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Goku was in Gojyo's room. Since Gojyo had left with only his clothes and cigarettes, he left some things behind. Like a few other clothes, for when the ones he normally wore were dirty or needed repair. His bag, full of dirty magazines and pictures of women, made Goku feel weird. Like he was angry at Gojyo for some reason…...but he knew he shouldn't be. After he had left the table, he had crawled into Gojyo's bed, which had his scent in it even though he had only used it for a short while, and cried into Gojyo's pillow.

He doesn't even want to talk to me….He won't look at me….he must really hate me….. is he ever going to touch me again….? Will he leave…..just because he doesn't want to sit next to be or be with me anymore….? If I leave this room…..will I ever see him again…..? Will he come in while i'm asleep and take all his stuff…..and…...disappear…? I don't want Gojyo to leave! I want Gojyo to stay…...and do stuff…...to me…...Ugh….I feel sick…..and I can't believe myself…..how can I think about that when Gojyo is so angry…...I'm horrible….

Goku lifted his head. He was sad. He couldn't stop crying. He wanted Gojyo….Like last night, when Goku had cried and Gojyo had hugged him until he stopped. Gojyo was really mad at him…..Goku couldn't believe himself right now…..So he cried some more, only stopping when he had to breath. After he had calmed down a little, he sat up in Gojyo's bed. Goku took his shirt off and collapsed again, face down in the pillow, smelling Gojyo's scent…..

"-ku." Knock Knock Knock.

"Nnnnn…." Goku opened his eyes. He didn't even know that he had fallen asleep; he didn't get any sleep last night after Gojyo had left.

"-oku! -ku! Goku! Hey, are you okay in there, Goku?! GOKU!" Hakkai was calling for him...why was he calling for him again…? It doesn't matter…..go away…..Gojyo hates me now…..And you will probably just give me a speech on apologies…..

"OI! YO, GOKU! GET YOUR ASS UP AND OPEN THE DOOR!" That wasn't Hakkai….Hakkai doesn't curse like that…..that voice is….

"Go….Gojyo?" Goku propped himself up on his arms. "What do you want…?"

"Open the door, Goku! Hakkai's worried about you." Ah, so Gojyo only came because HAKKAI was worried about me……

"I don't feel like talking right now! Go away!" Goku flopped back down, closing his eyes.

"Goku, open this door, right now, or I'll break it down." Gojyo was dead serious…..Sanzo was gonna blow a gasket when he got the bill from the Inn…..

"You wouldn't! Sanzo scares you and he'd be mad if you broke down the door!"

"I DON'T CARE! Open it right now, Goku, Or we'll leave you here and find somewhere else to stay." Oh, so now Gojyo doesn't even want to stay with me…...I knew he hated me…..he probably doesn't even care anymore what happens to me…..

"Then leave! I don't care! I never want to see your faces again!" Goku shoved his head in the pillow, crying silently, wetting the pillow while curling into a ball.

"...Goku….." Gojyo was silent for a while. "...I know you hate me…..but…..at least let me apologize…...please….." Goku was shocked. Why would I hate him?...Didn't HE hate ME for not telling him anything and keeping secrets…?

"What? Gojyo…..you don't hate me…..?" Goku lifted his face out of the pillow, shifting over to the edge of the bed.

"Huh? Why would I hate you? Goku, open this door, we need to talk!" Gojyo knocked a few times, then turned over to Hakkai, who was smiling.

"I guess I don't have to talk anymore," Hakkai walked over to his room. "Back to relaxing and healing. It's up to you guys to resolve this; I won't get involved, and neither will Sanzo." He closed the door, leaving Gojyo alone in the main room, in front of Goku's door.

"Goku! Open up!" Goku was confused. Gojyo doesn't hate me…? But then...He didn't even want to look at me during breakfast……

"But….during breakfast….you didn't even look at me!"

"How am I supposed to, when I was the reason you remembered the worst day of your life?!"

"You...might've….but….."

"Goku, unless you want Sanzo hearing what you're saying, please, open the door." Goku was hesitant…..but Gojyo was telling him to, so he got off the bed and walked over to the door, unlocking it. On the other side, Gojyo heard the lock and opened the door slowly, sliding it to the side and tensing when he heard Sanzo's voice, SINGING in the bath.

"Can I come in?" He looked down on Goku, not noticing his shirt was off in the low light.

"Yes…." Goku backed up, leaving room for Gojyo to step forward and close the door behind him. Goku heard the CLICK of the lock for the second time since Gojyo's been in the same room as him. "You're not…..angry at me? You don't hate me?" Goku looked up at Gojyo, as Gojyo looked down, noticing a shirtless Goku was standing in front of him.

