Okay here is eight, edited and all, now next chapter will be a brand new one and not edited so if yay for me and thank you all for reading I hope you enjoy this chapter!

Chapter eight

Even though Lisa went back to her seat and pretending to read, she could still feel everyone's' eyes on her, which she wanted, gone. She felt her Vizords friends and there sadness for her, she felt those who did not know her looking at her with pity. Then those that did not stand up for her in her time of need, they look on; with regret and guilt and she ignored it all.

Everyone was so busy looking at the girl that sat in the living room pretending to read, and pretending her sorrow was not there, only two people saw an orange hair man go upstairs with tears in his eyes.

One by the name of Toshiro Hitsyugya and he did not want to try and comfort someone, who wouldn't even look at him. The other one was Karin and she felt her heart ache, that even though she knew this would end in a shouting match, and embarrassment she thinks it would be a good way to release the tense feelings, in his heart so she headed up. Ready to egg him on, to let go of that pain inside heart.

When she was near his door and was about to enter, she had expected him to at least be crying and so much easier to egg him on, but when she enter and he look up scowl no tears at all no proof of tears. Just him sitting on his bed like it was any other day, she got angry at him, for him, she could take this no longer, and so she screamed without thought as it echo thought out the house.

"I HATE YOU LIKE THIS ICHI-NII" Ichigo month open "I don't understand Karin what is wrong"? YOU ICHI-NII IS WHAT IS WRONG, AND I KNOW YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I CAN'T HANDLE YOU ACTING AS THOUGH YOUR OKAY WHEN YOU ARE NOT, WHY CAN'T YOU EVERY COME TO ME. I'M YOUR SISTER, I CAN HELP, BUT WILL YOU LET ME NOOOOO Karin drew out this part, and Ichigo said something that made her blood boil.

"Karin I can't go to you it is my burden to carry and I must carry, it by myself, and I know your my sister Karin but this is not something you need to worry About okay, now tell me what I can do to make you happy"?

Something inside Karin snap at those words, that he always wanted her to be happy, even at risk of his own happiness and he did anything to make it happen, and then tears started to pour out of her eyes. She too had not cried in a while, and then she started to shout IT'S NOT ABOUT ME, IT ABOUT YOU AND YOU BEING HAPPY I CAN'T HANDLE KNOWING YOUR NOT HAPPY, AND DON'T SAY YOU ARE BECAUSE YOU AREN'T, SO PLEASE ICHI-NII JUST TELL ME WHY YOU THINK YOU KILLED MOMMY PLEASE, JUST LET IT OUT, SO YOU CAN BE HAPPY AGAIN"?

Karin knees buckled and fell to ground crying and something in Ichigo self-control crack. As he got tears in his eyes, looking at his upset sister, he rose to pick her up bridal style, but she push his hands away which, he still manage next try to pick her up. she cried into his shirt "I hate you, you big dummy I hate you hate you I LOVE YOU ICHI-NII" When he was down stairs he has his eyes full of tears and pain he felt as through Karin had slapped him, in the face when she started to cry he couldn't hold it in either.

When he reached the bottom steps he set Karin down on the ground and was heading for the front door. But the sobs of his sister took more out of him, he thought and he crack inside and without any thought of the people that had come in and looked upon the brother and sister, he cried standing up.

Although he was crying, he was just dripping tears on the floor, when he felt someone small hug him around the middle, he looked upon them and saw it was Karin, and she was full out sobbing which broke what little control he had left. He crumbled to the ground with Karin in his lap, he sobbed his eyes out. As everyone looked upon this powerful man fall to the ground, and sob with his little ignored the crowd that was in the house and continue to cry as though no one was there.

They to cried every one of them even Kenpachi, had a small tiny tear in his eyes, which he would deny if ever asked. Maybe even kill the person who asked.

But they realized as he sat and watched this man cry. That he was crying, not because his mom was dead, but that his sister did not know her. He cried for the childhood that he had lost and never got back, he cried for the change of his family, and bitter pain in his heart and for the guilt he had carried for so very long.

But mostly he cried for the childhood, he himself refused to live after his mother death. He had refused to stay a child and though no one blames him for that choice, he still cried, because he himself chose to let go of that childhood.

Every one of them knew that, this battle with Azien had taken its toll on everyone, and they also knew he still held far too much guilt in his heart. But they would try and help, even Soi-Fon no matter how much she deny she always want a brother and a true family, other than the one she really had even though she had at first been annoyed at this man, Had defeated them all in order to save Rukia but as time dragged on she saw him as an ally, and an strong man. She had though not admit to anyone had started to think of him as a nephew.

Byakuya looked on at the young who had stolen his heart without knowing. Then Karin spoke in a hoarse voice from her crying. "Please everyone on calm down, your emotions our driving me insane" making everyone shocked thinking she can feel our emotions.

Byakuya went over to them which surprised them all, when he help Ichigo up and handed some tissues to them both. "Do you have a headache Karin?" he asked quietly in case she did. "Yeah I do from all the wacked out emotions that have been going on." She answered him drowsily and fell asleep in her brothers arms.

Byakuya picked her up and looked at Ichigo, "I'll lay her on the couch" Making Ichigo nodded in shocking but with Yourichi and Kisuke to looked at them knowing but everyone else to be confused but Yuzu.