Moving On

Hi, I know I re-titled the story, but I don't feel like going back and changing the heading on each chapter, so make do with this. Enjoy, and there is some real Edward in this chapter...aka Robert Pattinson, the sexiest man alive.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but my ideas.

Begun: 12/1/08 Finished: 12/2/08

Chapter Eleven:

B Pov

"Bella" I heard a smooth voice murmur in my ear. I groaned and turned over. "Bella" The voice dropped an octave...it sounded familiar. "Bella love, please wake up" It pleaded. Edward. My mind screamed his name. My eyes flung open and I was face to face with my green eyed angel. "Edward" I whispered his name breathlessly. "Yes love, I'm back" He nodded and gave me the crooked smile that always made me melt.

I launched at him, flinging my arms around his neck and burying my head in the crook of his neck. I squeezed him tightly and his arms wrapped around my waist and he caressed my hip. I looked up into his eyes and felt my tears over flowing. "Oh Edward, I thought I wouldn't see you again" I cried into his chest.

"I know love, I'm sorry for leaving you, I had to come see you" He whispered and kissed my head. I looked up at him and softly pressed my lips to his. He deepened the kiss, lowering me back onto the bed. His tongue swiped across my lower lip, asking for entrance. I parted my lips slightly for him and smiled softly into the kiss.

He broke away from me, panting harshly. His eyes were darkened with lust. My body reacted to his hungry eyes sweeping over my body. He looked me over from my hair, staring into my eyes, then to my tank top covered breasts, followed by my boy short panties and sweeping over my legs slowly before going back up to my breasts.

"God how I missed these" He whispered before his head swooped down and took one nipple into his hot mouth. I cried out and arched my back. Edward used his hand to quickly dispose of my panties, roughly pulling them down my legs and tossing them off the bed. His hand found the junction between my legs and slowly traced my sopping folds.

I moaned loudly, my hands coming up to his hair and massaging his scalp. He pulled away from breasts breathing heavily over the tight peaks that ached so deliciously. "Edward" I groaned out his name as he flicked at the peak with his thumb. His other hand rubbed my clit, sending waves of pleasure through my body.

"God Bella, you're so beautiful" He moaned and lifted my shirt off of me. He stared for a long time at my rosy nipples, drawing circles around them with his hand. "These are my favorite part of your body" He whispered, looking at me through his lashes. His moth engulfed the peak that hadn't received his attention left and rolled the nipple between his teeth before suckling softly.

I moaned as his hand pinched my clit, his free hand doing the same with my unoccupied nipple. "Edward, I need more" I gasped for breath. He released my breast from his mouth and tweaked my nipple. I cried out again and began bucking my hips against his hand. "Bella, patience is a virtue" He clucked his tongue before heading south, holding eye contact with me. I gasped when I felt his tongue dart out and flick my clit.

My hips bucked but he pressed them back down with his hands. His tongue slipped between my folds, working within it and bringing me closer to my release. He groaned against my core, the sound vibrating through my body and making me moan in return. My eyes slid closed as pleasure over took my body and the tingle of my climax started, the coil in my stomach tightened to the point of pain as Edward continued to lap and juices.

I gasped for air as my walls tightened around his appendage and my body went rigid, my mouth eliciting a small, long groan before my body settled back onto the bed. I opened my eyes, wiping some of my damp hair out of my face.

Edward looked up at me and licked his lips slowly. I watched his tongue bring in cum that had taken residence on his face before darting back out for a final lick of his rosy lips. "You taste delicious, love" He smiled and stood from the bed, removing his midnight blue sweater from over his head followed by his pants and boxers.

As soon as his boxers uncover the large bulge protruding them, his cock sprang forward at me, the head beading with pre-cum and slowly dripping down the side. I moaned at the sight, a surge of heat rushing through my abdomen and to my core. I felt more of my juice dribble from my folds and onto the cotton sheets. "Bella, I'd like for you to pleasure me now, it's been so long, I could burst just looking at you" He groaned and stroked himself with his own hand.

I crawled forward on the bed and pulled him toward me with a hand on his hip. I looked into his eyes and smiled softly before wrapping my lips around his length. He hissed as I slid more of him into my mouth before sliding back up and releasing him with a pop. I did this a few times until his hand was tangled in my hair, urging me to take more of him. I took a deep breath before sliding his entire shaft into my mouth, most of it ending up in my throat.

