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Chapter 2
"Fang..." Fang closed her eyes tightly at the sound of her name being moaned out by Vanille who was currently under her clawing at her back with her legs wrapped around her hips tightly. Sweat made their bodies glisten in the dim light coming from their bedside table. It made her hair stick to the back of her neck and her temples. Vanille's hair was out and spread out along the pillow under her head.
Fang gripped the sheets in her fists on both sides of Vanille's head as she panted keeping her eyes closed tightly and her head bowed. Her thoughts were filled of light pink hair, deep intense blue eyes watching her closely as she rode over top of her pushing them both to the edge of pure ecstasy. Sweat drenched pale skin over toned well-built trained muscles. the perfect body of Lightning Farron.
She didn't know when it started and she'd be dead wrong if she said she wasn't ashamed but she'd also be dead wrong if she told you that she has tried to stop fantasying about Lightning every time she had sex with Vanille. As soon as they began, she would close her eyes and wouldn't open them until they were done. She even started to look forward to having sex with Vanille just so she could fantasy about Lightning.
It never lasted long. Vanille tired out quickly and after only two rounds, she was done. It only helped Fang to realize that her fantasies was just that. A fantasy. Lightning could last longer and probably even be in control. It had even gotten to the point where she had begun to whisper Lightning's name. Vanille was always to far gone to notice. So far lost in her own bliss to notice that Fang was longer looking at her. To far gone to notice how quiet Fang suddenly was. To far gone to notice that Fang was clearly thinking of someone else.
Vanille suddenly screaming her name as she came pulled Fang out of her thoughts. Her movements came to an abrupt stop as she stared down at Vanille watching as the other girl tired to catch her breath with a flushed face and sweat rolling down her temple and neck. Her eyes closed tightly and her eyebrows farrowed together as she turned her head into her pillow. Fang sighed as a small frown came to her lips and she rolled off her.
She didn't even come tonight. She ran her finger through her hair as she stared up at the ceiling listening to Vanille catching her breath. "Fang…"She whined and Fang closed her eyes. "You were to rough again…"She said and rolled over to face her. Fang opened her eyes and looked to her. She gave her a small smile before she cupped her face and ran her thumb down her cheek. Vanille leaned into the touch.
"Sorry Vanille. Some times I just lose myself…,"She mumbled and Vanille nodded her head as she stared at her. Fang's smirk grew. "You wanna go again?" she asked and Vanille stuck out her lower lip before she shook her head.
"Not tonight Fang. I'm tired." She said and rolled over with a heavy sigh. Fang nodded her head before she rolled over towards her. She kissed her shoulder as she wrapped her arms around her. Vanille leaned back against her and sighed again as she quickly began to fall asleep.
Fang remained awake. A frown on her lips as she listened to the noises from the room across from her own. The sound of the bed moving and all the groans and moans Cid was making. But she heard nothing from Lightning. She never did. It was as if he was in there masturbating or something. She reminded in bed until the sounds died down and it was once again silent. She unwrapped herself from the sleeping Vanille and through on a large black t-shirt and a pair of underwear before walking out the room and closing the door quietly. She silently made her way into the bathroom.
Lightning ran her fingers through her hair as she stepped out of her bedroom. She walked towards the kitchen only to stop next to the bathroom door as a strange sound came from it. A straggled moan. A blush came to her cheeks. She swallowed hard, closed her eyes before she heard the person cuss, and intently knew it was Fang. This only caused her face to turn a darker shade of red before she marched off towards the kitchen.
She released a heavy sigh as she grabbed a glass and turned towards the refrigerator where she pulled out a half-empty bottle of wine left over from dinner. She pulled it out and turned around only to stop at seeing Fang standing in the doorway. She must have heard her outside the door because she came out that bathroom a bit to fast for Lightning's liking. Lightning eyed her with a frown before she looked away from her. "Couldn't sleep either?" she asked as she poured herself a glass and then stuck the bottle back in the refrigerator and picking up her glass.
