Disclaimer: Okay, if you didn't figure out yet that I don't own Twilight and I'm not SM, don't read this. Please, I'm begging you, go see a counsler.

I was on the couch. Jasper had Zach, both of whom had mysteriously vacated the house before I arrived. The contractions were getting worse and nothing Carlisle did had made them stop. Finally, he gave up and decided to deliver the baby.

"AUGH!" I screamed. The contraction ended and I was panting. "Edward?"

"Yes, love?" he looked at me with those sad, bottomless eyes.

"What's going to happen?"

"You deliver Elizabeth," He was avoiding the true meaning of the question. I knew it and he knew I knew. I decided not to ask again, and he pulled his hand through his hair.

"RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA," I yelled. The contractions were getting closer together now.

"Push, Bella," I was so weak.

"I can't," I whispered. I was so worried. I know it didn't work this way, but I wanted my baby in me forever. I just couldn't let go. I sobbed once, and instantly Edward was kneeling by my head.

"Bella, you need to. She has a chance. You need to push. For me, for her, for Zach." He held my hand, "Please." I nodded. I felt a new strength from within me. I pushed. I pushed hard, harder, harder, until I was breathless. I could feel my face turning purple but I didn't care. I had to push; for Edward, for Elizabeth, for Zach. Suddenly, there was a puncture, a ripping, where my baby's head was. It was like it was a bite, but babies don't bite.

"GET ELIZABETH NOW! PULL CARLISLE! PULL NOW!" Alice? What was wrong? I felt my baby gone. What was up? All of a sudden: fire. I screamed and writhed.

"Bella?!" It was Edward.

"She's changing, Edward," Alice told him, "You stay here, I'll take Elizabeth." I screamed again. Fire, it was everywhere! NO! MAKE IT STOP!

"Bella, oh Bella," Edward whispered, hugging me, "I'm so sorry, I love you. I know you can hear me. I know you can't answer. Just know I love you, it'll be over soon." I yelled. I wanted to tell him I loved him too, but just like he said, I just couldn't form the words. There was just one thing I truly wanted, come to think of it.

"KILL ME!" I screamed, begging. I opened my eyes briefly to see his tortured look. He knew what I was going through, but there was nothing he could do but be there.

"I'm so sorry, Bella," he repeated, and kissed me. Then he sat down. That was the last I saw before I closed my eyes again, baking in the fiery depths that seemed to never end.

"KILL ME!"

Sorry it ended here. I was afraid it was getting repetative. Let me know if I should write more about the transformation in the poll on my profile.