We've been dating for a year. Yeah I couldn't let go. I smiled at Christopher as he sat beside me. I had just gotten a tattoo on the upper part of my arm just below my shoulder their was a tattoo of a dark stranger smirking.
This was my life now. Chris knew the exact thing to say to keep me going along with him, and whenever I was about to break-up with him he says the words that pull me back. I made myself numb. That way I can't feel it when he stabs at my heart.
"Christopher can we talk?" I asked my gut wrenching in pain.
"I love you so much, baby. I have to go though." I stared at him surprised. "My friends and I have something we were planning on doing today."
I nodded as he kissed me lightly and left. When it was midnight I went home from the dance studio. Micky was coming with me so I wouldn't feel weird walking home alone.
"Hey sis can I come inside for a bit?" I nodded. I felt so broken.
Suddenly a knock came at the door. I skipped and opened the door slowly. Immediately I fell to the ground with Chris drunk on top of me grinning. "You are so beautiful." Chris said then started to kiss me roughly as he slipped his hand under my clothes. Suddenly he was shoved off me as my brother helped me up.
"What the hell is with you?!" Micky demanded angrily.
"I want her! That's the whole damn reason I chose her!" Chris shouted and grabbed me from behind. His arms covered me. I tried to escape him but he just held me tighter.
"What?" I asked my voice breaking.
"I didn't choose you for any other reasons you stupid idiotic girl. You were such a fool. I love fools. I love how they taste." I started to cry.
"I'll get help!" Micky shouted and grabbed my phone.
I started to cry harder as he started to massage my stomach and started to kiss my neck. Suddenly Sasori burst open the door and punched Chris in the back of the head knocking him out. "Are you okay?" He asked me helping me up.
"I-I d-don't know. W-was he ser-seriously about to…" I stopped their and cried. This wasn't right! What happened to me?!
"She's traumatized." Sasori muttered softly hugging me tightly and rocking me back and forth. He whispered soothing words into my ears as I tried to figure out what just happened.
When I woke up with Tobi, Sasori, Micky, and Itachi all sleeping in my bed their arms wrapped protectively around me. I took out my credit card that was filled with tons of money I never used. I was going to change completely.
I got home around six. I had on a checker plaid skirt on with a white button down collar shirt and a black tie on. I smiled at my shocked friends. My nail polish was killer purple.
I had on black flats with white socks that ended at my knees. I smiled at them. "You have got to see my new ride! I sold that trashy corvette I used to own and got this baby instead." I said and showed them my brand new purple and black Harley. The black helmet was so cool and it was the type that covered my whole head and made me look like a cool biker chick.
I smirked then stared at the ground sadly. I should be fine now. I'll take shooting lessons and maybe even run away from this small town. I'm making no promises to anyone about falling in love because with my luck it will be a creep who I will have to beat up. I sighed and looked up at my friends. Sasori smiled at me then whispered in my ear.
"I know you aren't over it yet."
"I know. At least now no one will hurt me for a while." I said staring straight ahead of me.
"Sakura! What happened?!" Micky cried as I got out my black eyeliner.
"I've decided to move on." I said and dabbed a bit of lip gloss on.
"No one's going to recognize you." Itachi laughed and tried to kiss me. I punched him in the face.
When I got into town everyone thought I was Sakura's cousin. "What's your name?" My friend Sai asked making me smile.
"It's me Sakura. Sai don't you recognize me?" I asked as he took a step back his eyes wide. "I know I've changed but is it that much?"
I quit my job and after becoming an excellent shot I got a mysterious call from Anko I joined her security force. I was becoming the exact opposite that I was before and I liked it. I didn't talk about how great the morning was or anything. I was too groggy and I hated to look at the sky unless it was night. I took up boxing and kept my good frame. I was tough.
No one messed with me unless they wanted to get hit. I worked in a bar part time and waited tables until my friends started to come. They noticed that I had to pull out my stun gun a lot since people kept harassing me. They laughed when I had to stun Sasuke.
My trail was almost completely gone. I just needed to lose all my friends from school and leave town. When I did I knew that my punk look and new personality would give me a whole different nickname. My new nickname turned out to be Broken. Because I broke every guy who ever liked me's heart and I was broken. This was my new life. I was going to be completely different. I was going to change.