"Nope…" Fang mumbled as she walked more into the room. "Not with all that masturbatin' Cid was doin' in the next room." She chuckled as she leaned on her elbows on the back of one of the chairs and watched as Lightning sat down at the table and took a sip from her glass. She released a small chuckle.
"You're one to talk." She mumbled into her glass and Fang arched an eyebrow before she shrugged her shoulders not at all a bit shamed that Lightning knew she had masturbated in the bathroom.
"Vanille…tires fast is all. Doesn't mean she's not good. I guess we can't say the same for that boy toy of yours huh Sunshine. I mean do you even feel it inside of you?" she asked as her head titled and Lightning's eyes narrowed before she looked away from her. "There's no way the male should be gruntin' more then you Love." She chuckled lowly as her eyes narrowed a bit and she eyed Lightning watching as her grip on the glass tightened and her jaw clench.
"We're not having this conversation." She mumbled as she rose back to her feet deciding to take her drink into her bedroom.
"Why not? Cause it's true? His dick is small ain't it? I mean do you even come?" she asked with a chuckle and Lightning turned to glare at her.
"That's none of your business! If I were you, I would worry about my own sex life! You have to masturbate in the fucking bathroom for fuck's sake Fang!" she snapped as she pointed towards it. "You don't have the right to make fun of Cid!" she whispered harshly know if she got any louder the others would hear her. Fang stood up right as she stared at her and Lightning stared back before she released a sigh. "I'm going back to bed." She mumbled and made for the door.
"I bet I could make you moan." Fang's words made Lightning stop in her tracks and she turned to look at her. A look of shock written across her face. Fang smirked and her eyes narrowed a bit. "I bet I could have you makin' a lot of different sounds." She whispered and before Lightning could even say a word Fang was in front of her cupping her face and pulling her into a rough kiss. Her eyes widened at the feel on Fang's tongue forcing it's way into her mouth.
Her body immediately reacted, aching into Fang as her heart began to race. Fang pushed her back against the fridge causing the whole thing to shake as they kissed roughly. Their tongues dueling for power as they tried to devoured each other. Lightning gripped Fang's shirt tightly pulling her closer as Fang gripped her under her armpits and pushed her up just enough for Lightning to wrap her legs around her waist tightly.
Fang's hands moved down farther while pushing Lightning's shirt up until she was at the end of it and she quickly slipped her hand under it and ran her fingers along Lightning's smooth skin before moving up to cup one of her bare breast roughly. Lightning gasped and broke her redden and swollen lips away from Fang's to throw her head back. Fang's lips moved down to her neck sucking and biting as she twisted and pinched the hard rock nipple in between her fingers making Lightning gasp and arch into her.
She fisted Fang's hair in one hand while the other reached up and gripped the top of the fridge tightly once Fang's hips began to rock into her own roughly. She panted with her eyes closed tightly as she forced her hips back against Fang's. Fang moved her head back up nipping at her jaw gentle before she kissed her on the lips softly. Lightning brought her head forward and slammed her lips to Fang's roughly forcing her tongue into her mouth.
Fang released a moan and bucked her hips harder. Hard enough to make the small fridge behind them shake a bit once again. Lightning only panted though her nose, as her hips rocked harder in return, both of them desperate to get a bit of friction. Lightning released a small grunt as Fang bit down on her lower lip. Fang growled in response as she ran her tongue along it. The hand that wasn't up her shirt moved along Lightning's smooth leg before she dug her nails into the back of her thigh. Lightning finally released a moan as her hands moved up Fang's shirt and she dug her nails into her bare back.
"Whoa." They both stopped all movement at the sound of Snow's voice. Fang sighed as she pulled her lips away from Lightning's and looked away as she pulled her hand from under her shirt. Lightning licked her lips as she avoid both their eyes as well. She removed her legs from around Fang's waist and pushed her away by the shoulders.
Fang moved away without much of a fight before she turned and watched as Lightning pushed pass Snow and walked out the kitchen. "Wh-What's going on here?" snow asked as he watched Lightning go before looking over to Fang. She licked her lips and she looked away from him. "Fang?" he asked.