"Wha- Goku, are you trying to seduce me, answering the door like that?" Gojyo pointed at Goku's chest, indicating what he meant by THAT.

"N-no, why do you say that?" Goku looked down at his bare chest, confused. "We're both guys…."

"...Who were about to have sex yesterday! Put something on!" Gojyo looked away. How can I look at a naked woman and be fine, but when I look at Goku….ero…..

"How's this…?" Goku had put his shirt back on…...BACKWARDS AND INSIDE OUT!

"...It's…..fine…..great….." Gojyo was staining himself, trying not to laugh so they could talk seriously.

"Nnn? What's wrong, Gojyo? You're turning kind of red…." Goku looked down, to see what Gojyo was pointing at, and blushed when he saw the state of his shirt.

"...I'm….sorry…...Goku…...I…...Can't…..!" Gojyo couldn't hold it anymore. "HAHAHAHA OH MY-"

"HEY! QUIT LAUGHING, GOJYO!" Goku blushed an even deeper shade of red, pulling off his shirt and throwing it back on the bed.

"HAHAHAHA HOLY SHIT! CAN'T BREATH!" Gojyo had his eyes closed, so he didn't see when Goku had taken it off again.

"QUIT LAUGHING, KAPPA!" Goku blushed redder, about the same shade as when he was turned on.

"S-sorry, G-Goku…..I didn't mean to laugh at you…..I meant to come and seriously talk wi-" Gojyo stopped when he saw how red Goku was, and that his shirt was missing again. Gojyo quickly turned away, blushing and holding his hand to his mouth. SHIT…..Why did he have to take it off again…..WAY too sexy…...sexier than any girl I've seen in a LONG time….even though he doesn't even have boobs…..those…..little red nubs of his are…...

"Seriously talk? About what…..?" Goku was happy that Gojyo had said he didn't hate him, so his voice was a little lighter.

"I came to talk about…..last night." Gojyo began, still looking away from Goku. "I made you remember something horrible…..and then I argued with you…..and made you cry…."

"N-no! I should be the one saying sorry…...I didn't even think about how you were feeling and just told you to stop right in the middle…..and you were really uncomfortable, and then I went and took your room too…..and when you asked me, I kept secrets from you…" Goku trailed off, suddenly aware that Gojyo wasn't looking at him.

"It's not something you should've had to do, Goku! Sex is about BOTH people feeling good, not only one of them…...you were scared. You told me your first time hurt, I understand. I don't know why you would think that I would hate you. It's a problem I have with myself, not you."

"B-but….*hic*...you're not even….*hic*...looking at me!" Goku started to cry, covering his face with his left arm. "Hakkai or *hic* Sanzo told you to *sob* apologize *hic* didn't they?! You don't really *hic* care!" Goku turned away from Gojyo, grabbing his shirt and pulling it over his head before crawling into the bed, curling into a ball under the covers with a pillow over his face, crying more.

"Wha-Hakkai didn't tell me to do anything! And Sanzo didn't even notice that anything was going on! I came here, because I wanted to apologize…..and because I have something very important that I need to tell you….." Gojyo finally turned back around, looking for Goku, and spotting the shivering lump on the bed. He walked over to it, kicked off his shoes, and got on the bed, sitting behind Goku and hugging him.

"Wha-Gojyo you ass, what do you think you're doing!" Goku kicked the pillow off his face, sitting up to face Gojyo; blushing when he realized how close they were.

"I think I'm trying to apologize and calm you down, both at the same time." Gojyo stared at Goku, making him blush even more. "But if you're that close, I might not be able to….."

"Apologize? Apologize for what…?" Goku hadn't heard the last part, but he was staring at Gojyo's lips, swaying back and forth like he wanted to lean forward, then leaned back instead.

"I wanted to apologize for how I acted last night…...and I wanted to tell you something very embarrassing…." Gojyo had noticed where Goku's eyes were focused, and he leaned forward. When Goku didn't flinch or lean back, he moved forward slowly, watching Goku's eyes watch him.

"Tell me something….embarrassing…..?" Goku knew he should lean back, but he couldn't…..he wanted to lean forward soooo bad…

"Goku….promise you won't tell anyone about what I'm going to say." Gojyo stopped moving, and grabbed Goku's chin with his right hand, lifting his face up so Goku's eyes were focused on his own.

"I pr-promise." Goku was even more nervous….I'm so close to Gojyo's face….and he's staring right at me….and his kiss last night…..I wanna do it again….I want him to kiss me again!

