She wipes my eyes and turns to face me.
"Well I want you to know that I'm really hurt! I was planning on saving that for someone who loved me, not for you!"
I can feel my heart breaking from her sadness and oddly all I want to do is hold her, but I know that'd be a horrible thing to do at a moment like this, so I just sit here silently.
I watch as she stands and leaves my room, slamming the door behind her. This is the reaction I was expecting and yet it hurts more than I expected.
I can't help but feel rejected, even though I know she has every right to reject what happened, hell I did up until now.
I wonder when, or if she'll ever talk to me again, and if we'll ever be friends again. The thought of her hating me makes me feel sick all over again.
I need her in my life...
I fling her small brown eyes open.
"Wait! Why did I just think that!? Why do I need her in my life and why did it hurt so bad when I saw her crying?
Could I actually have feelings for Kagome? And if so, how long have they been there... Fuck this can't be happening!"