I fought the urge not to choke as I swallowed around him. "Fuck" He groaned, his hand holding me to his hips a little harder. I bobbed my head fast letting him thrust his hips into my face. My hands moved to his hips and I nuzzled into his pubic bone.

Slowly, one hand left his hip and cupped his balls. I could feel them tightening in my hand so I gave a small squeeze before bouncing them in my hand. I released his cock from my mouth and took just the head in to lick it. I sucked roughly, swirling my tongue around the tip. Edward's body went stiff against me. I looked up, his shaft still in my mouth and moaned at the sight I saw.

His jaw was clenched; eyes shut tightly, his body twitching slightly. My moan was his undoing. "Shit, Bella" He cursed and his jizz shot into my mouth. I swallowed all of the sticky hot liquid and licked the rest of it off my lips. I looked at Edward who was still hard and lay back on the bed and spread my legs.

He leaned down in between my legs and kissed me harshly. He positioned his hips with mine and—

Beep! Beep!

I jolted awake breathing hard-if it could be called that. It was more like panting. This was the seventh time this week I had dream like that of Edward and I. It was ridiculous and I had to do something about it. I had gone to my first appointment and the doctor told me that I was going to have an increased sexual appetite and it was normal. Problem was, I had no one to help me out with my sexual appetite and was forced to finger myself every morning this week.

I climbed out of bed to find my legs felt like jelly. I collapsed to the floor and settled for crawling to my dresser. Hoisting myself from the floor, I looked in the mirror and saw my eyes were dilated, nipples erect, and when I looked down, there was a huge wet spot on my undies. This week was torture. I grabbed some fresh clothes and headed to the bathroom. I showered quickly and changed into some tan board shorts, a green tank top and flip flops.

When I got to my room, I grabbed my wallet and phone and was out the door. I stopped down stairs and ate some fruit, grabbing some crackers for my snack later on. "Hey Bella" Emmett greeted me from the couch. "Oh hey Emm, can I borrow your jeep, I need to go pick up some things" I asked. "Sure" He reached in his pocket and tossed me the keys.

I smiled at him before leaving to head to Port Angeles. I pulled into a parking space a half an hour later and took a deep breath before climbing out the car. I walked on the sidewalk until I found the store I was looking for, Erotic Shop. It was a very unoriginal name, but it was the only one I knew of. I walked in; a cat purring was the signal of a customer. I cringed as I looked around.

"Can I help you miss?" A worker walked up to me. I looked at his name tag, Daniel. "Where are the dildos?" I asked immediately, blushing right after. He looked shocked by my question. "Um...the fourth aisle. But tell me, what's a pretty girl like you doing in a shop like this, if you're lonely, I can keep you company" He crooned. I fought a sneer.

"Well, I was actually wondering how a loser like you thought you had a chance with me, but me and my husband are just looking for things to spice it up in the bedroom" I countered before walking off. I found the dildos okay and was shocked by all the different colors. They had pink ones, purple ones, yellow, orange, green, hell, even magenta! I settled for dark blue.

But, there were different functions too. In the end, I settled for one with settings for vibrations, made out of rubber with ridges on it. Walking through the aisle to go up to the cashier I saw a bullet vibrator that came with a remote.

Shrugging, I picked one up and a set of nipple clamps hanging at the end of the aisle. Blushing, I got to the cashier and paid for it. It came out to forty-five dollars. Who knew rubber and plastic could be so expensive. I got back into the jeep and the panic finally set in when I saw the words Erotic Shop printed onto the bag.

I grabbed a cracker from the package and nibbled on it as I thought of the tormenting I would get from Emmett. I pulled up in the drive way and sat there for a minute. Maybe if I ran fast enough, he wouldn't stop me. Yeah, that was going to have to work. I climbed out of the car and grabbed the bag. I opened the door and saw Emmett sitting in the kitchen-shit!

"Hey Bells, have a nice trip?" He asked casually. "Mhm" I nodded, inching towards the stairs. "So what did you get?" He asked. "Just some things...you know, girl things, things that girls need, like hair products, a few more bras since...you know, my body is changing and my boobs are getting bigger now that I'm pregnant, and some new under wear because I just needed some-why are you interrogating me?!" I whined, I was rambling and making myself seem more suspicious.

"Bella, I asked you one question and you answered twenty. Are you hiding something?" He asked suspiciously. "What, no, nothing at all" I laughed nervously. "Really, than what's behind your back?" He smiled boyishly. I watched as a bead of sweat made its way down the side of my face. "Gotta go!" I squeaked and jetted up the stairs into my room and locked the door.