"Do you mind if we promise the same way as yesterday, Goku?" Gojyo stared harder at him…

"T-the s-same way as yesterday…" Goku remembered when he had kissed Gojyo for the first time….saying it was a promise….but….Isn't kissing a promise to do naughty stuff…..with only that person…..? Why would Gojyo…...but, I do want him to kiss me again…. "Isn't kissing like promising to….do that stuff….. with the person you kiss?" Goku saw something in Gojyo's eyes…..Hunger? He's hungry? Didn't he eat at the table…..?

"Do you mind if it is?" Gojyo's eyes got hungrier.

"B-but then you…."

"Promise me, Goku, then I'll tell you a secret I've been keeping since yesterday night….."

"A-a secret…..? You'll tell me…..? But, I didn't even tell you anything about-"

"You don't have to!" Gojyo's left hand gripped Goku's arm. "I don't want to make you remember…..EVER again!"

"I don't…...have to…..tell you….? You won't…..hate me if I don't?" Goku's eyes got big.

"I won't hate you, Goku. You promise me you won't tell anyone what I'm about to say, I'll promise you I won't hate you…...But it only works if we promise the same as yesterday." Gojyo squeezed Goku's arm.

"O…..k….." Goku relaxed his leg muscles, head resting in Gojyo's hand, completely trusting Gojyo.

"Goku…..the secret is…..I've never fallen in love before." Gojyo let Goku's chin drop a little.

"I-I knew that already…" But Goku didn't pull away, and his eyes followed Gojyo's lips.

"I'm not done. I've never fallen in love before….But I fell in love last night, Goku. With you." Gojyo leaned in and kissed the surprised Goku, softly and gently on his lips. He….fell in love…...last night…..with me…..? He fell in love…...with…...me? Goku closed his eyes, leaning more on Gojyo, sitting on his lap, hands rested on his vest. It…...feels…...so good…. It isn't anything like the kiss I gave him… and it's different then last night…...it's…..it's…...I want more…! Goku pressed Gojyo's chest more, spreading his legs slightly. It feels good…..so good…..but I want him to touch…..my…...butt…. Goku tried to press his body closer to Gojyo, leaning on top while Gojyo slide down to rest on the headboard of the bed, bending the leg he had in between Goku's.

"Nnnnnnmmmmm!" Goku moaned when Gojyo's leg pressed against his butt, tears leaking out of his eyes. Gojyo pushed Goku away, moving his leg down and away from Goku's crotch.

"Goku, did you just-are you hard?" Gojyo looked at Goku's face, which had half-closed eyes again, and a deep blush.

"I- just…...wha…..?" Goku didn't want Gojyo to stop kissing him, he wanted more.

"Goku, the promise is made already. Should I be leaving now?" Gojyo looked into Goku's eyes, giving him a choice.

"It's…...made…...already…?...That's it…..?" Goku was disappointed.

"Unless you want me to do something else…..Goku." If this kid says yes…..I am going to make him forget all about his first time….!

"I'm not…..gross?" He's saying….if I want him to…...he'll do more…..right…? I can ask…..?

"I don't think you're gross, Goku. I think you're sexy, and I told you before…..you made me fall in love with you…..I'll do anything you want me to." Gojyo leaned back more, tilting his head while staring at Goku.

"I-if…...i-if I asked…" Goku looked down at the bed, and got redder, his ears red now, too.

"If you asked me to, I wouldn't leave. Should I go? Or do you want me to stay, Goku?"

"C-can you s-stay….?" Goku looked up at Gojyo. Is he going to laugh at me now….and leave anyway…..? Gojyo smirked at Goku, getting up off the bed. I knew it….he doesn't really like me…..now he's going to laugh at me for being such an idiot! Goku looked away from Gojyo.

"S-sorry…..I didn't mean it…...you don't have to…" Goku closed his eyes, tears dripping down.

"Goku, why are you crying? You better tell me it's because you're thinking about what i'm going to do to you, and not because I made you cry again." Goku opened his eyes and looked behind him. Gojyo was leaning on the bed, his shirt off, the bandanna in his hair gone.

"Wha-what you're going to…..do to me…?" Goku blushed MORE. G-going t-to d-do to me…...l-like last n-night…..? Those things…...those…...things…..felt so good! I want him to! I want him to do more! More….of those…...things…..

"Goku, are you going to take off everything, or shall I do it for you….?" Gojyo was behind Goku, whispering in his ear, blowing more than he needed to.

"Haaaa, Gojyo…...you…...why did you blow in my ear…..?" Do it again…...please….. Gojyo….Do it more!

