What do I do?
Hey there everyone, yeah um this chapter is a bit weird so just go along, like i said on my profile, i am a bit weird!
Disclaimer:I don't own anything of Twilight! There are you happy now!!??
Chapter 4
BPOV
Wow I was so POed at Edward. Why the heck did he just leave me like that! And those looks he gave Jasper, if I don't say so myself, I kind of think he's gay!
Man I have been feeling so depressed lately, finding out Charlie has cancer. I can't even go to anyone to talk about it, I mean I wish I could go to my mom, but she's dead so….nope.
I feel like I have no one now! I feel like everyone is dieing around me. I mean if I weren't mad at Edward than I totally would of went to him. And I just met Alice not to long ago, but I still don't feel comfortable laying all my stress and depression on her.
When I did go through depression, I tended to cope by eating a lot and getting really really high.
Yeah I don't like to admit it, but hey what can I say, sometimes it's just the heat of the moment.
At this point in the day right about now I was sitting on the bathroom floor, with the lighter and joint in my hands.
What they hay? Just for old times sake, I thought…..
And with that I got high, I got the greatest ideas when I was high and sometimes I saw unicorns fly by in the sky!
High Bella: Oh my gosh I have the softest most bestest hair in the world, I just want to run my hands through it all day. Ahh where the heck am I, oh no I feel like pie, pie taste good on Saturdays by the ocean.
(at this point she is laying on her bathroom floor rolling around. Suddenly she thinks of Edward)
Oh my gosh Edward is soo mean, maybe if I just go up to him one day and slap him he will get the message across that I still have feelings for him! Blah Blah, I still don't know where I am. Oh My a unicorn just went by! HEY UNICORN!!
Regular Bella: I felt something shake me, and I woke up to find a worried Alice looking at me. Where am I? Oh the bathroom, yeah umm maybe I shouldn't of gotten high, oh well now.
"There you are, why the H.E. double hockey stick are you laying on the ground in your bathroom?" Alice asked surprised.
"Oh I guess I was just a little too tired today, uh sorry." I answered back.
"Well come on let's go, remember we're having a sleepover?!"
"Oh yeah, how could I forget, lets go."
From that point Alice helped me up and I got the things I needed, to go over, then we left in Alice's expensive car.
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~Emily~