Sera Draco:

I know, I know...I broke all of your hearts in the last chapter, right? And hopes of anything sexy...gomen nasai...I really wanted them to do it too...but Gojyo's stubbornness got in my way... :3 It's a short chapter this time, but since I'm posting a few chapters clumped together it should be fine, ne? Oh, and if anyone knows the right way to spell Gojyo's brand of cigarettes...please comment.

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After a while, when Goku had stopped crying, Gojyo stopped hugging him, and pushed him away.

"Gojyo….?" Goku's eyes were swollen, but he didn't want to let go of Gojyo.

"Get to your own room, Goku." Gojyo looked away from Goku, pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Wh-why?" Goku knew Gojyo was still mad at him for not telling him, but he wanted to stay in his room…

"Why would you stay here? You have no reason to, Goku. It's not like we just had sex, and since you don't want to even explain yourself I see no reason why you would want to stay." Gojyo has a point…..but….I...don't want to go! I want to stay here! If I ask….he'll say no…. so….wait! If we have sex, I can stay! Even if it hurts a lot, I want to stay with Gojyo…

"Gojyo…." Goku tried to crawl back over to where Gojyo was sitting on the edge of the bed. "Gojyo?" He's ignoring me, Goku thought. He still crawled closer. "Gojyo? Gojyo?"

"What? What Goku? What do you want? What do you need from me? And why are you still here when I told you to go?" Gojyo is really pissed at me….I don't want him to be….it feels…..worse...than when Boss had done it…..

"If I tell you, can I stay….?"

"It's past that point, Goku. It's too late. You don't even need my help anymore, you're not hard. Just leave. We'll talk later, depending on how long we're staying at this Inn, and when we cool down. Or when I cool down. Don't bring it up." Gojyo looked back at Goku, his eyes full of anger. Anger and….what? Be-betrayal….? Why…? What…..did I…..do….?

"B-but….I'm not….but you said….you could go all night and you were hard before….what are you going to do….?"

"I'm not in the mood for going out, if that's what you're asking. I'll take a shower, get in bed, and not sleep all night. It may or may not go away. I don't feel like talking anymore Goku. Your keys for your room are on the nightstand. Leave. Now." Gojyo turned back around, knowing full well that he had hurt Goku's feelings. Just leave already, Goku. I don't want you here anymore. Now I know how some of the girls I've fucked feel like. I've never loved anyone before.. and to get in a fight because of being selfish in the same night...my heart feels broken ….even if it is over just a petty secret…I feel like shit.

Gojyo got up, walking over to where he had thrown Goku's clothes, and picked them up. Then he turned around and Goku flinched. He was watching me. Well, I feel like shit. No space for pity right now- Gojyo's train of thought was cut off when he looked at Goku again. And then processed that GOKU HAD FLINCHED. Goku had never flinched, even when the both of them had got into arguments and during fights. Gojyo remembered something else just then, too.

"On another note, is this your first sex-bite-mark?"

"Yes…. I got hit before though…"

"HIT?!"

"Stabbed, too. And I got plenty of bruises…"

Shit. Shit Shit Shit. Know I remember…...He must've flinched because he thought I was going to hit him, or something.

"Goku."

"Y-yes?" Flinch. There it was again. Goku actually thought I was going to hit him.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you."

"Wh-what?" Gojyo walked over to the bed, stopping when Goku flinched again and his arms tensed.

"Are you scared of me right now, Goku?" Gojyo noticed Goku's eyes were closed, his shoulders tense.

"Sc-scared? Wh-what makes you think tha-" Gojyo walked closer while Goku was talking, to test his theory, cutting Goku off and making him flinch again.

"Why did you stop talking, Goku, if you aren't scared of me?" Gojyo was now directly above Goku, who was cowering, his whole body tense.

"I-I…...I…...didn't…" Goku clutched the blanket in his fist.

"You did, Goku."

"A-are you going to h-hit me…? Are you a-angry…..?" Goku was shivering, not looking up at Gojyo, flinching every time Gojyo moved.

"Goku, stop it." Goku flinched. "I said quit it, Goku!" Goku started to tear up, pulling back when Gojyo tried to reach for him. Gojyo thought for a minute.

"I'm leaving. You can take this room." Gojyo closed his outstretched hand, and placed Goku's things gently on the bed before grabbing his own clothing with his Highlits and lighter. "See you tomorrow, Goku." He walked to the door and opened it, half turning back to look at Goku, who was watching him. When he walked out he heard Goku, but didn't stop. He closed the door behind him, and quickly unlocked and went inside the other room. He couldn't get Goku's voice out of his head, and heard it over and over again. That night, he didn't get any sleep.

"Gojyo, I'm sorry, wait! Gojyo! Don't leave-"

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