Jade
I replied because I really just couldn't stand it anymore. I didn't say much and I'm pretty sure that he hates me now. Which isn't what I want. I was going to talk more but I quickly realized that was a bad idea. I think of pestering Rose again. I'm feeling pretty emotional and a bit sick to my stomach right now. I don't know what to do. I think I'll talk to her again. She really helped last time.
- gardenGnostic [GG] started pestering tentacleTherapist [TT] at 16:45 -
GG: hello again
TT: Hey
GG: dave was pestering me so i tried to reply and i did but i had to stop.
TT: Why?
GG: because… every time i even think of him, i fall in love all over again.
TT: Oh… well, what did he say?
GG: here. ill paste it.
GG: TG: please reply
TG: jade
TG: jade please
TG: its been ages
TG: jade
TG: jade
TG: jade just give me anything
TG: anything at all
TG: jade, i lo
TG: nevermind
TT: Oh…
TT: So what did you say?
GG: GG: say it.
GG: finish your sentence
TT: So did he say it?
GG: no. he told me that if hes gonna say it that hes gonna say it in person. which i respect and that makes me happy but weve never said it to each other before.
TT: You haven't? I'm surprised. You guys have kissed and never even told each other?!
GG: no… i wouldve told you if we had said it. i almost got him to say it once. but he started goofing around.
TT: Oh yeah. I remember that.
GG: I mean weve only ever kissed like, twice… mostly its just playful pecks
TT: Yeah right.
TT: You guys have been together for ages , at least that is what it seems like!
GG: i know, i cant believe i
GG: i have to go
TT: Why?
GG: dave
TT: good luck
- gardenGnostic [GG] ceased pestering tentacleTherapist [TT] at 16:48 -
- turntechGodhead [TG] began pestering gardenGnostic [GG] at 16:48 -
TG: jade, if you ever loved me at all
TG: you will reply
-turntechGodhead [TG] ceased pestering gardenGnostic [GG] at 16:49 -
What was I supposed to do? I don't know what to do. Do I reply? Do I keep ignoring him? I can't though. I already replied. I really have no idea what to do. I'm torn between what I should do. It all comes down to my feelings and the good of this world. Now it might seem like an obvious choice but…. but its Dave. Dave. A tear dripped down my cheek. Funny how one word can make you cry. I hadn't noticed my eyes starting to water. The future of the world rests on my shoulders...but the universe sometimes forgets I'm just a teenage girl. I know which choice is right but I'm just an 18 year old girl and the world can burn.