"My answer….? Or am I going to choose…..?" Gojyo moved behind Goku, making him shiver.

"Y-you c-choose…" I want him to…...take them off…...for…..me…..

"Is that permission, Goku?" Gojyo ran his hands over Goku's chest, slipping down to touch the bottom of his shirt and breathing on his neck.

"Nnnnn! Yes! It is!" Goku leaned back against Gojyo, his head resting over Gojyo's shoulder, his hands behind him.

"What do you want me to do…...Goku…..?" Gojyo lifted Goku's shirt, slowly, letting it brush over his skin, stopping right before it touched his nipples.

"I w-want you to…...t-take it o-off…" Goku felt like he could barely breath….and he was so hot again…

"All of it, Goku? Everything….?" Gojyo was being mean again, teasing Goku….

"E-everything….." Goku felt so embarrassed, he could die….but it felt good…Gojyo teasing him like this…..

"And what do I do after that?" Gojyo pulled Goku's shirt over his head, throwing it to the floor for a second time.

"A-after…..a-after…..l-lick…." Goku whispered, hoping that Gojyo could hear him so he didn't have to say it again, like last time. Gojyo unbuttoned Goku's pants, pulling the zipper down slowly, then sticking his hands inside Goku's pants, rubbing against his hard-on.

"Ahhh! Ahhh! Nnnn….Mmmm...Gojyo….Nyaaaa….!" Faster…...Do it faster…...do it more…...Gojyo…!

"I don't think I heard your answer, Goku….." Gojyo stopped rubbing and grabbed Goku's pants, pushing them off, while Goku lifted his legs. After they were off, they joined the shirt.

"I-I said…..A-after…..a-after…..G-Gojyo…..l-lick…..l-like last night….." Goku said it a little louder, but still softly. Gojyo's hands explored Goku's body, looking for erogenous zones, pressing his left leg against Goku. "G-Gojyo…...mmmmm….."

"Goku, can you say it one more time…..or no?" Gojyo wanted to hear it again, wanted to hear his cute little Goku beg him.

"G-Gojyo…..L-lick!" Goku shivered, inventing a new shade of red.

"Got it, Goku." Gojyo pushed Goku over gently, letting him flop on the sheets, laying on top of him and spreading his legs to either side.

"Ahh, Gojyo….it-it's embarrassing! Do-don't-" Gojyo put his hand over Goku's mouth, cutting him off.

"More, or less embarrassing than that sexy request just now…?" Goku invented another new shade, then shut up. Gojyo took his hand away, then leaned down and licked Goku's lips. "Like this, Goku?" He asked, licking again.

"Mmmm! Mmmm!" I like it! More! Again!

"Open your mouth, like last time." Gojyo told Goku, who snapped his mouth open even faster then last time, drooling a bit, wanting Gojyo to kiss him again. Gojyo licked Goku's tongue, then stuck his whole tongue in Goku's mouth, sucking.

"Nnnnn! Nnnnn Mmmm!" Goku moaned over and over, shivering. Ahhhh! Feels so good! MMmmmaaaa Gojyo…...Nyaaaa…. Gojyo pulled away, learning his lesson and pushing Goku down. "Go…...jyo…" Gojyo lowered himself down to Goku's chest, where he started licking in the middle.

"Ahh! Ahh! Ahh!" Goku tensed all the muscles in his body, grabbing the sheets with his left hand, Gojyo's hair with his right, and lifting his body off the bed, rubbing his thighs against Gojyo's sides, squeezing. Gojyo licked closer his right side, running his tongue from the middle of Goku's chest to his nipple, licking it over and over again. "Nyaaa haaa aaaahh…." Goku was really feeling it. L-lick harder! Gojyo…..lick more…. ahhhhh…. so… good…. Gojyo licked a few more times, slowly, and then bit gently.

"Ahhhhh Gojyo!" Goku opened his mouth, tossing his head back, his arms and legs shuddering, his eyes closed. Gojyo let go, then moved to the other nipple, licking, and pinched the one he wasn't licking with his fingers, twisting it. "Haaa kuuuu…..nnnn...nyaaa…" Goku rested his head on the pillow, his arms still clutching the blanket and Gojyo but now weakly, his legs pulled up to his stomach, shivering.

"Goku, does it hurt? Are you cold at all?" Gojyo looked up at Goku's neck, resisting the urge to bite it again.

"I…..it's cold…..it…..feels…..good…..but…...hurts down….there….." Goku lifted his left arm, resting it on Gojyo's back. He shuddered again, sweat dripping down his legs and chest, turning to cold drops of ice on his shoulders and arms.

