Okay my reviewer asked for a blush nose bleed and I had to add faint so here it is!


As I try to say goodbye,

Losing almost half my mind.

You're still standing there,

Still pretending to- care.

As I try to remain by your side,

And all these feelings that you hide.

You swallow me whole,

Still pretending to have a soul.

Slowly my will fades to dust,

all our relationship has is lust.

Where did you go,

hate for you to say to say I told you so.


Neji was on my mind as I cleaned Gaara's house.

He was so amazing!

Gaara was blushing when he saw my new outfit.

It was a perverted maid outfit but who cares it looks cute.

Finally he couldn't take it and had to run to the bathroom because of a nose bleed.

I snickered and continued to clean.

Finally I heard a noise from behind me.

I turned to see Gaara in only jeans and socks his shirt was gone and his eyes were closed as his index finger and thumb pinched the bridge of his nose.

I smiled and walked over to him.

Kiss him. He'll love it and it will be that much easier to break him.

I stopped.

I was frozen with my hand raised to touch him.

These thoughts…

Why can't I control them?!

It's because you're me and I'm you. You can't get rid of a part of yourself.

I stroked his cheek.

It burned to the touch.

"Are you alright Gaara-kun?" I whispered as he opened his eyes and put his hand down.

No!

Stop; don't do this to the kind Gaara!

Wait until he's evil again!

Please!

I smiled at him then turned to leave.

"Wait."

No!

Shut up you idiot!

"Do you want to go to a dinner party with me tonight?" He asked his eyes pleading.

"I'm sorry." I whispered using a sad full voice.

"I have plans with a hero tonight." I said glancing up at him from behind my eyelashes.

He blushed then nodded.

"Which hero?"

"Destiny."

"He's a freak."

"You sound jealous." I laughed as he blushed crimson.

"I have to protect you so I won't let you see him!" He growled making me stop.

"Who is forcing you?!" I demanded getting angry.

"Jinx!" He shouted then stopped and stared at me his eyes wide.

"Jinx? Oh. Yeah she was one of my friends… She still likes me?" I asked impressed by my acting skills.

"Almost as much as her brother."

I sighed and sat down on the couch.

I forgot about the outfit I had on so my legs were apart making him faint and have a nose bleed.

I sighed and got dressed in my normal clothes.

When I got outside Neji was smiling at me.

"Did you have fun?" He asked me as I smirked.

"Wearing your super suit I see." I said getting annoyed that every guy except Gaara wore spandex and tights as they fought crime (me).

"Just for you Jinx." He smirked as I suddenly had red hair and orange eyes.

My powers are getting stronger…

And my will is getting weaker.