"I wish I could tell you." She mumbled as she ran her fingers though her hair before she walked pass him as well. "I don't even know my own self." She mumbled. She could feel his eyes watch her walk down the dark hall before she turned and walked into her room. She closed the door quickly and leaned her head against it with a heavy sigh. "Damn it." She mumbled.
She looked over her shoulder and to Vanille who was sleeping peacefully. What had she done? She basically assaulted Lightning in the kitchen and now she was crawling back in bed with her girlfriend? What was wrong with her? Was it that easy for her to be so unfaithful? She frowned as she moved over to the bed, slowly climbed back into it, and slowly wrapped her arm around her waist.
She sighed as she stared at the back of Vanille's red head. Now what was she going to do?
The next morning was more then awkward between the three of them. Snow could never seem to sit still when Fang or Lightning was in the room and brought up something really dumb when it was too quiet. Lightning was more quiet then usual and avoided Fang at any cost. But that was okay because Fang was avoiding her too. They was avoiding each other so much that it became obvious to the others that something strange had transpired between the two of them.
So they all sat in the living room watching a movie awkwardly, Fang with Vanille on her lap in the chair and Cid, Lightning, Serah and Snow sitting on the sofa. No one was really watching the movie. The tension was so thick they couldn't even pay attention. Fang's eyes darted to Lightning as she played with one of Vanille's curls.
Lightning's eyes reminded on the screen as her head rested on Cid's shoulder. She had a small frown on her face and her eyes didn't seem to focused. It was as if her mind was in another place. Maybe she felt another's eyes on her because not a second later her eyes flicked over to Fang.
Fang's breath hitched her throat and Vanille noticing it glanced over her shoulder at her. Fang looked to her and smiled. Vanille returned it before she turned back around towards the T.V but instead of looking at it her eyes darted to the sofa trying to find out what her girlfriend had been looking at. Her eyes fell on Lightning who was still looking in their direction. Still looking at Fang. She frowned slightly and Lightning's eyes snapped to her next before Lightning quickly looked away, back toward the T.V.
This only made Vanille's frown increase before she leaned back against Fang and the other girls arms wrapped around her waist and her chin rested on her shoulder as she released a sigh. "I love you Fang…,"She whispered as she turned her head slightly to look at her. Fang was staring ahead with a small frown no longer looking at anything.
"Mm hm. I know babe." She whispered back and Vanille frowned as she rested her head back on Fang's shoulder. Snow suddenly cleared his throat and they all looked over to him as he rose to his feet.
"I'm going to go make some more popcorn." He said as he shook the empty bowl and they all nodded their heads before he walked out. Fang sighed as she watched him go before she gave Vnaille's hips a small squeeze and pushed her up. Vanille pouted as she slumped back in the seat and watched as Fang stretched in front of her with a sigh.
"I'm goin' to get another beer. Anyone want one?" she asked as she looked around at the rest of them.
"I'll take one." Her eyes fell to Lightning who had spoken and she frowned slightly as she nodded her head before following Snow into the kitchen. She stopped in the doorway and watched as Snow tried to work the microwave. She shook her head with a small chuckle. He didn't know how to do anything. She stepped over to him and took the bag from his hands.
"I was hopin' I could talk to you for a minute." She said and he looked to her while rubbing the back of his neck. She tossed the bag into the microwave and hit a few selective numbers before turning back towards him. "Maybe later tonight after the movie we can go get a few drinks at the bar." She said and placed her hands on her hips.
"Is this about…what I saw last night?" He whispered as he glanced towards the door. She frowned slightly as she looked away from him. "You know with you and Light in here getting all down and dirty-"
"I know what your talkin' about you idiot." She hissed as her eyes narrowed and he frowned. She sighed and ran her fingers though her hair. "But yeah…kind of…"she mumbled before she looked back to him. "You didn't tell anyone did you?" she asked and he quickly shook his head.