I sighed in relief and dropped my bag on my bed. I took the packaging off of everything and put the clips in my panty drawer and the bullet under my pillow. The dildo lay on my bed. I flipped off my flip flops and unbuttoned my shorts to toss them to the floor. I closed my eyes and images from my latest dream came rushing into my mind and I watched it play out it left me with my hand cupping my breasts, my thumb flicking at the hardened peak and my other hand rubbing my mound through my panties.

I opened my eyes and looked hesitantly to the blue cock sitting on my bed. I picked it up and peeled off my underwear. Slowly, I pressed the head of it to my entrance and lay back on the bed. I guess I was far wetter than I thought I was because it slipped in easily. My vision got hazy for a minute and I reached for the instructions that came with it.

Taking a deep breath, I read the details for my new best friend. It was ten inches-the same size as Edward, I could tell it was quite thick. There were three settings, low, medium, and high. I nodded and clicked on the first setting with the switch at the bottom of it. A low hum erupted from it and it trembled inside my core as it scrunched like an accordion, hence the ridges.

I gasped in surprise at the feeling. My eyes slid shut and I put the dildo on high. I low moan slipped through my lips and I began to pump the rubber back and forth. I was coming undone sooner than I thought I would. I stopped working it and rubbed my clit in circles with my index finger.

My other hand snaked under my shirt and pinched my nipple. I moaned a bit louder, biting my lip to keep it in because Emmett was down stairs. I drew circles around my areola before tugging at the peak. I could feel my walls clamping around my best friend. It worked against my body and I abandoned my clit and twisted the dildo, pumping it harshly until my hand could no longer function as my orgasm wracked my body. "Oh...Edward" I whimpered as I climaxed.

The dildo massaged me through about three more orgasms until I decided to stop it. My hand paused on switching it off and I decided against it, working it between my folds, the squelching sound of my cunt and the dildo was enough to make me cum again. I think I passed out from pleasure. The whole week's sexual tension was being released by this beautiful, thick, long piece of rubber. It even squirmed around like a worm.

By the time I became conscious again, there was a wet stain underneath me, the dildo was glistening with my juices covering it and my lips were swollen and red. I let one last orgasm ripple through me before turning the beautiful toy off and pulling it out of me.

My core felt so fucking sensitive, my clit was engorged and swollen, as well as my core. But, I felt good-more than good, I felt amazing. I felt more of my juices dribble onto the sheets of the bed and sighed. I guess I'd have to wash them so they didn't stink up my room...after a shower. I climbed off the bed and grabbed a tissue to wipe my dildo off. I picked up the instructions again to find out if it was water proof or not, it was.

I hid it in my house clothes walked to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and rushed to put my toy in my panty drawer. I took the sheets off my bed, taking the bullet and putting it in the drawer as well. "Emmett! Do you want me to wash your sheets?!" I called down the stairs. "Sure!" He yelled back up. I went into his room and got his sheets before deciding to get Charlie's as well. I carefully walked down the steps and to the washing machine in the kitchen. I tossed the sheets in and started on dinner.

I figured the sheets would be done with washing and drying by the time dinner was ready. I made chicken noodle soup and Emmett and I ate together since Charlie was at the Black's. "Clean up, I'm going to set the beds and go to sleep" I ordered him, taking the sheets from the dryer. As soon as I was done, I collapsed on my bed.

I didn't have and sexy Edward dreams because I was in such a deep sleep.

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The next morning I woke up to the birds. Of course they would be chirping right outside my god damned window, I sighed and opened the screen as well. I found a pencil and took aim at the loudest bird. I chucked it and a loud squawk escaped his beak. I smiled in satisfaction and slammed the window shot. I looked at my dresser and saw a package sitting there.

I picked it up and sat back down on my bed. It was from Edward. I ripped it open to find a Mac Air and a note in front of it. I hastily opened the letter and read it.

Dear Bella,

I sent this to you because I can't stand not seeing you. I'll be back home in two weeks time-maybe sooner if Liz and I can get a different flight. But, if we can't we'll have at least two weeks of the summer to catch up, and I plan to use at least a week of it making love to you and the other week carrying you where ever you need to go from our extraneous exercise. When you get everything set up, request a video chat with . I know the name is crap, but I couldn't think of anything else on such short notice.

