OK last time I posted this I had a big mix up so this is the re-post of chapter seven. Hope you all like it.

I do not own Twilight I just like doing fun things with the story line.

I'm not a writer; I know this so please forgive any mistakes you see. I'm thinking of doing a chapter from Carlisle's POV but I would need to do some back tracing. Let me know what you think. I'm wondering how his beast is thinking in several of the chapters. Would be nice to know. I'll do it if you all would like something like that.

BOPV

OMG I can't believe this, what the hell do I do. I have a pissed off vampire licking me. The constant stream of growling coming from him is so not helping this fucking thing one damn bit. Then it hits me. Jasper and Char, they picked me up. If he is sniffing me then he smells them on me. Oh he is licking up my neck. Not good not good that's not going to fucking help me any right now. Think of something that will stop this feeling. Nope, Nothing came to mind, perfect fucking time for my mind to blank out on me. I'm so fucking screwed. I don't think I could have told you how long he did this. But I'm guessing he finally felt like I was covered in enough because he stopped.

I'm stilled backed in to this god damn corner completely fucking lost on how an over 300 year old vampire can miss who his mate is. Being forced to watch the rest of a group kneeling down and I have no idea what the hell to do. I man come on human here, or did they fucking forget that. Then I start thinking back, anytime Jasper lost his cool Alice would put his hand on him and calm him, same with Em and Rose. I wonder if that will work. So I take a shaking hand that I wish was not doing so and put it on the side of his face. He closes his eyes and starts to purr once more. I remember that one now. He's the damn cat. I wonder "its ok I'm here and I'm safe" I see him relax even more. So far so good I take my hand and run my fingers through his hair. OMG it's so soft. Snap out of it. I must stay on task right now.

When he finally opens his eyes there the red he had once before and there wide before he jumps back like I am holding fire in my hands. He's backing up from me and I'm getting sick of this shit "Stop" I end up yelling and his eyes are wide and everyone Is froze once more. "Will you stop fucking running from me you never have before. I know I was pissed the night you all came, well I was also drinking and it was a long night. But I know a lot more now than I did then. I want many things to happen and I have a lot to fucking say but I'm not scared and I'm not turning you away. They say I'm your mate and well I am staring to see the truth in that." His eyes go back to being wide and I have to hold back from giggling at the thought that pops up. They look like red plates.

I can here every vampire in the room sigh and start to shuffle around. There being safe and not moving a bunch but still I can tell there thankful for avoiding any more danger with me being human. Carlisle is moving slowly to me like I'm some rabbit that's going to run. "I'm not going to run from you, we have a lot of fucking shit to talk about and a lot of history to catch up on but I'm here and not leaving." He is closer to me still looking at me lost and scared. I know he was hurting before I remember him whimpering in the corner. He still looks like a broken man but has some hope in the red eyes that look so bright with the blond hair and pale skin. It's not what I'm use to but I have to say gives him that bad boy look. We're going to work on that some. Back to the man in front of you not sex. Damn I need to fuck.

"Look there's a lot you need to know and not nearly enough time so let's go with this, I will give you a shot at this entire mate thing, I won't leave you, I don't hate you. I will not get hurt again by your kind and if you do then I will find a way to burn your sparkly ass. We're going to go at this my way and my pace." He nods and a small smile appears on his beautiful face. Shit this will be a long fucking day. I'm so not ready to deal with all this yet. I need a stiff drink. That's what I need. "I have several things that need to get done, and don't think im taking you all along with me looking like you all just went in for a mud wrestling competition." I say that and good old Alice squeals. Most of them look down and see what the state of their clothing looks like and sigh. Guess they like it as much as I do. Oh so much to fucking do.

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