Ok I'm not real sure how this chapter will turn out. I will post it and if you all don't like it I will take it down and re-do it. Just let me know what you think. This will be what Carlisle is thinking when everything goes on. This may be a little hard to do. I have him and then I have his beast side to figure out. I hope you all like it. I do not own Twilight I just like doing fun things with the story line. I'm not a writer; I know this so please forgive any mistakes you see. Soon with the story.

CPOV

"Where do we start?" Emmett asks and I shake my head I'm not sure. "I guess we could go to forks first." Alice starts bouncing and finally speaks. "You need to let go and follow your instincts they will get us right to her." I look at her like she has lost her mind. Well what the fuck could it really hurt. I stare at my family and they all nod at me giving me the strength. I close my eyes and let go of the beast that has been rattling his cage trying to get out since we left Forks.

Finally, it's about time, I need to find her; I wait and feel the pull and start in that direction. Run, run faster my mate, get to her keep going. I don't care if they fallow I need to get to my mate. I can hear them running and I know there following me. Good they need to stay back. No closer I will get mine, my mate, push harder. That's when I smell it. The sweet smell of human blood, I sniff the air and the venom pulls in my mouth. Its sweet, the blood, drink, kill, run. I pick up speed to lose the fools behind me and I see him. Stupid fools think they know me. Run faster, kill blood, and hunt. The foolish human had no chance before I was on him. Oh the sweet warm blood. I can feel it soothing the burn and feel the strength its giving me. Oh the feeling, blood, warm, sweet, kill, drain. I drain him dry and drop him and run again. With each mile I cross I feel the pull lesson I know I'm close and I pick up speed. My mate, I will find you, MINE, run.

I'm running through the town when I pick up her smell, it sooths me till I smell a different vampire. My mate, MINE, NO TOUCH, get AWAY. As I get close I growl in warning. How dare he touch what's MINE. The fool never claimed her but there is a mark and if the fucker doesn't let her go I will end him. Kill the fucker. "She's been claimed get off" as I show him the mark on her smooth skin. He looks at her mark and I growl then her drops her and runs off. Stupid fool, mine. He may be smarter then I think. My mate turns to me and I watch as the shock flashes behind her eyes. God she is beautiful, mine, fuck her then bite her, Now MY MATE. She flings herself at me wrapping her arms around me before she faints.

I pull her closer and breath her sent in deep. A deep purr rattles out of my chest till I notice others are to close to my mate. To close, back up, no one will take her. Mine. I growl and hiss they need to back the fuck up. I tense ready to fight if I must. How many, will protect, mate mine. I glare at each one of them in tern till they finally back up. About damn fucking time they do. I don't care who they are I have my very human mate and there were too many of them. I nuzzle my face back into her neck and resume purring once more. So warm, so soft. My mate. Protect, safe, mark her.

Oh she's so warm and feels so good right now. I feel her start moving and her heart pick up speed before she opens her eyes and says "holey fuck I really wasn't dreaming. Shit, fuck you all are really here." After that she's silent for a while. Looking at the others and I hate it. I don't want them looking at her but what choice do I really have. Don't look, my mate, keep away, protect. Finally she says "If you let me go you can follow me to my truck and we can go to my place to talk, sound like a plan." I look at her I want her in my arms and with a small nod she is.my mate, warm, safe, protect, my mate. Oh the joy I feel I have my mate.

We get back to her place and I have to set her down. She runs off fast Follow, protect, safe. I'm about to go after her when a man tells me to wait. I'm growling and hiss before I hear her changing and calm some. Find, protect, to many, Mate. I watch her grab a smelly ass liquid and drink before I rip it away. She starts yelling t "What the fucking hell do you think you're doing. I thank you for saving me, but that's where it ends. You all left me, you walked away from me. Left me in the fucking forest, I was saved by the alpha of the pack. You all left me to deal with a vampire after me, left me to deal with my dad's death. And you all just walk right back into my life and think you can change the way I do something. I think fucking not. I didn't even get a good-bye, a kiss my ass, hope you die, nothing just that I wasn't good enough for your family. Well what changed now or are you ready to have your human pet back now. If that's the case get out because I would rather die than play house with you all."

She doesn't want me, anger, and hate, alone, pain. The pain is enough to bring me crashing down. The pull in my chest worse and I don't know what to do. Away, disappear; Mate alone, forever, hates. I can't get away from this pain. I don't hear what's going on around me anymore. It's just the pain I feel. I don't hear her come to me but I hear the words "Hay, I'm sorry I yelled I've been holding that in for a while. I should not have done that. Please look at me; I'm sorry I missed you." She hasn't seen your eyes, she doesn't know, she hates you. I look up at her and she gasps almost falling over.

BAMB, the front door is opened and I smell the vampires. Protect, safe, away, MY MATE, Keep Safe. Hissing and growling I have her in the corner where no one will touch what's MINE. I hear my mate say "Hay any fighting is done outside" I'm growling and know the man talked to what's mine and that's making me madder. My Mate, Protect, safe, Kill. I feel a soft warm hand then the words "Hun they won't hurt us, there friends, please calm down". Soft, warm, my mate, soft, warm. I'm calming down the haze going away some and I relies what's what finally. I pull away letting her move around. Fool she don't want you, my Mate, Protect, She hates you, you're a killer.

I hear about moving and pick her up. She's in my arms and warm and I'm happy for now. Warm, safe, mate, mine, warm. I can't help the purr that escapes. She's so fucking warm and fits perfectly in my arms. When we get to the hotel I can't help it. Sent, my smell, she's my mate, stay away, oh god warm, sex, fire warm. Oh she's petting me, and giggling. She's happy my mate is happy. Oh the joy.

OK short I know but it's a test chapter. If you all like I will keep going till it's all at the same point. Just let me know what you think of this chapter. And thank you for reading.