With Love,

Edward

P.S. If we can't name our daughter Apollonia or Apple, how about Gertrude or Hildegard.

I snorted and shook my head. Turning on the computer I waited for start up and immediately set to work setting up my internet connection, and logging onto yahoo to request a video chat with Edward. I added him to my friends first and saw he was online so I requested it.

I got a little message saying he accepted and next thing I know, he's on my screen. I gasped as soon as I saw him. "Edward, your hair" I commented. "Hello to you too Bella, yeah, I'm trying to grow it out a bit" He ran a hand through his bronze locks. "I feel like it's been for ever since I've seen you, I can't wait to be there and touch you again" He whispered.

"I know, the past month and a half has been torture, I'm aching for you and it's really bothering me that you're not here to help me out" I groaned, putting my face in my hands. "I know what you mean, love. I haven't had a real moment to myself and my dreams all involve you and your soft body. I've actually had to settle for beating off in the shower, what about you?' He sighed wistfully before grinning crookedly at me.

"I just recently decided how to take care of it with my new best friend" I smiled devilishly. Edward's smile fell. "Well, if...Jacob makes you happy, I wish you two the best of luck" He told me in a straight voice. "Oh Edward, not like that! Let me show you!" I wanted to correct him. I rushed to my drawer and got out the blue dildo and returned to the front of computer screen.

Edward's eyes rolled back in his head and he moaned. "Are you okay, Edward?" I asked, just a little bit concerned. "I just had an image of you using that, it was so fucking hot" He nodded. I saw his hand reach down to where I couldn't see, but I'm sure he loosened his pants.

"Would you like to see, for real?" I smiled seductively at him. His breathing grew erratic and heavy. "I never thought the day would come where my girlfriend would let me watch her fuck herself with a dildo" He closed his eyes. "Don't have a heart attack now, just sit back and enjoy" I smiled and backed up from the computer to give him full view of my body.

"Wait Bella, I want to be in control though" He stopped me. I nodded. "I'll do what ever you say" I agreed. "I want you to take of your shirt and fondle your breasts" He ordered, point blank. I slowly pulled my tank top off of me. My nipples drew tight at the cold air of my room. My hands trailed from the bed to my breasts, squeezing the mounds before rolling my nipples between my index fingers and thumbs.

I moaned softly and heard Edward's as well. "Enough, I want you to finger yourself" He told me. I looked into his electrifying green eyes before looking down. His pants were unzipped and he had pulled his member through to stroke it softly.

"God Edward, I wish I were there to relieve some of your pressure" I pouted innocently. "Fuck Bella, just fucking finger yourself, I want you to pull down your panties and stick three of your fingers in you pussy and keep going until you think you can slide your fist in there" He growled at me. My brain stopped functioning, I'd never heard Edward talk dirty, and it was fucking hot.

I pulled my panties to the side and slipped three fingers into my entrance. I whimpered at how hot and slick I was. "Thrust your fingers into your cunt for me Bella, go nice and slow for me" Edward purred. I nodded and began thrusting in and out at a leisurely pace. "Faster Bella" He commanded me. I worked faster, my arm straining to go the pace I wanted.

My hips bucked off the bed and my free hand drifted to my breasts to knead it again. "Harder Bella" Edward's voice was strained. I slammed my hand into my heat. I groaned but bit my lip to be quieter. "Fuck Bella, make your self cum for me, I want you to rub your clit and make your self cum" He groaned. I nodded and pumped my fingers faster. I pretended it was Edward instead. I curled my fingers with each thrust now, twisting them as well.

"F-Fuck Edward" I moaned his name and arched my back with my release. I heard a low grunt from in front of me and saw Edward achieving his own release into a tissue. He opened his eyes and looked at me. "I want you to use the dildo now. How many settings does it has?" He panted. "Three, low, medium, and high" I squeaked out.

"Shove it into your cunt like I would my cock and put it on the highest setting. And don't you dare take it out until I say so" He growled at me, already stroking his shaft again. I nodded, taking the dildo and rubbing some of my cum onto as lube.

I looked Edward in the eye and looked to how he was fisting his cock. "Do it!" He barked at me. I'm sure if he were here, he would have given me a spanking. The thought made me shudder. I used my hand to open my swollen folds, took a deep breath and slammed the dildo into my core.