"Not a soul though it was really killing me to tell Serah. But I didn't! She doesn't know!" he said while shaking his head quickly and she nodded her head before she sighed again.
"Right. Well we will talk more on this later. I really need someone to hear this out. I can't…keep it all balled up ya know?" she asked and he nodded his head. She let a small smirk come to her lips as she nodded her head. "Thanks Snow." She said as she turned towards the fridge and pulled out two beers.
"Yeah. Anytime Fang. You know you can always come to me if you have a problem or need anyone to talk to." He said and she nodded as she looked back to him.
"I know." She said before she walked out the kitchen. He watched her go before turning towards the microwave as it beeped and he pulled out the still popping popcorn. He poured it into his bowl before walking back into the living room and joining the others on the sofa. He wrapped his arm around Serah and glanced to Fang who was once again sitting in the chair with Vanille in her lap before he looked to Lightning who was now sitting up as she downed the beer Fang had gotten for her.
The rest of the night was silent. They finished the movie and Serah and Vanille turned into bed. Cid and Lightning followed after and Fang and Snow left for the bar. Neither one of them spoke on the way there nor as they sat down at the bar and ordered their drinks. Snow was half way through his first glass when he sighed and looked over to Fang.
"So…Is it serious? This thing you have with Light?" He asked. She stared down into her glass with a small frown before she closed her eyes and ran her fingers though her hair before she shook her head.
"I don't even know what the hell it is." She chuckled before she brought the drink to her lips and finished it off. She waved Lebreau down for another glass. "Last night was the first time that's ever happened." She said with a shrug as she watched the dark hair girl refill her before walking off. Snow nodded his head. "It was more impulse then anythin'. I know it was more my fault then hers. I'm always pushin' and pushin' you know? I'm always pushin' people." She chuckled sadly and looked over to Snow. He nodded his head silently once again.
"How's your relationship with Vanille going? Maybe you're missing something? That's why you turned to Lightning like that?" He said and she licked her dry lips as she shook her head and lowered her head.
"My relationship with Vanille…couldn't be better." She said with a shrug of her shoulders. "Maybe that's it. Maybe it's too perfect…"She chuckled as she brought the glass to her lips and rolled her eyes. He shrugged his shoulders.
"That's possible. Do you guys fight at all?" He asked and she shook her head. "Maybe that's it. A fight here and there keeps the passion in your relationship!" He said with a bright grin and she chuckled softly as she looked over at him. "Even me and Serah fight a bit." He said with a shrug and she nodded her head. It was silent once again.
"I think about Lightnin' when I'm havin' sex with Vanille." She said and he choked on his drink. She looked over him as everyone in the bar looked to him as well. She chuckled as she patted his back for him. "Wasn't ready for that one was you big guy?" she laughed.
"Yeah…A bit of warning next time would be nice." He said as he whipped his mouth and she nodded her head. He looked to her and frowned at seeing her expression. Her eyes were staring back down into her glass and a frown on her lips. It was clear she felt ashamed and guilt. He sighed as he looked back to his glass.
"It's sick ain't it?" she chuckled softly. "I got this beautiful perfect girlfriend. People would kill to have someone like Vanille but I always got to make somethin' hard. I always have to hurt someone. I'm so selfish. All I can think about is my sick need for Lightnin'. I think about her all the damn time." She whispered and closed her eyes before she ran her fingers though her hair.
"You're not selfish Fang." He said as he put his big hand on her shoulder and gave it a small squeeze. "There heart wants what it wants. There's nothing you can do about that." He said with a shake of his head as she looked over to him. "You just have to follow it. If you don't more people will get hurt then necessary. You brought Lightning into this now." He said with a small nod and she returned it.
"Yeah…." She chuckled and nodded her head before she finished off her second drink. He nodded his head before he finished his drink as well. She stood up. "Let's go home." She sighed as she put down a few dollars and he nodded his head and got up putting down a few dollars down as well before thanking Lebreau and following Fang out the bar.