"Ah, sorry Goku." Gojyo kneeled above Goku, lifting Goku's upper body off the sheets so Gojyo could pull them down and over him. "How's this?" Gojyo was like a human tent now, warming up Goku and then trapping the heat with the sheets.

"It's….better…...Gojyo….." Goku was throbbing down there; he could feel it. It hurt, and his face must've shown it, because Gojyo had him hold the sheets in place while Gojyo crawled down. Goku was just going to ask what he was doing when Gojyo licked his thigh.

"Ahhh! Don't Gojyo, it hurts…" Goku was too hard, he felt like he was going to pass out.

"What…...it hurts because I'm licking something that hurts? Am I being too rough? Or it hurts because of….something else?" Gojyo was a little worried. He didn't want to make another bad experience for Goku.

"It….throbs…...ow…" Gojyo knew immediately what Goku meant. He licked closer to the base, warning Goku of what he was going to do, before licking the tip of Goku's erection. "AHHH! GOJYO!" Goku stretched his back as much as he could bend it, head digging a dent in the pillow, arms shaking, legs being pulled closer to his body. Gojyo licked again, and then put the whole thing in his mouth, as far as it would go, swallowing.

"AAHHHH! Kuuuu nnnnnn aaaaaahhhh mmmmm Gojyooooooaaaa…!" Goku couldn't take it. He moaned louder, his whole body tense, before he came. Gojyo swallowed some of it, keeping the rest in his mouth to use. Grabbing Goku's left leg, he pushed it up towards his head and let Goku's cum slide slowly out of his mouth and onto Goku's ass, which caused Goku to twitch.

"Go *huff* Gojyo *huff* what are you *huff* doing *huff*...?" Goku's whole body felt relaxed, the sweat starting to freeze, his limbs too heavy to move.

"I needed something that would make it slippery, so I wouldn't hurt you. Do you feel better?" Gojyo moved up under the sheets, so he was facing Goku, who was still panting.

"hah Y-yes….nnn..nnnn…." He felt good, like he was still coming.

"Do you think you can handle having sex, Goku?" Gojyo looked at his flushed expression, worried.

"S-sex…..?" Goku opened his eyes and faced towards Gojyo, all the muscles in his body still spasming, tears dripping down his face, leaving streaks.

"Yes, sex. With me. Do you think you can?" Gojyo used his hand to wipe some of the drool off Goku's face. "We can do it another time. I don't want to hurt you, Goku." Gojyo leaned forward and lightly kissed Goku, like the promise kiss.

"mmmmm…" Goku kissed Gojyo back, pressing his lips against Gojyo's. Gojyo pulled away after awhile, not sure that he wasn't going to go farther. I shouldn't push him so hard. The last time he had sex, it was forceful and before he met Sanzo…..I think that's about…...5 years? Yeah, 5 years at least….And he looks ready to pass out any minute now…...maybe I should wait….I don't want to hurt him…..

"Goku….I'm not so sure your body will be fine after this…...even if we are youkai…."

"I'm….fine….I…...w-want t-to….w-with y-you…" Goku blushed, looking into Gojyo's eyes.

"Are you sure, Goku?" Gojyo moved slightly closer to Goku's lips.

"W-wait…"

"What is it? Don't want to?"

"N-no…...But….."

"What?"

"Gojyo….you can go eat something…" Goku backed up a little. "I can wait…"

"Huh? Why would I want to go eat something?" Gojyo scrunched his eyebrows.

"When I look in your eyes, I see hunger…..so….I thought you were hungry…"

"Hunger…? Huh?" Gojyo looked confused. "In my eyes?"

"Yeah….You look hungry…..you got hungrier the more I looked…"

"Goku….When did you start looking?"

"B-before we s-started…"

"Do I look even hungrier now?"

"Y-yes…"

"Oh. Now I get it…"

"What? Are you going to go eat something?" Gojyo moved closer to Goku, smiling.

"Why would I, Goku? I have something right here that I can eat…" Gojyo leaned forward, till his lips were touching Goku's, and lightly bit his bottom lip.

"Nnnnn…...I didn't mean…..me, Gojyo! I'm not….food…..mmmmm…." Goku let Gojyo push him harder against the bed, squeezing their bodies together, Goku lifting his head upwards again. Gojyo stopped biting Goku long enough to speak.

"I told you last night, Goku…...If you don't run away….I'll sexually devour you!" Gojyo smirked, biting Goku's exposed neck, pushing his legs closer to Goku, forcing Goku's legs up.

"Ahhhhh Nnn…...nnnnnyaaaa…..Ahh…..Ahh, Gojyo! S-sex-…...eat me!"

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