I let loose a whimper and raised my hips to it. "Put it on high" Edward commanded me. I flicked the switch to high and moaned as I felt the rubber beginning to vibrate and scrunch inside of me. "How does it feel Bella?" Edward asked me. His voice was tight. "It feels...so...so g-good" I managed to stutter out. "Make it feel better love, thrust it into your pussy and pull it back out to slam it in again" He panted.

I nodded and began thrusting the toy in and out of my heat. I twisted it with every few thrusts, and pressed it up to my hilt. I was hyper aware of the buzzing sound it was making, and Edward's grunts and moans and he jerked off. I was even aware of the grunt that came from outside my door. "Edward, someone is watching us" I whispered to him. He immediately stopped.

I slipped the dildo out of me, leaving it on the bed and slipped on my panties and tank top to walk to the door. I flung it open to see Jacob on his knees, eye level with the key whole and stroking his dick. My eyes went wide as I saw this. "What the fuck Jacob?!" I screamed.

"Oh shit Bella, it's not what it looks like" He stood up and attempted to touch me. "Don't touch me, you were just jerking off with that hand you fucking voyeur!" I screamed at him. "Bella, you have to let me explain" He pleaded with me.

I walked back into my room and to the computer screen. "Edward, try and get a hold of me later, I have to go yell at a pervert" I kissed my hand and pressed it to the screen. "Love you" He murmured before ending the chat.

I turned back to Jacob who was standing guiltily in the door way. "How long have you been watching me fuck myself, Jacob?" I asked him. "This was the first time, but Bella, you have to understand. I came up here to apologize for last week and then I heard you moaning and I don't know, I took a peak and saw that dildo, I mean damn Bella and the next thing I knew I was jerking off in front of your door" He tried to explain.

"You know, people get arrested for things like that. You're lucky your dad is my Dad's best friend or else I would have called the police by now" I grumbled. He grinned at me. Like that was going to fix anything. He saw me in a state I only wanted Edward to ever see, it was special. I gave him a lot of things and my body was the first, and here comes Jake ruining the preciousness of that gift.

Tears surfaced in my eyes and I wiped them furiously. "Bells, don't cry, I'm sorry" He went to touch me with the hand that had touched his dick. "Don't touch me" I said in a stern but shaky voice.

"How much did you see?" I asked him. "Just the side of you, like your outline so I didn't see you head on or anything" He assured me. "Thank God, I'm still going to have Emmett kick your ass though" I sniffled. "What? Why I didn't see much anyway" He panicked.

"Because Jake, I never wanted anyone but Edward to see me so vulnerable, or to witness any of that, he was supposed to be the only one. I gave him my body and it was for his eyes only, not anyone else's" I cried. "I'm sorry Bells, but if it makes you feel any better, you certainly put on an amazing show" He grinned. I was ridiculously angry at this.

My tears stopped and my hands tightened into fists. "Emmett, I need you to kick Jacob's ass!" I yelled. "Coming!" He sung and then I heard his heavy foot steps coming up the stairs. "Bella put some clothes on!" He told me as soon as he saw me. "Well, its hard to pull on your pants when you're trying to catch a pervert in the act!" I defended myself. Emmett's eye brows raised.

"What happened?" He sighed. Tears collected in my eyes again. "Jake was watching Edward and I through the key hole in the door" I cried. "You and Edward?" Emmett repeated. "He gave me a laptop with a web cam and we were using them to watch each other" I explained. "I wasn't watching Edward, I was watching Bella!" Jacob defended. Emmett cracked his knuckles, and then rolled his shoulders and his neck. "Before I kick his ass Bells, I just want to let you know, you and Edward, are freaks, watching each other masturbate through a web cam, way too kinky" He shuddered and grinned.

I blushed and watched as he grabbed Jacob by the collar of his shirt and hauled him down the stairs. "I have to say kid, you have some nerve. First you tell my sister she shouldn't keep her baby, told me when she didn't want you to, and now you watch her fuck her self, you just keep on fucking up. There must not be a filter between your brain and you mouth or your dick for that matter" Emmett shook his head all the way down the steps. His vice faded and I heard the front door shut. I walked back into my room and heard Emmett's voice through my window.

I opened it and looked to where he was pulling Jacob into the forest. I saw him punch him straight in the gut and closed my window. Well, I'm sure he was having a good time.

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Okay, how many people thought the first lemon/lime was real? I know I was about to make it real, but then I decided against it. And, you got three chapters worth of smut just now, review like your life depended on it. And by the way, this is probably the first and last time I will ever use the word pussy because I think it's just too vulgar, and degrading.