What do I do?

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~Chapter 3~

Well it has been a couple days since the movie theater incident and Bella hasn't talked to me.

Jasper winks at me more than I like to admit and Emmet gives me dirty looks. I don't know what to do.

At this point I feel pretty crappy for hurting Bella and gross for making out with another boy!!

I think I like girls again, but then again I don't know!!! AHH.

Right about now it was the end of the day and Alice, my sister and also the best friend of Bella was giving me death glares all day!

I feel soo uncomfortable!

On my way out she took me off to the side with more force than I thought possible she pushed me up against the lockers.

What the heck do you think your doing with Bella?? Alice asked angrily.

I had no idea what to tell my sister so I whatever popped into my head first I said "Oh it is really complicated."

"Oh shut up you douche! Bella told me you ditched her at the movie theater!" Alice yelled the anger seeping from her words.

"Um oh that? Yeah well I have to tell you something, but you cannot tell any other soul in the whole world, or else I will, will……."I trailed off.

I think Alice realized that I was in deep shizz(I feel kind of awkward swearing on this so I am going to say shiz instead of sh*t) cause, the look on her face was softening, either that or I had a really desperate look on my face. I think it was the desperate one! Oh well…..

Then abruptly Alice let me go and asked "okay, okay tell me what's wrong?"

Okay its now or never.. here goes nothing….

I spilled the beans to her, I told her everything, to how I've been feeling lately.

Alice had a very odd look on her face that I've never seen before. I slightly grabbed her shoulder and shook her gently.

"He… what…Jasper gay….. my brother gay… with the guy I have the hots for….. oh noo….. Bella?" She babbled and kind of trailed off at the end and sounded like more of a question than anything.

"Um Edward you think your gay? If you do umm I can't really help you out there besides not telling mom and dad. And if your not than are you by??? What the heck's been happening with you lately. What do you think this does to Bella? Oh and by the way the one you made out with, was the guy I had a crush on….. um let me just say yikes, dude that's messed up."

"Okay I still don't know about my sexuality. And first of all, how did you not know Jasper is gay, I mean come on?"

"Well, he gives me flirty looks and he is hot and umm oh gosh this is so messed up telling this to my almost gay brother."

"Hey I said I wasn't sure, so shut it doucheface! Oh and I would like to mention that he gives me flirty looks and I have made out with him!" I stated matter of fact.

"Fine, I will give you that one Mr, but I am having a sleepover with Bella tonight and I kind of invited Jasper." Alice said a bit disappointed.

"Alice! Oh great now I'm going to have a gay guy staring me down and the best girl in my life right now glare and be totally mad at me the whole time…GREAT(notice the sarcasm)."

"Well I am sorry if you don't tell me these things earlier. GOSH!"

" I guess we'll just have to take this one step at a time Alice."

She looked hopefully at me and then we both walked out to my car side by side.

~Emily~

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