A/N: Wow, thanks guys! I wasn't expecting a lot of views on only the first chapter but I'm really glad! You guys made my day! I'd appreciate some more reviews, if that's not too much to ask…haha, enjoy!

Oh, and by the way, there is a flashback and it's written in italics, obviously. Thanks again, and review!

Edward's POV

It was late, around one in the morning, when I finally came to my senses. I rubbed my eyes—which were the darkest shade of black that they have ever been, and then blinked twice. I shook my head furiously as if to erase the whole night. What was I thinking? How could I have done this to Bella? It wasn't even that enjoyable; not like this. Not while I was madly in love with Bella. She didn't deserve this…

Just because I was vulnerable at the time, should not have given me a reason to stoop this low. Bella did nothing, and now she would suffer. Calling my self a monster would not even come close this time.

I flashed over to the window of Tanya's apartment and sat on the ledge. I stared up at the moon, thinking of her—my Bella. But all I could manage to uphold was Bella's face when I told her what just happened. The whole night was all so confusing…I was not even sure what happened…

What did happen?

My mind wandered back to the forest, the forest only a couple miles away from Bella's own house. How sick could I get? I was running fast, faster than lightning, to do some hunting. I went by myself to think, to get away from my nagging family. The grounds were filled with lush green plants, and there rustling in a nearby oak, was a large doe. My eyes glazed over and my animalistic tendencies arose. I had no morals; no rules.

After finishing off my third meal, I snapped my head up in a rush. There was somebody…or something here…the scent was familiar, but I couldn't place it.

Before I could even guess, I saw her. Tanya. She seemed to be giggling; giggling, really? What for? I looked myself up and down—why was she laughing? I gazed over at her warily; the statement popped into my head before I could even control it. She looked absolutely amazing. Her gentle face was evident; her hair flowed perfectly over her shoulders. She was pale, as most vampires were, but there was a mysterious expression engraved on her face. She looked beautiful. Just…not like Bella.

I tried to read her mind, but she carefully blocked it of all thoughts except for a song; a beautiful melody. Our song.

"Oh my darlin', oh my darlin' clementine…" She sang. And even in her thoughts, it was like the tingling of chimes.

After a few silent minutes of staring, I gulped, ruffling my hair. "What are you doing here, Tanya?"

She didn't seem insulted, like I meant for it to come across; instead she looked quite pleased. Her eyes danced across my body and up to my hair. She took a couple steps forward, in human pace.

"Oh, you know," She began, batting her thick pair of eyelashes. "I wanted to do some hunting of my own." She was only three feet away now; only three feet from this seductive mistress.

I tried to pry my thoughts of her, tried to manage my thoughts on only Bella. It was never hard to do, but at that moment, seeing Tanya so close made me uneasy.

"Tanya," I whispered, staring straight into her entrancing eyes. They were dark; she was hungry. But, I knew for certain that it wasn't blood she was longing for. Not this time.

"I have a girlfriend…I love her more than anything. I would die for her." I added tersely for clarification.

"So." She replied, unclenching my arms from my chest. I was shocked at her imminence and backed away uncertainly. "Tanya," I warned as roughly as I could manage; since my voice quavered, there obviously wasn't much.

"Yes, Edward?" She leaned in, right next to my face. She hummed in my ear our song. Our song from so long ago. It was as beautiful as I remembered. I hadn't heard it in years…

I couldn't make myself move, it was as if my feet were plastered down right there on the forest floor. She grinned, flashing me her lethal white teeth.

She tilted her head towards my lips and pressed down.

I didn't think of the consequences then, and I definitely didn't consider that that moment was only the beginning to a whirlwind of pain.

A/N: So, I wanted to catch you up on Edward's side. He still loves Bella and all; he's just a little confused right now, folks. I'll update the next chapter soon! I know (hope) you will be waiting for what happens next; and which out of the four will end up together. My story feels naked without your reviews! Do you really want to embarrass it in front of all its friends? Oh and by the way, while after reviewing and waiting for the next chapter, you should read my other stories.(:

-Rachel