us for the movie.
As I took my seat with Bella she looked a little uncomfortable. So to let some awkwardness off I said I was going to the bathroom.
When I arrived in the men's room I noticed Jasper was there. He walked over to me and abruptly took me in his arms and kissed me!
I felt so many emotions at once. I felt terror, worry, lust, happiness, and discussed. I still wasn't sure if I was gay or not, but I am more on the side that I am so, I kissed him back.
The kisses got deeper and before I knew it we were in a stall and my back was pressed up against the stall wall.
We just kept on kissing and then French kissing for a very long time. Then I realized Bella was still here and I broke away feeling quite awkward and disgusted with myself.
When we were completely off each other I told Jasper to never tell a soul or else something bad would happen to him. With that I left him in the bathroom. When I returned to the movie theater the movie was ended and the pop corn bowl was empty along with our sodas.
I totally bombed the date, I would have to explain this one sooner or latter, well I guess I will just have to talk it one step at a time.