Once they got home, they found Lightning sitting in the dark in the living room watching T.V. Fang closed the door behind her and her eyes watched Lightning closely as she removed her boots and coat. Snow looked back and forth between the two as he removed his coat and shoes as well. "Well I'm just going to head off to bed." He said and Fang glanced to him with a nod of her head. He returned it before he disappeared down the hall.
Fang stood there for a moment and crossed her arms waiting for Lightning to at least look at her. She sighed when she didn't. "Mind if I join you?" she asked as she stepped closer.
"No one's stopping you." She mumbled and Fang nodded her before she walked over and sat down next to her with another sigh. "What's wrong with the chair?" she asked as she looked to her quickly through narrowed eyes. Fang chuckled as she scratched her arms back on the sofa.
"Maybe I wanna sit next to you Sunshine and besides I been sittin' in that chair all day. I'm tired of it." She said with a chuckle before she smirked towards her and Lightning shook her head with a sigh before she turned her attention back towards the T.V. Fang looked to it as well. "So what are we watchin'?" she asked.
"Paid programs." She mumbled and Fang ached an eyebrow.
"Well isn't that interestin'?" She chuckled as she watched as well and it was silent for a moment. "Seriously though? Paid programs? I always knew you were borin' but ain't this pushin' it to the extreme?" she asked as she looked back over to her and Lightning said nothing for a moment.
"How about you just go to bed then…,"she mumbled. Fang frowned as she stared at her for a moment.
"Why are you up?" she asked and Lightning shrugged.
"I couldn't sleep…,"She whispered and Fang licked her lips as she nodded her head before she looked down towards her lap.
"Again? That's the second night in a row. Wanna talk about what's keepin' you from gettin' your beauty sleep? Not like you need it anyways." She said as a smirk came to her lips and she looked back over to Lightning. Lightning's eyes dropped from the T.V to look down at her bare legs.
"I think you know what's keeping me up Fang." She whispered and the smirk on Fang's face dropped slowly before she brought her hand off the back of the sofa and touched the side of Lightning's face softly with the tips of her two fingers. Lightning sighed and closed her eyes as Fang brushed her bangs away from her temple softly. She leaned into the touch and Fang's fingers moved down to trace her jaw.
Fang ran her fingers down to her chin were she gripped it softly and turned Lightning's head towards her as she leaned towards her. She pressed her lips to the corner of Lightning's lips gentle and Lightning released a small sigh. She left small kisses along her jaw before moving down towards her neck. Lightning released a small sigh as a shiver rocked her body to her core.
"Fang…stop." Lightning said as she gripped her wrist and pulled her hand away from her chin before she looked to her with a small frown. Fang backed away from her. "We can't do this. Not with Cid and Vanille." She said with a shake of her head as her eyebrows came together and her frown increased as she looked away from her.
"But you want too don't you?" she asked and Lightning said nothing for a moment as she kept her eyes away.
"And what if I did Fang? There is no way we can act on these feelings. It is nothing but lust I promise you and they won't last long. The best thing for us to do is let them die away." She said and Fang frowned as she looked away from her and licked her lips before she nodded. "I know you love Vanille, Fang." Lightning said as she looked to her. "And I…Cid is the first boyfriend I had in a long time. I don't want to ruin it." She said while shaking her head.
"Right. Your right." She said with a nod of her head and Lightning sighed as she watched her. "I'm sorry…,"She mumbled and Lightning looked back down towards her lap.
"Don't be." She sighed and Fang looked to her quickly. Lightning sighed as she stood up. "I think it's probably best if we got away from each other. Maybe you should take Vanille on a vacation or something." She said as she looked down at her. "She feels a bit emotionally disconnected from you. She talked to me and Serah about it after you and Snow left for the bar." She said as she crossed her arms.
"So she feels it too huh?" she chuckled before she shook her head. Lightning nodded her head.
"Maybe a little get away will help. Just the two of you." She whispered and Fang frowned as they stared at each other. Lightning sound like she was struggling to say the words. Maybe even, hurt by them.
"Yeah. That sounds like a good idea." She said with a nod and Lightning returned it before walking off.
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