Chapter Five
Chloe Reveals
Soon the Deadly Six were sitting in Chloe's cell as Chloe was telling them all about her feelings. "It's been over a year since I came to the prison after my crime, and as Christmas is approaching, I've been feeling sad"
"Sad?" asked Julia "yeah" said Chloe, "I feel lonely and hurt mainly" "Why?" asked Darlene, Chloe then explained about what her father had said about her and how she had no-one who would visit her because they thought she was such a monster.
"Even though I wasn't sorry for my crime, and I never will be" ended Chloe "I still feel hurt that I'm seen as a monster, sadistic, disgusting, cold blooded killer" "You're not a cold blooded killer!" said Julia "you had a motive!" "Yeah!" agreed Celia "like the rest of us!"
"Ima not sorry!" said Darlene "and Neva will be!" "Me too" said Verona "we all agree" said Kaliyah "we all killed our men because of their crimes!" "Exactly!" said Celia "those stupid baboons had it coming!" Chloe nodded "yeah" she agreed "we're not called the famous Deadly Six for nothing!" said Julia.
"Especially after what we did to Buxton!" said Verona with a smirk, all the other murderesses smirked when they remembered how they tortured and murdered Buxton "that was such a rush!" said Celia "feeling that Nonce's blood on my hands!" "So good!" said Kaliyah "I especially wanted revenge after she got me sent down the block"
"At leest she canta ruin Christmas" said Darlene "no!" said Kaliyah "thank fuck" Chloe sighed again, "awww cheer up Butcher Girl!" said Julia "you still have us!" "The youngest member of the Deadly Six!" said Verona "and the cutest!" said Celia.
Chloe smiled weakly "awww thanks girls" she said "you really are the best friends a girl ever had" "and we know that hunky Nicholas likes you too!" said Kaliyah "so really, you're not alone! You're our friend, a cheerful, intelligent girl, not a cold blooded sadistic killer"
The murderesses then winked and stood up, "we better tidy our cells before the screws come up, then we'll get ready for supper" "thanks for listening girls" said Chloe "it feels great getting that lot off my chest" "we're here to listen Chloe" said Julia "you know that"
When the murderesses left her Cell, Chloe started cleaning her cell, straighten her bed and furniture and putting her scrap book and other personal belongings away, as she tidied her cell, she walked over to her CD player and started playing some music.
As she searched through the tracks, she found one song and decided to play it, she felt it was a good song to express her feelings:
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies[x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
When the song ended everyone had been called to dinner, Chloe stopped her CD player then walked down the steps to the canteen where the Murderesses had sat around a table and saved her a seat.
As she ate her dinner, she heard Kaliyah talking excitedly about Storm coming in to see her tomorrow, and Julia was talking about her older sister coming in to see her, even Darlene was chatting about her two brothers coming to visit her. In fact the murderess all had some friends and family coming to visit them. Chloe quietly ate her tea as they talked, she felt like storming off but she didn't want to draw attention to herself.
She looked across to where Maxine and Frances were sitting, as she did, they turned to look at her and sniggered, Chloe looked away form them, "I guess I'm just like them and Buxton" she thought, "alone and no friends" she thought about Buxton and how evil that mongoose was. "At least I wasn't a nonce, that evil cow" she took a sip of her drink and began to stare into space.
Note: Behind Blue Eyes, written and performed by the Who
Those evil bullies, Maxine and Frances. To hell with them both!